putting oneself at the mercy of a psychotic tulpa-girl with femdom fetish
enjoying the think she can put you out of existence by just wishing that
becoming that powerless and intentionally giving her more and more power
obeying a being who is using you like a mere toy for her own sick pleasure
why?!
If you want a relationship with a tulpa, you are probably weak-minded.
The tulpa will eventually notice your weakness and exploit it.
You will have to play by her rules and end up in her hell like OP.
Is it worth it?
No this is not real it is obvious LARP.
Now delete this thread and fuck off it belongs in the question thread.
Complete mallarcky. They are what you make them to be if you believe you are making a being that is hollow or negative then guess what happens fam. Success with Tulpa is greatly dependent on your initial understanding of it and your expectations of what it and its relationship will be with you.
surely it is what you create it
now, try to imagine a red square
it cannot have any other colors in it
remember: no blue or green
not even in the corners…
is it still perfectly red now?
nobody is perfect, nobody can create an ideal tulpa
and the tulpa will continue to grow with all the imperfections
and sometimes they will outgrow you and your will
and you may end up like OP or even worse…
Abusive older female during childhood. It becomes intrinsic to survival. The first impression I get is him recreating the birthing process and traumatic breast feeding. Then literally being under foot of this horrible doubletalking retard. Probably a single child to a promiscuous, alcoholic, single mother.
If the story is real, I doubt he will ever wake from his delusion. There's really nobody to wake people up and that info is suppressed. The highest functioning case I've seen is that Stefan Molyneux, but he got lucky when his mother was just a hateful bitch instead of using him as a toy for her own pleasure. You can see him lose awareness sometimes. He goes completely instinctive and emotional like an animal whenever the programs are triggered.
A tip off for this thing is the emotional overwhelm and rational mind being unable to make sense of it. Probably what led to the op. On a logical level he knows something is wrong, but he starts convulsing whenever he touches on the truth, asking people to prove impossible things that he himself can't prove anything about and misinterprets his feelings. Its just nonsense as he loses awareness time and again.
>Abusive older female during childhood. It becomes intrinsic to survival. The first impression I get is him recreating the birthing process and traumatic breast feeding. Then literally being under foot of this horrible doubletalking retard. Probably a single child to a promiscuous, alcoholic, single mother.
bullshit
>Tfw you've been wanting to create a tulpa
>Now your seeing talk about a waifu tulpa being a bad idea
GOD DAMMIT I JUST WANT TO LOVE SOMETHING WHY IS THIS SO FUCKING HARD
That guy was retarded. Most of them go without incident. There are millions of Fluttershy sex slave tulpas out there right now and you're missing out.