/fringe/ - Fringe

Experience 04/25/14 (Fri) 20:13:54 No. 7574

>Have been trying to AP for a while
>try something different
>wear an eye mask and earplugs
>Follow the fringe guide and count numbers from one to three and back down again
>twist the numbers around, paint them different colors
>do this for a bit while beginning to see small lines and colored sparks
>suddenly eyes flicker rapidly even with the eye mask on, heavy breathing, and I get other feels too
>Even with earplugs I could still hear the sounds begin to increase around me, sounded something like an alien ship
>slowly forget about counting
>get very strange visions of strange 2d eyes with lines surrounding them in different patterns, other shit too but they all went too fast to take note upon.
>Enjoy the show, thinking I am close though they created an eerie feeling and yet I felt euphoric
>They faded, I had already forced my eyes shut
>Occasionally open them like an idiot and see the blackness of my eye mask, a small light from the hole on the bottom
>Either right after or a few moments later I began to see at least two sigils in the center of my mind, everything was black except for the sigils which stayed for a few seconds each before vanishing
>Euphoric feeling vanishes, sigils disappear
>suddenly feel my lower half lifting up high, it is not my physical body
>I try my best to lift myself up but my top half won't budge
>Suddenly feel my chest being pushed in, almost as if I am sinking
>Now it feels like someone is sitting on my chest
>That feeling fades and it feels like I am in a giant chain that is wrapped around my top form
>Everything fades away and it feels like I am just laying in my bed normally
>Not sure if true but felt my lower form twitch and jerk like as if my astral form snapping back into me
>Not sure what happened next, I either opened my eyes and found my eye mask to be on my pillow and a feeling of loss and regret or I slept and then experienced (opened my eyes and found my eye mask to be on my pillow and a feeling of loss.


>throughout all of this, my annoying sexual entity that is living with me was giving me intense pleasure against my crotch
>it happens when I am awake, but this feeling when I was trying to project was a very very intense pleasure
>want to get rid of it because it always does this, and I don't even enjoy its company anymore
>not even sure if it is a thought form I unconsciously made or an actual entity.

When I looked some things up, this seems related to a WILD for lucid dreaming, this is not what I want to achieve though. Am I doing something wrong?

04/25/14 (Fri) 21:10:47 No.7577>>7595

>Suddenly feel my chest being pushed in, almost as if I am sinking
>Now it feels like someone is sitting on my chest
Concentrate on it next time. If you feel it, put all your energy in that spot. That should complete the separation.

If you don't feel it don't bother, it doesn't always happen this way.

04/25/14 (Fri) 21:36:35 No.7595>>7660>>7671

>>7577
Why was my lower half floating yet my upper half sinking?

04/26/14 (Sat) 05:02:19 No.7660>>7662

>>7595
>>7574
Anyone?

04/26/14 (Sat) 05:12:48 No.7662

>>7660
This is a really slow board, chill out. I don't know the answer but someone does.

04/26/14 (Sat) 07:27:39 No.7671

>>7595
I don't know man you just half-projected and next time you need to properly and fully project your whole body.

04/26/14 (Sat) 09:07:22 No.7684

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just something i read from the emerald tablets (linked on /astral/ a couple of days ago). it could help you OP




List ye, O man, whilst I give the secret so that
ye, too, shalt taste not of change.
One hour each day shalt thou lie
with thine head pointed to the
place of the positive pole (north).
One hour each day shalt thy head be
pointed to the place of the negative pole (south).
Whilst thy head is placed to the northward,
hold thou thy consciousness from the chest to the head.

And when thy head is placed southward,
hold thou thy thought from chest to the feet.
Hold thou in balance once in each seven,
and thy balance will retain the whole of its strength.
Aye, if thou be old, thy body will freshen
and thy strength will become as a youth's.
This is the secret known to the Masters
by which they hold off the fingers of Death.
Neglect not to follow the path I have shown,
for when thou hast passed beyond years
to a hundred to neglect
it will mean the coming of Death.