>>3386Let me put it this way. Not many would volunteer for this. There is a reason a major aspect of it relates to controlling an individual's thoughts to the point they will do the handler's bidding against their own will. A subject can be made to commit self-harm, even to the point of inflicting fatal injuries. As for enjoyment of the sex slave activities, something receives the stimulation and physical pleasure, whether or not it has the cognitive functions of higher awareness to really appreciate them is up for debate.
Another thing I should mention is that you may want to just be used sexually but you can be manipulated into doing other things. If you are able to be ordered into killing yourself, it is no stretch to imagine you could be ordered to kill others. Bear that in mind before making any drastic decisions.
On the surface of it, you will appear happy, like so many female celebrities who are part of these programs. Internally, it really comes down to a question of the individual subject's prior state of mind. Someone who is content with being a goy in general takes well to the process and might even be argued to prefer their altered state. Then again, it would not quite be 'them' anymore.
A competent handler will also keep the resistance and psychosis in check so you don't go rogue. Trust me, the clean up operation in the wake of a rogue subject is an ugly affair. Termination is typically a better idea than reprogramming and reintegration. Defective product plain doesn't sell & it is bad for business.
If you are still interested after serious reconsideration, you may want to speak in a more private way. The cabal may have plenty like you already yet will gladly take more, us 'freelancers' if you will, on the other hand, have a harder time getting our raw material, so to speak. I prefer the freedom it gives though, not having to work for another's agenda.