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I have an immense supply of neg-energies, especially of the grades of sadness and anger, and I know how to use it in an efficient and effective manner.

It works in a particular way. If a person WANTS me to do something to them, they are effectively protected from me doing anything to them, except by means of the positive looshes connected to happiness and love. As such I can't do this to voluntary subjects; I don't have sufficient supplies of the grades of loosh to manifest positively for them.

It does work however, very potently and effectively, to connect to, charge, and influence FEARS they have. My testing has confirmed that any thing they DO NOT WANT to happen, I can use this energy to make it happen. They have to NOT WANT it to happen though, there has to be GUILT or FEAR or some negative desire that makes the connection. If someone has the right mental attitude they can be completely shielded by dropping any "not wantings" or "negative desires" giving no path for this energy to work through.

I am not happy with this situation. It SUCKS. There's so many people I hate and all of them I don't want to do any harm to any of them. I want to not hate them and use instead the power of love to make them into something I can love. I would rather turn the most degenerate and unworthy people I can think of into something pure and blessed, than to subject them to this shit. The power of my hatred can punish them but in a way that bears only the fruits of suffering; it doesn't make them better.

>just saw a really bright white spark just now, these are really rare, and this is the second one I've seen today, the previous one while being lightly entranced and posting frogs on /4chon/, these only seem to only appear it seems during significant moments of insight or magickal breakthroughs or when some higher level magick is about to take place

Here is a dilemma though. All this seething negative energy that I don't want to unleash, carrying it is quite a curse, and is keeping me in a sink of negative synchronicity.

I have figured out with someone else today while going over formulas that I must not put up any facades, that if I give (holy fuck a second white spark, and it's only been minutes since the last one) up completely on holding back any emotions, that the universe will then step in and do something nice for me. I need to just let the rivers flow and unleash the full force of what I have locked up in my psyche upon whatever attracts it.

I'm going to think it over still and see if I can get enough of a flow of positive energy that I can just let the neg energy sit. It may be though that I have to USE it and charge up thoughtforms with it. If I do, I have no doubts that I will unleash something very powerful, something composed of the concentrated butthurt of so many loosh farming victims…

I am not sure if it's worth it. A lot of people will be singed in the process and the demonic force I will have unleashed will be a catalyst for all kinds of trauma. I need to free myself from negative synchronicity though and I have a presence around me from what seem to be grey aliens just WAITING for me finally charge them up.

Don't know what to do. If I can open the flow to positive energy enough… but I can't.

Hmmmm… it's like I've bundled up a shitload of negative karma which I'm free to pass on but is it the right thing to do? By absorbing all this negative karma I've probably effectively healed the life situations of many people. Maybe…

Got to think this over more.

Btw, let me tell you something, this neg-energy isn't being given expression, and isn't being felt. I know it's there though, and I can feel its potential, it inclination for expression, its pressure. It's so immense I am inclined to believe it can kill me multiple times over and open up wounds immense on someone. It is most certainly there, in large supply, ready for use/application.

It's ready to flare up and bite someone.

I would like to direct it in some manner to perhaps transmute it but it's too much.

I maybe could concentrate it into something then sacrifice it.

I may just have to let it out though into the world to do what it must and then after being free of it do my best to open the flow to love and positive synchronicity.

Note to self: post about prayer on here tomorrow

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If you want advice on energy transmutation, ask for it in the question thread. A suggestion, clense your chakras and seek connection to the All. Learn to release the repressed emotions and to clean your mind.

New threads are usually created to expand upon a single topic. Such as meditation, experiences, paths, ect. This is more of a blog post.

To sum up the basics that you need to do:

Questions belong in question thread.

Cleanse chakras.

Connect with the All/Source/God/Creator.

Have positive energy flow into your body as the negative energy flows out.

Keep yourself aligned to the positive side of the pendulum through your will.

The STO path will bring far better results then STS. Also, normal karma is an illusion of the mind. By believing you are carrying a curse and that bad things will continually happen to you, it shall happen. Arranging a positive and having a fun attitude towards spiritual advancement will provide you with the best results.

From the sound of things it's a fuckhuge amount of energy but have you attempted to transmute it by the principle of duality rather than getting rid of it?

They say it's easier to transmute love to hate rather than either to indifference.

Not sure if your situation is better than being completely drained which you complained about in the years prior.

Don't stop believing that you can surpass it

>using can't in your sentences

shiggidy

>>2190

The cause of all things is desire/emotion. I am carrying a shitload of that with me ready for use. It is karma, the actual thing.

Questions without substantial information belong in the question thread. My thread is fine, it's very fat post.

Letting negative energy flow out of me while still in its negative form is going to release it to people where it's going to do lots of damage. There has to be some way to neutralize or transmute it first.

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I can unleash very powerful neg-fueled thoughtforms but if I could just figure out a way to transmute all this neg-energy, even if it wasn't a perfectly efficient transmutation, I could have immense positive power to grant people their desires along the lines of what they actually want rather than just making their fears come real and so on.

>>2196

>but if I could just figure out a way to transmute all this neg-energy, even if it wasn't a perfectly efficient transmutation, I could have immense positive power

All you need to do is to define what the negative energy is, then ask the universe to exhange it for a defined positive thing of equal value. There are beings/entities everywhere in all matter so someone will hear you. I don't know exactly why someone would want the negative stuff, but I've done this many times and it always works. The only limitation is that you need to be able to tell what the qualities of the things you want to trade away are, with a very high accuracy.

A very real example: there was a person who had lots of this negative stuff. I helped this person make a trade like this, the negative traded for positive of equal value.

Well what happened? Their house burned down and all they got out from there was a phone and one change of clothes.

Turns out the person's family had connections with criminals and it's possible the house was built with profits from said criminal activity. So that was part of the negative energy and was traded away.

Just a warning. Use very specific wording with no loopholes.

>>2196

>I can unleash very powerful neg-fueled thoughtforms

Is it at all possible for you to create a positive thoughtform that can consume either neg-energy or neg thoughtforms and then funnel purified energy back to you?

You ever think perhaps maybe by farming the negative, fear-based loosh you're only making it worse? Especially since apparently there are troubles dealing with it.

Just a though.

Regarding releasing negative energy, ground it out, that's what Gaia is here for.

I don't personally fancy keeping such things in my aura and typically heal/transmute or otherwise remove them post haste.

I managed successfully, very painfully, to overcome the neg-synchronicity I was experiencing to get some loosh of different qualities and I was succesfully building myself up until today things came crashing down for me. I keep thinking about dueling others to death or using my black magick as an indirect suicide method by offloading demonic entities onto whatever targets hurt me enough to put me into a hate trance.

I guess I should wait it out again though and see if I can get things back on track in a few days. I don't know. I'm really fucked right now.

Note to self: write about numbers meditation and lots of other magick for the one anon in the questions thread, I have SO much to write on this

I also have noticed a few egregores connected to imageboards and am thinking of directly waging a magickal attack on a particular egregore that I feel needs serious modification.

I think a good solution is to put a multi-day timer on this and if I still haven't changed my mind or fixed my resonance after the timer is up, I may unleash hell upon whoever hurts me next.

Listen to some good cheerful 50s-60's music, just loads me up with good energy

Oddly, I don't have problems dealing with negativity. I can channel it into something positive and energetic more or less intuitively and automatically, within myself.

I've had both spirits and people refer to me as a carrion scavenging recycle bin. I kind of don't mind the title. Is that odd?

>replying to the inane autist who dares to call himself an 'initiate'

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this

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wisdom

>>2186

Why the fuck is this piece of shit on THIS board?