ITT: Share & discuss experiences.

I documented mine here before I started my awakening process proper: https://reasinre.wordpress.com/.
I have had very little in the way of full blown OBEs since then.

>>548
I must add I stopped having these experiences when I stopped oversleeping every single day (being a leech on my family) and spending most of my time in bed.

Also a couple of nights back I astrally sucked my own dick for a while and then had sex with a succubus.
It felt very nice.

jesus christ man wtf

I'm nine days into nofap and often find myself walking up out of my body a couple of minutes after going to bed to change the music "cause I can't sleep anyway", I pop into the most neutral plane and upon realizing I'm not in my body its like I'm trudging tar.

I have a hard time traveling consciously in the more neutral planes, while being a conscious observer in the higher or lower is just fine.

In either the higher or lower I like to be "behind the seams", what I'm observing is not aware of my presence, I am conscious but still asleep within the dream, as in, I have "not stepped forwards.", but once what I am observing goes spooky or would be better off with my intervention I like to intervene, "stepping in" or becoming consciously awake within the dream, being present to that which I was observing. The session is often over after I've done my thing, I might feel like there is nothing more to do or perhaps what I was observing has left.

The dreams are tests. Many times have I taken the steering wheel and the people or things trying to loosh me either panic or, if the dream is of good intent, smile and let the dream fade out.
Often when I wake up in the dream for no reason I touch the mind of that which is observing me and get an awkward "Uh oh".

Many dreams are worlds designed for you by a higher being to test you, many more dreams are worlds designed by lower beings to trick you. Some dreams you create and others you visit.

The other day I I was dreaming and the dream was interrupted by the RTZ appearance of a figure covered in a blanket like pic related walked around my bed and stopped at the end of it. I then woke up because I knew this shit was going on for real, and I saw a translucent figure at the end of my bed. It looked like a lizard with small horns or something on its head wearing kind of a cape. I couldn't make much detail because I was 100% awake and perceiving this as some sort of afterimage.
I was wary of it, although not afraid per se, so I told it to "fuck off" calmly and firmly. It went away after a small hesitation.
Now I'm thinking this creature might not have been harboring bad intentions towards me. I didn't feel at any point any hostility towards me, just silent observation. Perhaps I was too rash in my decision to tell it to go away.
I had, however, half-unconsciously acknowledged my desire to be contacted, but Tom Montalk has brainwashed so much about being neurotic like him that I couldn't help it.

I have been able to see auras since then. And I realized I always could, in a way.

I'm stoned and drunk, by the way. That is why I have implemented a text code for using the abbr HTML tag while I was writing this post and why my English is even more stilted than usual (I'm not native).

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>>555
HAHA!

Its the nofap, they're checking up on you, soon when they can't loosh you of the second chakra they're going to try and spoop the fuck out of you in your dreams, overcome!

Or;

>this ones waking up, is he strong enough to meet us?

Myself I've been very clear, overly so, that I don't want to meet them. I don't want to meet them because I want to form my own opinion based on what I can find. But damn am I curious and maaan do I want to see things.

>>556
I wasn't doing nofap then. I am now and have been for some days. We'll see.
Still waiting for that group thing tho...

>>555
>I have been able to see auras since then. And I realized I always could, in a way.
Is it like an after image? I think I can too but I'm not sure if it's just an after image and I'm deathly afraid of crazy wizard syndrome

>>556
>tfw scared off my only alien contact a year ago
>tfw high-initiate but still no ayybros
>tfw too anxious and introverted to make contact myself

>>576
Yes, it's like an after image. Like a translucent glow that can be seen easily against plain backgrounds and easier if looked at indirectly. I had the same doubts, but after experimenting I realized it made no sense as an after image.
Two very strong clues were seeing my qi gong teacher leave a very intense trail and seeing my own in the mirror extendquite further than other people's. There is a Robert Bruce torrent on TPB with a lot of works by him thay touches on this.

I think I rejected a genuine contact the other night and now I'm torn. This is a wild ride man...

>>575

>>591
Oh my God, I've always thought this was after image, thanks man

After an attempt to invoke Archangel Raphael he dropped me a faint hypnogogic response, which I didn't consider to be it.
So he visited me that night and showed myself doing what I needed to do in a dream instead.

I'm learning to channel, by the way. Mainly so I can channel cool knowledge and put it into writing.

In the last week I've had dreams where I encountered and burned entities with white light. One time was someone who took the form of a friend I was gonna see and was lucidly trying to summon to fug and she disparaged me saying 'why would i wanna do that with you' and ifeelsbadman until I was like "wait she wouldn't do that you're not her" and I made a whitelight-fireshield around myself and revealed her true form and then burned her with the white light.

Then another time I was trapping entities/thoughtforms in cubes and turning up the light. Some dissolved instantly and others were merely in pain/seemed to be able to change. I left the ones that survived to my 'friends' to deal with deciding whether they should die.

Then another dream I was watching the Lion King before meeting Narasimha, the 4th incarnation of Vishnu (or Krishna), Lion-headed protector god.
Images of him/the meeting echoed throughout time in a way that I've come to think of as visions of higher self.

along with particular energy signatures that feel pretty foreign (which I've felt when people describe their magic stuff. it feels pretty different from how I experience their soul/energy normally)
it's a little like this pic but more complete images of people

https://pre00.deviantart.net/1570/th/pre/f/2008/267/2/0/alex_gray_by_eeuupphhorriicc.jpg





>>551

nice.

>meditate really deep in nomind, giving the impression of not being present
>after roughly two hours it picks up again, the very low, distant and nearby at the same time static sound like from an old TV, a buzzing, the telltale sound of energies crashing with and trying to interfere with my own
>I'm floating above the place of the ritual in the astral, in the seams between the astral layers, invisible
>looking down on dark hospital room lit from a half open door
>the bed is empty, there is blood by the foot of the bed and there is a person on his knees by the door, two thirds finished drawing a sigil in what I instinctively know to be "my own blood"
>as I watch he finished another figure in the sigil
>I'm not ok with this
>size and density in proper ratio dictates astral strength
>looking down on my tormentor I am in relation to him as large as the five story building we're in
>pick him up by the scruff of the neck like one would reach for a maggot to put as bait on a hook before throwing it into the water
>holding him like a kitten dangling over the floor, he is pale and terrified
>at the time I had not confirmed who the person was, so as to not hurt anyone who doesn't deserve it I pray for God for help and to deal with this accordingly
>the trinity manifests through me and I am weightless electrical molten gold and for a second blasts the person and the room with a blinding radiance enough to challenge ten thousand suns
>the light illuminates the room and it is clean
>for an instant the assailant screams in impotent rage and terror as four fifths of his essence, darkness and negativity, is incinerated
>as the inferno of light makes an abrupt stop, I'm no longer holding a shriveled pale, sickly looking man
>whatever happened turned him into a chubby cute tiny cherub held by the wings
>an instant after seeing that, the cherub turns into a butterfly
>consider ripping its wings off
>don't, by the grace of God, it has been dealt with
>release it
>it flutters unsteadily away like a drunk who just barely dodged a car
>with a most blissful heart, safe and confident in the presence of the lord and unbound by the weight of fetters I stride out of the now heavenly lit corridor towards a large open window and leap into a blue sky

>>3118
>>an instant after seeing that, the cherub turns into a butterfly
Should have just eaten it there and then, transmute it into food energy and therefore annihilating it. Since it was already small and weakened. Would have saved you the trouble of possibly dealing with it later over and over again.

>>3121
You're an intelligent person, but
>eating shit
You are what you eat!

Snide shitposting aside - I don't want to hurt anyone & it was dealt with. I'm definitive that I would lose favor if I acted in such poor conduit after having my prayer answered.

>>3122
>You're an intelligent person
I wouldn't doubt it, lol
>You are what you eat!
Not particularly. You can store any energy in your lower dantian and transmute it into any other kind of energy just with your intent. Energy is just energy, it's how you use it that matters. That's why you can eat even the most vile and negative energy and use it for healing for example. All loosh is neutral, just the intent gives it form and direction.

>>3132
>I'm definitive that I would lose favor if I acted in such poor conduit after having my prayer answered.
Does favor inhibid your freedom to do what is best for you? Besides, who is the "God" you are talking about anyway? Is it the true God, the Monad, or is it the Demiurge Jehova? If it's Jevoha who helps you like that then I'm actually surprised.

>>3177
You're right about energy - But it must to be properly cleansed or it will actually carry residue intent.
Most of the time its not worth the risk, eating shit.

I work with the Hindu trinity, avatars of all.

>>3177
That kind of energy transmutation is what the Earth does. That's why it's used to "ground" yourself. But you gotta git gud for that (meaning: practice).