>>8470They made me question reality by pulling an intense mindfuck on me over xbox live shortly after I started remembering repressed memories which themselves were on the edges of reality. I asked some friends about the memories and then a little while later the xbox mindfuck happened.
They started off with some girl talking in depth about my life, they read out a list of mind control trigger words which had a weird effect on me, some of them made me blank out, later on famous people and old friends joined the conversation, they were able to play audio clips, like a rewind sound when I said "hold up go back a bit". They had cheesy actors make death threats, they had clips of alien voices who were suppodesly laughing at me.
They even somehow managed to have robert anton wilson say "there's not just one big maybe out there anon" using my name in a perplexed sounding voice I've never heard him speak in before but it was distinctly him, he'd been dead 3 years at this point and sounded like he was in his 50s or younger. There were a lot of coded messages given to me, they kept using one line metaphors with no context which later made sense. They put me on trial for crimes they wouldn't specify which I'm guessing was a Kafka reference. They also gave me numerological information about my birthdate which I wasn't previously aware of, see that info here
>>8320 They also taught me pranyama which I wasn't aware of at the time. I was mostly amused and laughing or annoyed by them throughout this, eventually I just turned the xbox off.
I'm assuming I got disconnected from the party I was in and put through to some microsoft illuminati line because everyone else in the party were silent the whole time.
This was the only "psychotic" experience I had, the friends involved acted weirdly afterwards and moved country.
A little while after that was over I had a nagging feeling in my head to just sit and think, this is when the daydreaming started, I intuited things like hand signals, eye signals, etc as well as building up a whole mythology in my head. One time I had an intuition to go out and stand by a specific car, then this guy comes out of the house I was standing in front of asking if I'm a taxi driver he's waiting for who's late, I say no and a second later the taxi driver shows up, one example of the many synchronistic events that happened during the daydreaming phase.
The process took about 3 years to go from madness from the uncertainty about how much was actually real (which left my mind in a truly open intuitive and receptive state) to integrating it fully and developing my own abilities and understanding of psychic processes that work in everyday life. Hint-it's to do with hierarchy, respect and changing opinions of people.
