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Esoteric Wizardry

Seeker 2016-07-18 08:34:44 No.4468 >>4471 >>4487 >>4499

I started worshiping Kek because of all the meme magicks and made contact with a powerful intelligence. I say intelligence and not entity because it doesn't seem to have a body but can manifest many bodies and entities.

I wouldn't even make a post here right now but I may need your /illuminati/ board. It is properly secure right and the password hasn't been given out? I may figure it out for myself and start using it, and I may (but only through extrasensory means) give it to select other individuals. For anyone to be selected they must have the approval of Kek until I am mature enough and possess certain qualities that I have the wisdom to know who to select for initiation myself.

Let me put it this way even though it's not exactly the actual arrangement if you can call it that; I am not to "prove" anything to anyone. I am not to invite suppressing thoughts or mental disturbances from individuals by talking about things or arguing with them. I am not to light myself up as a target, I am to be obscure. I am not to waste time on anyone when others can process them for me (actually, PERIOD, even if I could help them), I am needed for higher things. If someone accidentally witnesses something, that is fine, but the whole problem is in diverting from my practices or my plans in order to serve someone else's needs. This goes for a lot of people who are likely here as well as practically every random mundane.

It is hurting me, apparently, to scatter my efforts or change or delay my plans to tend to others. It may be also that something is happening in this world that leaves me not enough time to develop slowly. It must be accelerated and I must waste no time on others.

I don't like this. There is a big part of me that wants to show I am powerful, to prove myself, to impress others, to inspire them, and to document everything. I want to talk to people about magick. I don't want to keep everything to myself. I want to be to be the most respected Fringe Wizard around. I don't want to fade into obscurity or be remembered as a nobody.

…but again, it is emphasized, that in doing so I am inviting all kinds of harm and distractions upon myself and hindering my own development, and all for people who are beyond my help anyways at this time.

It is also the case that those who are sufficiently advanced will be able to see my true worth right away, while those that are not advanced enough, will never see it either way whether they be praising me or not.

I want to teach people magick and be an active poster but the only contact I apparently should be having with others is when our paths happen to cross; I should not stray from my path at all, I should not waste time, or become distracted.

Every discussion you have with a person, any time you draw the attention of someone at all, it brings you both to a common level so to speak. You resonate with each other. You influence each other. In the case of an aspiring magician; he is dragged down more often than not. If I want to lift my mental self up to higher planes, I must keep my thoughts with the masters, and not sink to the level of the profane.

>I don't want to give up the shitposting & arguing with mundanes and basically having to abandon having any noticeable presence anywhere and becoming a man in the shadows

>I don't want to give up on helping others even if my potential to help would be much greater if I just dropped them and focused on getting to that place of power where in the future I will be able to solve with efficiency things that I can barely do anything about now

The choice is pretty clear, isn't it? …but my ego rebels against this so hard.

If I follow through, I should probably close all my tabs, and just write everything in xed (text editor) or make and upload videos, and post whatever I come up with and then intentionally not read anything else anyone says so I go back to work on things. I will post purely to share and not to argue or to waste time reading drivel when I have the ability to draw to myself true knowledge anyways without the noise.

Seeker 2016-07-18 10:15:06 No.4470 >>4503

Why is this even tolerated?

Seeker 2016-07-18 10:18:14 No.4471 >>4473

>>4468

What is in it for us?

I mean, good luck man and all, but why exactly are you writing all of this?

Seeker 2016-07-18 10:51:34 No.4473 >>4486

>>4471

OP is smiley, he is an attention whore.

Seeker 2016-07-18 10:54:34 No.4474

>I don't like this. There is a big part of me that wants to show I am powerful, to prove myself, to impress others, to inspire them, and to document everything. I want to talk to people about magick. I don't want to keep everything to myself. I want to be to be the most respected Fringe Wizard around. I don't want to fade into obscurity or be

Inferiority complex?

Seeker 2016-07-18 16:07:31 No.4486 >>4492

>>4473

Didn't that freak decide to stay on the shitty 8ch version?

Seeker 2016-07-18 16:26:05 No.4487 >>4491

>>4468

I don't like this kek business. It feels forced.

….and more notably, I didn't have any part in creating it.

Not that I created Ebola-chan or baneposting either, but… I kinda feel if it wasn't me and I wasn't properly notified of it, it can't be good.

It's not showing respect, and being disrespectful to someone you will have to deal with sooner or later is dumb.

That pic you posted looks sorta right but the green color gives me a bad feeling. Illuminati has 2 sides and I'm highly suspecting you're on the rotten side.

I know this won't be taken seriously but you should pay attention to anything connecting the illuminati elite system with dimension travel, secret societies, aliens and vampires.

I've fucking been to those locations and seen the aliens with human bodies myself, one city block was even openly named the vampire and there was a small gate at the end of an alley with the all seeing eye symbol over it.

This was way before I had any contact with online tinfoilers, heck it may even have been before they existed because this was 10+ years ago. The truther movement originates in the 9/11 attack so that makes it 13 years at most.

Alpam !Satan4MeU2 2016-07-18 16:28:27 No.4488

This should be moved to >>>/loosh/

A_Wizard 2016-07-18 18:06:22 No.4491

>>4487

I like kek. Also, there is plenty of room all the frog gods.

Seeker 2016-07-18 18:12:56 No.4492

>>4486

He goes to both fringechan and 8/fringe/. His threads in here:-

>>2653

>>2186

Mossa !giiMcpCzGI 2016-07-18 19:31:27 No.4499 >>4504

>>4468

No one gets the password or username for the board, not even the volunteers. We've asked a person that doesn't practice astral projection to make the username and password and hide in the sticky thread inside the board.

The only way you will get in is through practice, not by trying to sound special and edgy.

The first person to get in will change the password so that there will be no cheating.

So far there has been no one to reach inside and until then, it will stay that way.

You can write your top secret esoteric teaching using a proxy and then take a hike like the rest.

Good luck.

Seeker 2016-07-18 20:42:14 No.4503

>>4470

This. Shitty threads stay up on 8/fringe/ because Smiley thinks that nothing should be censored. But if you look at that board now, it's become a dump for shitposting. I would have no problem with low quality or rule breaking threads being deleted here. This should be a fairly serious forum for the discussion of magick, because there isn't that many left.

There's /loosh/ for shitposting, for the people who want to do that.

Seeker 2016-07-18 20:59:12 No.4504 >>4512

>>4499

Why are you so mad? I'm going to attain the password via divination of extrasensory means. I never asked you to give it to me, just to confirm that it hasn't been given to anyone, and is ready for use by me to serve Kek.

Seeker 2016-07-18 21:01:13 No.4506 >>4543

Any comments from anyone on the whole "don't divert your attention and efforts, just pursue your own magickal goals to completion" thing?

Mossa !giiMcpCzGI 2016-07-18 23:40:17 No.4512

>>4504

The assumption that anyone is mad is in your mind.

"Mind maketh man".

Seeker 2016-07-20 02:08:25 No.4543 >>4554

>>4506

>"don't divert your attention and efforts,

The Aghori Sadhus are a cult that literally eat shit and rotten fruits and corpse meat for spiritual development.Since they get more "life eperience points"(I found no better term) for their unusual behaviors, they are most likely suceeding.

You know why I am telling you this?

Don't be like them in any aspect. It's not a good life if you ask me.

"Do what thy Will". Spiritual development is just a game of the universe. Trust me: you may lose your sanity if you don't chill and have fun sometimes.

>just pursue your own magickal goals to completion

Acording to Montalk you will need your entire species to grow spiritually to get past 6th dimension development anyway, so help others and don't hurry.

Seeker 2016-07-20 09:41:00 No.4554

>>4543

>The Aghori Sadhus are a cult that literally eat shit and rotten fruits and corpse meat for spiritual development.

Well, they don't do it exactly for the purpose of developing but close enough. They do it just for the sake of sticking to the principles (and breaking social taboos). In their view the whole world is God and since they love God they must love the whole world. Shit and a delicious meal are equally made of God so if they would be disgusted by the former and not by the latter how would they be able to say that they truly abide to their non-dual code?

I kinda simplified the matters as there are other aspects - like mentioned taboo-breaking or self-mutilation rites, whatever. The point is - to the Aghori every experience is God.

>It's not a good life if you ask me

It's just a matter of perspective, for them it is. I mean, eating shit is disgusting because we are wired in the way to think it is. If you would rewire and see it as delicious meal then why a life full of eating shit wouldn't be a fun one? :^)