I don't know what to do. My family is constantly at my throat and occultism is the only thing keeping me alive right now. I'm always so weak and low energy I barely have the strength to do anything. I'm a super-sperg neet and imageboards are my only way of interacting with people who aren't normalfags and even on here I'm constantly harassed even though I post nothing out of the ordinary and just basically give advice and lurk. There's this guy who's super obsessed with me and can basically tell it's me somehow even when I don't post anything with which he could identify me as myself, I don't even post pictures of myself anymore cause the police told me not to, heh. I'm honestly at my wit's end and after being visited so many times by the Grey's and then suddenly they stop showing up is putting me on edge more than usual. What do I do guys? I try so hard not be constantly in low-vibrations and try to be a good wiz but it always backfires in miraculous ways. Am I destined to always be like this? Heh

Have you tried moving out?

>>577
Heh, why isn't my thread showing up on the catalog

>>99
>>573

I'll be removing this thread in two days, because I can't lock it. Please don't drag the frequency down, man.

>demand the respect you show
>decide what to focus on and attract
>just b urself
>stop samefagging

>>577
Difficulties are literal learning opportunities. Lurk this place and find a Kabbalah course I posted the other day. Also what the other guy said. You can do it. You wouldn't have put yourself in this situation otherwise.

One clue to look out for is that whenever we fail to learn a lesson, it comes back more painfully. That will tell you in which direction to act, even and especially if it goes against your every desire to do so. Reflect on this. Read Montalk on this.

Good luck man. Locking this now.

(please use the questions thread for this)