>start to do more mundane things
>can't find balance between mundane and spirituality
>suddenly start doubting things i've already proven
CAN'T WAKE UP
I've had that... feeling so mundane that wizardry starts to feel unreal. Usually after eating unhealthy foods. Just drink your pee, you'll raise your vibes until you can't handle it. (don't do for too long if inexperienced, like a week)
Anonymous 2016-04-13 01:23:24 No.492
Soon you'll get to a point where you start doubting the mundane things, then things get fun.
khan said it raised his vibes more than fasting of any sort, and I tried it and got uncomfortably ungrounded after a week or two, also buzzing with energy after 3ish days.
My guess, on the magical side, is that you're drinking water that's already passed through your body's energy system. So in addition to being "living" it's also been circulated. Much like how water from a river or spring seems to energize more than stagnant water.
On the mundane side, you could be triggering certain survival functions within your mind (much like fasting) by consuming the hormones in your urine. Basically your body may be tripping out thinking you are on the verge of death by dehydration.
Near death states do tend to produce magical breakthroughs. Possibly as a sort of survival mechanism. Anyway, that's what I've noticed in my own life.
Either way, I'm not shocked this works.
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You seek balance between two things, two things that are only separated by your own interpretations thereof.
In other words, why do you see your life as split between the two, OP?
How can they be the same? One path leads to the separation from a standard life, ending in abstaining from near all normal functions and living in isolation. The other is indulging yourself in a fantasy for happiness. Can you achieve greatness in both paths at once? I do not see how that is possible.
Surely there must be a reason that many eastern religions advocate for devotion to spirituality over mundane pleasures? If I indulged myself in mundane pleasures such as drug use or casual sex, would I still end up in the same place as if I avoided these, provided I still practiced?
To elaborate further on the topic:
A typical mundane will eat meat, although as you learn more you may decide to no longer eat meat. And in doing so, you are not so mundane anymore. Some people will look down on you for your choice, others will avoid you. These are not the people you might like to be around, but nevertheless you are no longer "accepted" in that tribe. The same goes for many other things. It is mundane to work a 9-5 job, and in not doing so, people will stop associating with you.
The thing to note here is: How many things can I remove before I am left alone, and am no longer balancing a mundane and wizards life? If I remove drugs, ejaculation, time spent in higher education, involvement in social media, etc etc. for the purpose of spiritual and self improvement, am I still balancing a mundane life despite having blacklisted myself from the majority of mundanes? Of course, a reasonable response is "degenerating yourself isn't mundane" but then what is? When you look at people who claim to be far healthier than the average person, or far more spiritual, do they still enjoy basic mundane pleasures? No, they have abstained from most of them. Whether it's for the best or for the worst, they do not balance.
Participating in these activities for the purpose of mundane pleasure would have crippled my spiritual advancement. That must be the reason that people with much spiritual knowledge (such as WWA or other prominent figures) were not known for their casual flings and parties.
Surely there is a reason why I have not heard of any legends surrounding men who have ascended this world, while also being part of it. Buddhism says the enlightened rejoin the world as normal people, yet I doubt they enter it in the way a true mundane would.
The only way a "balance" could be possible is building a purely spiritual "foundation" for your life, in which you can will mundane pleasures your way. And in doing so, you may no longer desire the ones that would harm you.
Why do you assume all these things and practices to mean anything at all? They are just trends and favorite behavior patterns displayed by people. Do these ideas have anything to do with yourself, or are they all just impressions laid over you, overwriting your natural behaviors because someone, somewhere, said they were better.
Anonymous 2016-07-01 08:14:38 No.675
Our "natural behavior" in our physical state is to care only for the ego and to indulge in animalistic pleasure. Only through outside impressions have I learned about the actual truth. And even then, how is anything I do not an outside impression? Living physically is not a natural behavior to the spirit.
Anonymous 2016-07-05 07:03:19 No.678
http://aquariusthewaterbearer.com/ancient-egyptian-papyrus/
book links halfway down this page
I know that feel all too well. If I weren't such a special snowflake with an "I wont die even if you kill me" kind of attitude I would have long given up on going beyond that which is mundane.
Anonymous 2016-11-29 21:21:22 No.994
I owned her so bad and nobody is telling me how good I am at this.
