Check em'
Post all your wizardly notes in here.
>>6666You wasted this GET fuck you.
General note thread, i guess. Keep your notes/experiences/records ITT for us to see, they will be blessed and protected by the glorious quadruple repeating digits.
Or you can edit this thread into the ritual thread and delete these replies
>>6679I won't be able to add a picture ;_;. I can only edit text.
>>6680sheeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiittttttt nigga that sucks
I always accumulate fuckloads of notes that I just offload at random onto random boards, will use this thread in the future instead.
This thread here:
>>3253^ It serves the same purpose as well.
I really need to do some magic instead of reading about it. I don't know how to do so yet but for now I need to make a grimoire filled with my contents of research. For now the research will be philosophy or good notes from other books, along with their technique of ritual, spell, invocation, etc. Also I might make a thread about invocation, I have a book I'm pretty sure no-one else here has read so might as well share the knowledge with other fellow wizards.
>>6684>along with their technique of ritual, spell, invocation, etc.If you understand the principle behind these things then you will know everything.
Need to write up a thread on ritual, primitive mind, etc. and explain all that shit. Also need to finish posting all the excerpts from various texts I have on healing and maybe post some videos demonstrating it as well since I know of several.
>>6686That is my goal, which is why I said I don't know how to do so yet, its to remind me to look into it. Plus there is a ritual thread coming up and I'm excited to read it.
if you're reading this then MY SKULL IS OVERFLOWING WITH LOOSH!!#$%^^%^$%$%$%$%%$%
wizardly note #1: make a wizardly schedule and stick to it
>>6723>green-pilled blackwoman defending herself against psychic vampires >>6723Is that Sarah Palin doing psychometry on her or something?
Read all /fringe/ threads (AGAIN) but this time actually take notes and techniques in my /fringe/ grimoire. Same goes for montalk.
Get the motivation to write, maybe cast a sigil that motivates me to write. I'd rather have a book with the knowledge collected from every book I read than to have to go in every book just to find a paragraph.
>wizardly note #2. distractions and drowsiness are gone finally. DONT GO ON 4CHAN EVER (biggest time-sink). also remember to pay respects to the ghost of hitler tomorrow. and read more always
I think I succeeded in reading some texts today for the first time WITHOUT sounding the words out.
It was a LOT faster I think than the normal way.
I just need to do some tests to see that the information really is being imprinted into my mind and can be recalled and translated and so on.
This shall be an epic new skill though for my magic and cognitive enhancement!
A Lesson from the Master
Time is only an illusion produced by the succession of our states of consciousness as we travel through eternal duration, and it does not reside where no consciousness exists. The present is only a mathematical line which divides that part of eternal duration which we call the future, from that part which we call the past.
Nothing on earth has real duration, for nothing remains without change. Reality is constantly swirling with an infinite number of perceptual passing time units. In the same way, we experience a sensation of duration in the case of the instantaneous electric spark, by reason of the blurred and continuing impression on the retina. The real person or thing does not consist solely of what is seen at any particular moment, but is composed of the sum of all its various and changing conditions from its appearance in the material form to its disappearance from the earth. It is these "sum totals" that exist from the eternity in the "future" and pass by degrees through matter, to exist for eternity in the "past."
No one could say that a bar of metal dropped into the sea came into existence as it left the air, and ceased to exist as it entered the water, and that the bar itself consisted only of that cross- section thereof… which at any given moment coincided with the mathematical plane that separates, and, at the same time, joins, the atmosphere and the ocean. The same applies for persons and things, which are dropping out of the to-be into the has-been—–out of the future and into the past. The present acts as a momentary cross-section, as it were, which carries all things on a journey from one eternity to another.
ELEMENTS OF A PORTAL AND HOW THEY WORK
FIRST COMPONENT: FIFTH FORCE ENERGY
Fifth force energy is a form of matter that can be used in any way we choose to use it.
Note: This is the Akasha obviously which he refers to.
SECOND COMPONENT: PRANA ENERGY
Prana energy is the energy of life force and it is used in construction with the porthole because it is the component that brings the porthole to life
THIRD COMPONENT: TELE-VISUALIZATION
Tele-Visualization is the ability of three dimensional Sound, Shape and Form. You will use it because of its versatility.
FOURTH COMPONENT: TELEPATHIC THOUGHT
It is known to adepts that all the living energies in the universe have their own state of consciousness. Knowing this means that we can telepathically communicate with the energies and give them instructions on what we want them to do.
FIFTH COMPONENT: BLENDING
Blending your energy with the porthole will encode the porthole to your own energy signature and will only allow your energy to move though the porthole.
Time Travel: Porthole Technique
Below are a few of the many times and places you can visit. With this technique, you are unlimited in your ability to interesting events!
Destination: Pearl Harbor
Destination Date: 07 December 1941
Subject: Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor
Destination: Titanic
Destination Date: 14 April 1912
Subject: Sinking of the Titanic
Destination: Earth’s Moon
Destination Date: 20 July 1969
Subject: First landing on the Moon
Step One: Perform the Q-MM and charge your physical body with energy.
Step Two: Close your eyes and see your visual body standing in front of you.
Step Three: Construct a porthole in front of your visual body.
Step Four: Visualize your energy blending with your visual body.
Step Five: Focus your mind on travelling to the destination at the top.
Step Six: See your visual body walking into the porthole.
Step Seven: Now, see the porthole opening at the destination, and see your visual body walking out of the porthole
Step Eight: Look around and take notes on what you see in that time period. When you are ready, walk back into the porthole and back out into your time period.
Today I have realized that contradictory statements can in fact be true, as a result of our beliefs making them true, so we can say for example that "something is not real" and then say that same something is real and in both cases it would be a truthful statement.
>>7366>Babby's first hegelian synthesis.exe >>7483The fuck you talking about?
>Rampa, T. Lobsang. 1966. You forever. New York: Pageant Press.
There's a reference to Lobsang Rampa in the bibliography of Astral Dynamics.
>>7488First-grade philisophy, kid
Ever heard of the merging between thesis and antithesis? That's what you described above.
>>7491Well I'm fucking retarded.
I have found a way to use my extreme negativity and sincere belief that everything will go wrong in order to trick myself into having certain things happen.
Specifically….
- my memory was shit and I couldn't fucking remember anything, it was terrible
- so I fixed it by focusing on some traumatic shit I wanted to forget and now my memory is perfect, I got the opposite of what I wanted
I can't get over my negativity but at least I've found ways to trick myself into unlocking various abilities. I think the next thing I will do is cause some harm to my body by purely through psychic influence, by not wanting it to happen and trying to will it not to happen, then the opposite should take place.
Do some experimentation tomorrow. Go outside and perform a ritual for fun (perhaps a weather change ritual?) and record results and if any succeed than post them here. While in the woods collect some objects and bring them back for experimentation and other things.
>>7502Zeus, father of all gods and man,
oh so powerful you are with lighting and wind at your command.
Show mercy on me, your child,
father of all gods and man.
I pray to thee to aid me in my spell casting,
my plea is everlasting.
So mote it be!
Long live Zeus, the god of lighting and wind!
>>7505maybe go pagan style with this one and try it during the moon in aries or the moon in aquarius, also combine with shamanism and do a rain dance afterwords, edit later
>>7502I am actually presenting working on an occult experiment that will help you with this if you were to put it into practise. I'll post about it when ready though.
>>7508Okay sure, I'm going to attempt to form a rain invocation, here are some components I'm currently working on
Water is associated with Cancer, Cancer is about emotion and is ruled by the moon. Do this ritual on a Full Moon for best effects? I could possibly cry to fit with the emotion part. Also can't forget to banish and invoke Zeus. Get some water from the lake and sprinkle it everywhere while dancing and chanting a rain mantra. Cancer is associated also with the breasts and belly, maybe draw the sign on my stomach or something
^^those were just random notes for it
>>7511also scorpio is associated with water, but it is associated with sex and that would require a partner
>tfw when no wizard gf to participate in sex magick with >>7512Good thing I planned this just enough time to plan out the ritual and perform it on a full moon, which is soon
>>7513next full moon is on may 14, eleven days from now. 14+11=25/5 = 5, so i guess thats good
>decide to try psychic vampirism for the 1st time, on a relative
>visualize myself as a big ball of pulsating white light
>visualize him as a a black mass of cockroaches, maggots, and dark gross energy
>not even 5 seconds after i do this he starts getting angry as fuck for no reason, and starts beating the shit out of his dog
>the dogs cries made me feel really sad
lesson learned. if i even THINK bad thoughts , then they will return to me as bad feels (stored in the storehouse consciousness perhaps?)
tl;dr my attempt to be an ass came back to bite me in the ass, instantly. perhaps next time it will take longer though (there wont be a next time)
oh yeah and i didnt fap for a couple of days when i did it, and my relative was drained of his cum energy. just throwing that out there
anyone got stories like this? or tips for next time?
>>7519>and my relative was drained of his cum energy.…how did you ascertain this?
>>7542he told me that he was browsing online porn and fapping a lot recently
"But one day, a few months later, after a terribly tiring day, I fell asleep like a log in midafternoon. It had just started to rain and a leak in the roof woke me up. I jumped out of bed and climbed on top of the house to fix the leak before it began to pour. I felt so fine and strong that I finished in one minute and I didn't even get wet. I thought that the snooze I had taken had done me a lot of good. When I was through I went back into the house to get something to eat and I realized that I could not swallow. I thought I was sick. I mashed some roots and leaves and wrapped them around my neck and went to my bed. And then again when I got to my bed I nearly dropped my pants. I was there in bed asleep! I wanted to shake myself and wake me up, but I knew that that was not the thing one should do. So I ran out of the house. I was panic- stricken. I roamed around the hills aimlessly. I had no idea where I was going and although I had lived all my life there I got lost. I walked in the rain and didn't even feel it. It seemed that I couldn't think. Then the lightning and thunder became so intense that I woke up again."
He paused for a moment.
"Do you want to know where I woke up?" he asked me.
"Certainly," don Juan answered.
"I woke up in the hills in the rain," he said.
"But how did you know that you had woken up?" I asked.
"My body knew it," he replied.
"That was a stupid question," don Juan interjected.
"You yourself know that something in the warrior is always aware of every change. It is precisely the aim of the warrior's way to foster and maintain that awareness. The warrior cleans it, shines it, and keeps it running."
He was right. I had to admit to them that I knew that there was something in me that registered and was aware of everything I did. And yet it had nothing to do with the ordinary awareness of myself. It was something else which I could not pin down. I told them that perhaps don Genaro could describe it better than I.
"You're doing very well yourself," don Genaro said. "It's an inner voice that tells you what's what. And at that time, it told me that I had woken up a second time. Of course, as soon as I woke up I became convinced that I must have been dreaming. Obviously it had not been an ordinary dream, but it hadn't been dreaming proper either. So I settled for something else: walking in my sleep, half awake, I suppose. I could not understand it in any other way."
Don Genaro said that his benefactor had explained to him that what he had gone through was not a dream at all, and that he should not insist on regarding it as walking in his sleep.
"What did he tell you that it was?" I asked.
They exchanged a glance.
"He told me it was the bogeyman," don Genaro replied, affecting the tone of a small child. I explained to them that I wanted to know if don Genaro's benefactor explained things in the same way they themselves did. "Of course he did," don Juan said. "My benefactor explained that the dream in which one was watching oneself asleep," don Genaro went on, "was the time of the double. He recommended that rather than wasting my power in wondering and asking myself questions, I should use the opportunity to act, and that when I had another chance I should be prepared.
"I woke up in the hills in the rain," he said.
Have had the same experience, just over a smaller distance. Rationalized it in the same way. Posting so I don't forget this.
I keep seeing this word "Sufism" over & over again associated with imaginal powers and very high magic… I hear it in lectures, see it in texts people have linked, just saw it in a note on montalk as well. I think this "Sufism" may be a very important philosophy.
>>7610 "Last night Genaro guided you through the intricacies of the double," don Juan went on. "Only he can do that for you. And it was not a vision or a hallucination when you saw yourself lying on the ground. You could have realized that with infinite clarity if you had not gotten lost in your indulging, and you could have known then that you yourself are a dream, that your double is dreaming you, in the same fashion that you dreamed him last night."
"But how can that be possible, don Juan?"
"No one knows how it happens. We only know that it does happen. That's the mystery of us as luminous beings. Last night you had two dreams and you could have awakened in either one, but you didn't have enough power even to understand that."
They looked at me fixedly for a moment.
"I think he understands," don Genaro said.
Experiment:
Sleep in a bed I do not usually sleep in. Project out of body, confirm presence of body. Go to my usual bed, climb in, and wake-up into my usual bed.
>>7664Wow those poems are perfect size for putting into Minecraft books.
A lot of Rumi's poems are nihilistic as fuck why?
THIS WORLD WHICH IS MADE OF OUR LOVE FOR THE EMPTINESS
Praise to the void that cancels existence! Existence:
this place which is made from our love of the vacuous!
Emptiness comes,
existence goes.
Praise to that process!
For years I pulled my existence out of the emptiness.
Then with one massive effort,
I stopped that repetitiveness,
and was free from who I was, free from presentness, fear, hope,
desire (for hope is pale shades of desire).
The here-and-now mountain of seeming
is just husk blown off into emptiness.
These words I'm saying too many of start to lose meaning:
existence, emptiness, mountain, husk.
Words and what they try to say fly
out of the window, off with the wind.
I died from minerality and turned vegetable
and from vegetableness I died and then turned animal.
I died from animality and became a man.
Then why fear disappearance by death?
Next time I die
I'll sprout wings like those of angels;
then, after that, soaring higher than mere angels -
what you cannot imagine -
that's what I'll be.
Check these motherfucking quads.
four boundless things:
emptiness
imaginations
my loosh
your moms box
So there's been some kind of succubus or demon attatched to me making me fap and its been stealing my loosh. I concentrated very hard and visualized while doing a LBRP and after I swept my wand back and forth in a circle commanding them to leave by saying "ALL BAD ENTITIES BEGONE", "ANY BAD ENERGY, I COMMAND YOU TO LEAVE", "SUCCUBUS BEGONE", etc etc and it seemed like it worked. Thoughts aren't going through my head as much, I don't feel the urge to fap, and the air in my room feels free. It feels like being trapped and drained by something for months and finally ridding it,
Good riddens to whatever was attatched to me. I just posted this here if anyone wants to attempt it and report back with results if it left or not, I got immediate results.
I never even summoned a succubus before or anything, I guess while I was fapping one day a demon decided to take the excess loosh from me.
>>7922Good use of loosh btw I did this after another CHAOSVOID loosh farm.
>>7923Also I feel overwhelmed with loosh so I think I got all that loosh back. Good banishing indeed, use a shitload of loosh to banish a entity, get all my loosh back it took from me.
As Borat would say, great success. Very nice.
>>7922For some reason as I read your text the colours of the text is changing. Like "ALL BAD ENTITIES BEGONE" turned a distinctive shade of blue for me as I was reading. I'm also seeing a steady stream of little spark-light things appearing in front of me.
>>7926Not sure but I'm really overloaded on loosh and have been up for a VERY LONG TIME, I don't even know how long, but I really ought to just go to the astral now. I notice that bit of text mostly appears blue for me when I'm not looking directly at it btw.
A litany of angels makes up the heavenly court. The court which lays outside of 3 dimensional earth-time, and further also than the 4th dimensional space-time. The heavenly spirits traverse the dimensions with queries, explanations, ideas and issues-to-be-resolved to the higher echelons, with regards to how to develop the world - and individual's- narrative - it isn't a simple process. It is rather like the serious formalities of a High court combined with the chaortic archaic yelling and to-ing and froing of the wall street market.
It begins with the individual soul's spirit guide. Each soul forgets all when it incarnates, allowing only earthly concepts to fill the mind - survival; food and shelter (and the complexities which come with these such simple concepts) and so are linked to the spirit guide so that they can be fulfilled in more…spiritual terms. They whisper sweet nothings into the ear and heart of the soul almost as one, in order to accomodate destinies, in order to provide help and development where it is needed.
Timelines are never concrete - destinies are always up in the air, constantly altering due to the soul's ability to react or not react to each of it's heavenly summons, or can be altered where a certain person might happen to be in a certain time (due to free will, or etheric summoning) - they may be called upon by general cause and effect. The soul can communicate with the guide via focussed thought, so that the guide can go about the etheric 4th dimension to do the deed.
And as the individual has his own agendas and meanings for doing things, so does the guide which whispers and rearranges his immediate reality.
So, among us are agents of dissension, of crackpot schemes and nightmarish ideas. They terrorize the unwary, try cutting deals with Earthly governments, and avoid those Guardians - that is humans already evolved into Higher Beings - who they are no match for.
All that I have learned in UFOlogy, where I started out looking for “advanced beings from other planets” like everyone else - has taught me that we humans are, in potential, the most advanced, developed beings in the galaxy.
The positive aliens are here not to help, but like the Magi in the Nativity Story, to witness the birth of The New Being.
The Grays, insectoids and other vampiric nightmares from dying stars are here to suck out a little of the life energy that they themselves have so little of, and to delay the inevitable evolution of humanity triumphant.
TRW: “They drink our fear, like hungry ghosts. To drink instead our love is death unto them and their kin.”
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/cienciareal/men_in_black.htm#EPILOGUE_-_THE_CIPHER_TRAIL_IN_THE_BOOK_OF_BABALONI was in the astral planes for hours today and it was really sunny and I had no top on.
Now, this is the weird thing… I haven't been outside in third density AT ALL.
However, after getting out of the astral, my body feels sunburned all over and I'm really tired from everything I was doing out there.
>>8468Your brain makes it real, Neo.
>>8472If you said mind you might have a point. Descartes' mind-body dualism has the mind as a seperate entity to the body, this allows for free will as the mind being a substance outside of normal reality is not bound by cause/effect and therefore determinism.
Physicalists like Honderich, pic related, would say the brain is real and the mind is not, our actions are determined by brain states, external stimuli and past experience etc.
lol philosophy >>8476>If you said mind you might have a point.What do you mean? The brain isn't real. Mind is.
>>8477The brain is physical matter governed by physical laws, mind is, in Hume's terms (
>>8446 )
a complex idea used to represent the actions of the brain. There is no "mind" in physical reality, but there is a brain.
>>8481The universe is a mental creation and we reside within the mind of god. Fuck your materialism.
Why fear madness when you are already mad and so is just about everyone else?
>>8488
>The universe is a mental creationThe universe is a mental creation to the extent to which we each have our own innate conceptual schemes and therefore all we see and experience is a projection of external sensory information processed by our conceptual scheme and projected as reality.
There is also Berkleyan idealism which claims all reality is made exclusively of mind and processes of the mind which I'm guessing would be along the lines of your perspective, he inspired Kant's conceptual scheme I wrote about above.
>we reside within the mind of godThis itself is a complex idea based on notions of god and presumably your own internal experiences or what you've read of other peoples. There is no empirical evidence supporting it.
I'm not really disagreeing with you and I'm not a materialist or I wouldn't be here, I'm just providing a traditional philosophical perspective as a way to revise while procrastinating revision. 
1. Act without lust of result; work without anxiety; taste without
attachment to flavour; esteem small things great and few things many;
repel violence with gentleness.
2. Do great things while they are yet small, hard things while they are yet
easy; for all things, how great or hard soever, have a beginning when
they are little and easy. So thus the wise man accomplisheth the
greatest tasks without undertaking anything important.
3. Who undertaketh thoughtlessly is certain to fail in attainment; who
estimateth things easy findeth them hard. The wise man considereth even
easy things hard, so that even hard things are easy to him.
I have made a new breakthrough by accident last night…
I found a way to induce a trance with words.
What I would do is I'd say a word really fast in my mind until it breaks down into a tone.
Then what I found was that THE TONE DOESN'T STOP after it's been produced, it lingers, potentially a long while until disrupted intentionally.
This automatic tone is induced in my mind from saying the word so fast and may be putting into me in a trance.
Further testing required!
>>8707gonna try this later with sanskrit seed syllables (bija)
thanks!
someone stole my loosh by changing the password to >>/illuminati/
>now theyre gonna tell me to just crack the password
>now im gonna say why are you making me lose more loosh by making me jump thru these frivolous hoops
>now youre thinking "ha ha i made him mentally argue with himself. the harvest continues"
SYNCHRONICITY CONTINUES
>same poster as the 2nd poster in the 'techniques that work thread'
>have a semi-mundane person visit
>we watch tv and smoke
>1 channel has a preacher dude talking about somethin SALT OF THE EARTH IS TASTELESS bible verse. will have to look it up later
>flip channels and immediately some asian is talking about a food being odorless
>before it happened i was just casually thinking in my head about ccrowley and the HGA chapter from magick without tears
hmmm
>things to do: banish the mundane
>close tabs
>smoke more
>create fringe wizardy journal
>genocide the chinese
>>8707Just to be clear, the word is produced mentally and at incredible speed, I'm not sure saying it out loud would work well.
>>8727Was it changed yet again?
>>8752>smoking the tobaccous jew >>8752also the SALT OF THE EARTH bible verse was printed out, and then the asian had text too (translator text)
also the semi-mundane may be mad that i suggested that he may be mind controlled
ANOTHER SYNCHRONICITY
the semi-mundane was talking about stuff, and i was trying to hide my power level. and then he asks: "WHATS WITH PEOPLE OUT THERE? WHAT CONSPIRACY DO THEY ALL TALK ABOUT NOW A DAYS?"
and the split second he said that, as i was flipping channels, i saw some hot blonde bitch wearing a jacket and on the back of her jacket was a blazing gold PYRAMID WITH A JEWELLED EYE ON TOP
ha he ha. my friend didnt see it at first, then a couple mins they showed it again and he was like woa
now as i finish typing this, hes pointing at his 3rd eye
tldr; its happening
>>8775Are you going to show him /fringe/?
>>8783i actually gave him a link to the fringe sticky once
also i told him about /x/ too. he talks about 'spirituality forums' though .. (Also due to other synchronicities, i think he may be just an organic portal for a REAL ILLUMINED BEING. i wont talk too much about it now though. i think i myself am being watched)
ps: do you think someone loses loosh by browsing gory videos on liveleak?
also looking at pics like this(and orgasming for sure does)
and give my friend a random book out of the sticky
PPS: my friend had an experience once where he shook some guys hand, then felt a cold chill up his arm. also the guy who he shook hands with predicted something about his future that came true. how would a fringe wizard do this?
>>8790>i'll give my friend a random book out of the stickyfixed. also i was given a lot of marijuana. i wont smoke it all though, just a little. and save the rest for later.
>things to do: work on fringe wizard journal. sleep little, eat little, and talk little >>8790Gore doesn't effect me at all anymore than any other random picture.
>>8865Pretty much, although it felt like an inward body experience rather than an out of body experience. I didn't communicate with them most of the time I just smiled at them and left the trance state. They seemed curious and innocent in how they acted, I wish I did try communicating with them more often, mostly we just respected each others curiosity.
After I started doing this I'd have hallucinations while smoking weed like a golden bright light over my left shoulder, one time I saw a guy made of bare tree branches blowing in the wind dancing on the rooftops of a house across the street, he'd stick to the center of my vision so I made him dance at superhuman speeds across the rooftops which was amusing. This was while weed was still on
my side, things went downhill after my experiences with the "illuminati".
Ever since my mindfuck-initiation I haven't been able to enjoy weed which sucks. It definitely opens you up to spiritual things if you use it in the right way, it might not work that way for everyone though. Most people say shrooms are more spiritual, but five grams of shrooms just made me really high while a tiny amount of weed will have me lectured at by thoughtforms - no way near what I want from the drug.
Psytrance and weed = very interesting experiences.
>>8866Also the weed makes you more able to explore the nuances in the music, to separate out the different sounds spatially which helps build the internal world. I hope it's possible to do this without weed because it was pretty intense…
>>8866>>8867>>8867i will give your methods a try. im gonna download some psytrance compilation albums …
also the branches man you saw sounds like 'green man'
also im the poster of the last 6 images in this thread. do you think im currently being initiated?
>This was while weed was still on my side, things went downhill after my experiences with the "illuminati".
>Ever since my mindfuck-initiation I haven't been able to enjoy weed which sucks. thats weird. if i were you i would try not to view that experience as neither bad nor good, since it led you to the present experience (posting on fringe :D )
>>8871
>i will give your methods a try. im gonna download some psytrance compilation albums …Thanks, when I get round to making the thread I'll ask people to try the method out and see if we can get any results with and without weed. I might crosspost the method to 420chan's /spooky/ as well to get more with weed results.
>also the branches man you saw sounds like 'green man' That's what I thought, some kinda nature spirit.
>also im the poster of the last 6 images in this thread. do you think im currently being initiated?In some sense yes, you're caught up in a current of synchronicity but it might not be a traditional or illuminati-human initiation, this is probably a good thing.
>thats weird. if i were you i would try not to view that experience as neither bad nor good, since it led you to the present experience (posting on fringe :D )Yeah it's good in some ways, but getting in the way of working with weed as an entheogen is a pain in the ass.
>>8892
>Yeah it's good in some ways, but getting in the way of working with weed as an entheogen is a pain in the ass.Also a BIG wizard note here.
Weed (among other drugs) has been used in the occult/hands on religion for a LONG TIME. VERY LONG. 4000+ years easily, there is archeological evidence of this as well as in scripture.
The importance of weed is this: you're activating a higher part of the brain through which permanent thoughtforms and occult currents can be achieved. In my case due to the overwhelming and generally mean nature of the initiation the thoughtforms were negative, but this is merely part of the ordeal to overcome.
In the case of many ancient rites involving the drug it induced the voice of God(s), Moses' pillar of smoke is one example of this.
The initiate is dosed or in a room or tent heavy with hashish smoke, breathes directly from the smoke, covers himself in hashish oil etc.
The initiate is then put through an ordeal or an elaborate performance (like people dressed up in angelic costumes, elaborate dances, anything to overwhelm the senses and powerful enough to leave a specific type of imprint), a good example of this is Hassan i Sabbah's method of separating the illuminati from the assassins as outlined in RAW's sex, drugs and magick, which may well be a fairy tale or myth but the underlying methods are important.
Basically he created a dosing mixture of a group of drugs, very precisely time released, which would first knock the initiate out, they would then be carried to his garden of paradise/pleasure or whatever its called which is full of exotic animals brought in from far off lands and exotic plants which the initiate will never have seen before.
When the initiate awakens he is surrounded by beautiful young women and is told that he is in paradise/heaven, the hashish kicks in and he has a high feeling which makes the sexual experience a whole lot more enjoyable than normal when the woman start kissing him, sucking his dick etc.
Eventually after the sexual experience is over and they wander around the garden for a while they are told by Hassan that he has brought them to heaven and they will be assured a permenent residence when they die if they are completely loyal to him. Those who fall for this ruse join the assassins, those who are savvy enough to know they've been manipulated join the illuminati.
How this is related: weed is a powerful entheogen providing it's used in the right way. The type of weed and the nervous system of the person using it will make the results vary a lot, drugs effect different people differently.
Here's some source material:
http://zzco.org/chris_bennett/christ.htmlhttp://www.luminist.org/archives/psychology_of_hashish.htmhttp://disinfo.com/2013/06/contacting-extra-dimensional-forms-of-intelligence-through-sex-magick/I wish I had a copy of RAW's drugs, sex and magick as a pdf to post but I don't.
Another book exploring the subject is Chris Bennet's cannabis and the soma solution which goes in depth into various uses of cannabis in various religions/the occult, there is also A Brief History of Drugs by Antonio Escohotado which mostly goes into ancient cults using various drugs and then often being outlawed and slaughtered by various authorities due to debauchery and orgies.
Tried a candle spell but it backfired, I wanted peace but things just got noisier. Also I went to the astral while sleeping and it was pretty much like Earth except I was in a wooded place and we were doing something, I forget what, but it involves astral gangs (crips) and we had to store guns and other things behind a house, it was the first time I trusted a negro. I forget everything else. Also my mother was being extremely emotional so while she was gone I banished Fire and she's a little more calm. This week's magic has gone well, only 1 backfire. Oh yeah I also cast that CHSVD sigil and got immediate results.
>>8930Oh yeah last night while doing my nightly banishing something was trying so hard to stop me but I banished it, it was the first time I didn't get scared and I went on with the ritual calmly while it was spitting on me, talking to me, scratching my door, etc. It literally spat on me, I felt the spit and saw it, others could see the stains too (the mundanes) so it was real. I'm proud of myself on that one, didn't know it was that easy to focus on something else while a sp00ki demon is going at it.
>>8931It only spat on my neck and back too, I guess it didn't want me to see it.
>>8931Holy shit that's epic. You should get a camera out. Cameras work to banish them pretty well but if he still comes out despite the camera we will have some serious greenpilling there.
>>8930tell us about your sigil and banishing ritual please
>>8981>sigilThe CHSVD sigil I made originally for /illuminati/ but we decided to make it public.
>banishing ritualMy own version of a LBRP, except at the end I swipe my wand back and forth in the banishing direction while chanting different things, things that come into my mind such as BEGONE, ALL BAD ENERGIES BEGONE etc etc
10am: Wake up, invocations
11am-12pm: schoolwork
1pm: leisure
2pm: meditation and yoga
3pm: visualization
4pm: try to reach gnosis, cast spells etc
5pm-7pm: study and leisure
8pm: banishing, then leisure
9pm-till bedtime: leisure
>That is all about the Magical Record; the way is now clear to set forth our Method. This is two-fold. (1) Yoga, introversion, (2) Magick, extroversion. (These are rough but useful connotations.) The two seem, at first glance, to be opposed; but, when you have advanced a little in both, you find that the concentration learnt in Yoga is of immense use in attaining the mental powers necessary in magick; on the other hand, the discipline of Magick is of the greatest service in Yoga. - The Beast 666
must read this book soon. or now.
>>8448>>8448firstly, thanks for connecting the dots, you had input for me.
secondly, weren't we created slaves?
but i see you, traveling to a planet rich with life but void of civilization & rules - Surely if there is a galactic government of sorts they must have regulations against creating inferior races/slave races, generally mixing with DNA to create new species.
Can someone tell me a little about Sitchin'? I heard he was a Mason, but his interpretation fits with all other things we got from strange sources.
At the same time, how different truly is his translation from that of others, who, most likely had no imagination for such things.
>>9440Furthermore who is to say that just because they did tamper with us as a species, test tube species, who is to say they did not do their utmost?
I really wish the whole branch of medicine would just acknowledge the 'strange bits' in human DNA that they ignore, and give "Junk DNA" a proper examination.
Had a dream. Lower astral planes. My own home as a kid. People looked like skeletons. The astral night is deep and eternal. What is the afterlife of the Wizard, /fringe/? People in death only look like confused shadows, waiting to be dissolved…
>>9450Into nothing I guess, like a shadow that is lost in a dream
I had a very vivid dream this morning after waking up getting bored and sleeping again. I was asked if I wanted to join the illuminati, they told me if I did my children would be immortal and I would gain magical powers. I was then given a choice between three vials of liquids to consume, one for good, one for neutral, one for evil. Like an idiot I chose good and for the rest of the dream I was generally being reminded that that was a shitty option, mostly due to inhibiting anything sexual which I feel is cheating because I don't view sex or base desires as bad.
I also was given some crazy insight into the nature of deja-vu as transtime communication which seemed extremely profound at the time but I can't remember the details on why.
The rest of the dream was mostly trying out my new magical abilities, flying around and meeting other illuminati people.
>>9453Nothing is the same as everything. So dissolved into The All?
>>9454>I also was given some crazy insight into the nature of deja-vu as transtime communication which seemed extremely profound at the time but I can't remember the details on why.We were just talking about this in the Order of Fringe Wizards chat. Going to relay that there.
Note: You all should read The Book of Nothing and contemplate 0 and infinity.
>>9460I'm guessing Order of Fringe Wizards chat isn't #stormchan
>>9457It´s possible… Frankly I just saw those spirits, lingering, don´t truly know their destiny… But the astral depths are enormous… What happens when you step on the darkest side of the cosmos?
MULTITUDES OF MUNDANES ARE MESSING WITH ME
WHENEVER I JACK OFF, BAD THINGS HAPPEN AFTERWARDS
>>9464Do what thou
wilt shall be the hole of the whore.
This is one of Crowley's tricks to get people into being buttfucked for magics sake. It's a common curse.
>>9492skype:?chat&blob=DQeV875OFu5SO0MZH_hCnmalpQE89P9TaVAtnIFdvCdn4rb3DYFGeYRabo8ezuuBqtf8NJ8MDwf-ay7rQNvSK-AgYLL4JMBtIp3BMOg0v_u6MqH6FpsXuhR7VhQxy5dKK_Cj3uRcj1CJ61VnAXi2zrY0sOsTecDUPL9ctYF2VC8TF2J3zIVBRmFuSCi-He2dnLjh__c-Fa-SGLbBy1J0Zu8zuV-1UfHNEWTcqWd2qR3dt–pF_w
>>8468"Now, this is the weird thing… I haven't been outside in third density AT ALL."
Surprise,surprise.
>>9503Why would I go outside and actually leave my parents home?
9th of May, the Year 14
Last night I was lying still and doing different breathing techniques; sometimes I felt really agitated when exhaling.
This I want to say - my eyes were closed, but I still saw a small part of my ceiling, (the rest was black). When I noticed it, the vibrations became ever stronger. However, they soon calmed down.
>>9440dunno much about sitchin, but i read once that he was in the illuminati. also if there is a galactic government, then it is probably like the astral diner from stargate (all-powerful beings monitoring galactic situations and not doing shit), or it is like the ORI from stargate (like a corporation run by fire spirits, and their only currency is loosh… planets full of loosh! pic related; some of the things that they force their goy humans to build)
>>9503people on fringe are so unbalanced huh
I am the Hermetic King resurrected from
the sepulcher of the Nigredo.
My fire has been drawn out of the darkness;
purified and exalted.
My expansive fire is Solar by nature and
I am called the Son of the Sun.
I am the purified and exalted
fire of your soul. I am the solar radiance of your consciousness
and the true Gold of the philosophers.
Blessed are they who
have assimilated the inner most nature of this most adorable Fire!
>>9584from that link
>"Allow the Dragon fire of grace to rage within you and engulf the vastness of your being.
>Watch as it melts away every fear and limitation you have ever imposed onto yourself - at the rate at which every burning desire is met with heartfelt sincerity without any need to satisfy or act upon its endless list of demands.
>This is the doorway into true liberation. It is where innocence and excitement recognizes itself, as the endless depths of intimacy, freely dwelling in the hearts of all.">Author unknownthis sounds like
>The alchemy of the development stage will transmute the iron of your three doors into the gold of deities, mantras, and samadhi. The tummo fire [kundalini heat] of the completion stage will refine time again and again the rough ore of the skandhas and cast it as the golden image, non-duality.from
http://www.rainbowbody.net/Shabkar.htm 
>>9540Well come to think of it, conquering an entire galaxy and turning it into a giant loosh farm is a pretty awesome idea.
Pesky humans would probably try to defend themselves though.
Lately while thoughtforming I've seen a lot of what look like very complex computer interfaces over my vision that are incredibly vivid and high resolution.
>>936310am: Wake up, invocations
11am-12pm: schoolwork
1pm: leisure
2pm: meditation and yoga
3pm: visualization
4pm: try to reach gnosis, cast spells etc
5pm: pranayama and meditation
6pm-7pm: study, work on grimoire
8pm: banishing, then leisure
9pm-till bedtime: leisure, study
import math
def pval(n,k,p):
pv = 0
for i in range(k, n):
pv += binom(n, i, p)
return pv
def binom(n, k, p):
return comb(n,k) * math.pow(p, k) * math.pow(1-p, n-k)
def comb(n, k):
return math.factorial(n) / (math.factorial(k)*math.factorial(n-k))
>>9894>tfw your indents get screwed up >>9897>tfw no code tags [code] [/code]Stal must add them.
APPORTATION REVISITED
Did the Wanderling Fly?
"When the Wanderling awoke the next morning in the trees there was actual in-reality beach sand gripped in the palm of his hand, yet the spot he was found was at least seven miles inland from any sandy beach and several thousand feet up the mountain. However, the night before sand was scooped on a pass over Lime Cay during the journey."
If a person has an actual physical item, say a handful of beach sand as cited above for example, others upon hearing, conjecture it must have been a figment of the mind, a dream state, or a hallucination, could it be that it was not a figment of the mind, a dream state, or hallucination at all, but instead, an experience that actually transpired in reality?
So too, can a person KNOWN to have been in a dream state and rather than reality, bring back from that dream state an actual physical item, an item that can be held, seen, felt, and shown to other people?
The two sentences quoted below are from an article titled Apportation, wherein the reported creation, movement, or transference of actual physical material within or between the conventional plane and other possible environments is discussed:
"A conjectural manifestation arises as well in the determination of a hand held physical item being retrieved through the prospects of interdimensional slip-shifting [1] and one obtained within the existing context of the conventional plane.
"Both items could possibly be similar in physical charateristics and attributes, so either would not necessarily negate the possibility of the actual source nor prove which environment, one way or the other, it was originally obtained."
"…a hand held physical item being retrieved through the prospects of interdimensional slip-shifting…"
"…and one obtained within the existing context of the conventional plane."
As an example of the first one above, Mary Sutherland writes in THE WHITE STONE:
"I awoke to the sounds like that of a roaring train coming through my bedroom window. The curtains of the window were blowing straight out towards me as I jumped up from my sleep. It was so loud both my children jumped up too. But as soon as I woke and jumped up with a start, the roar ceased and the curtains dropped down to their normal position.
"I noticed a pain in my right hand (palm area). I looked down to see my fist tightly clenched. My fist was clenched so tight my finger nails had dug deep into my palm, causing the sensation of pain I was feeling.
"I opened my fist and found a very small rock sitting in the palm area of my hand."
It is clear, at least as Sutherland views it in the whole of her paper, that the rock crystal that ended up clenched in her fist ended up there while she was asleep. She went to bed to go to sleep and woke up from that sleep still in bed. Although somewhat befuddled by the event nowhere does she intimate or claim that during that sleep period was her physical body anyplace in "real life" other than bed, yet the stone in her fist, retrieved during the experience, was "real."
There are at least a couple of ways such an event can be resolved. Scientifically and not so scientifically. In The Ally In Shamanism there is mention of such a thing as a Tulpa described thus:
"A Tulpa is a being (or object) whose existance comes to the conventional plane through nothing but the sheer willpower of the thought process, taking on a fully materialized and functional physical form as endowed by the processor of the thought."
>>9917>>9918Anyone want me to make a new thread for this? This is high magick and something I know a couple people have been inquiring about. If you guys do remember, there was that one anon on fringechan before who succeeded in apportation, taking objects out of the astral and bringing them into the physical. Remember the pictures he took?
I seriously need to collect all my best notes and assemble them into one big thing for people to read, just taking the best parts out of articles and books and stuff I've read.
>>9919I would like to see those. We should compile a list of fringe experiments proving paranormal activity.
>>9919Are those pics still on here? Make a thread if you have info to share!
In one of his speeches Dharmapala briefly explained the Maitreya hope. The present cosmic aeon is called the great good one because four Buddhas have already come and a fifth is expected when a new race of men appears. The present human race will continue to deteriorate; righteousness will gradually disappear as injustice, cruelty and lust increase. This aeon (Kaliyuga) will last for 2,500,000 years, and then will begin the dawn of a new era. Men as we know them now will gradually die off but the remnant will provide the nucleus for a better race to come. The next Buddha, declared Dharmapala, would be born at Benares in a family of Brahmin caste. With his advent a reign of perfect righteousness will commence. There will no longer be any killing, stealing, adultery, drunkenness, filth or mud huts. The cities will all be lighted; parks and gardens will abound. Then, man will enjoy heaven on earth.
>>9927They were on the emberbox thing but that got shutdown… it was some chips, some rings, stuff like that.
"Sorcery is to apply one's will to a key joint," Don Juan said. "Sorcery is interference. A sorcerer searches and finds the key joint of anything he wants to affect and then he applies his will to it. A sorcerer doesn't have to see to be a sorcerer, all he has to know is how to use his will."
I asked him to explain what he meant by a key joint. He thought for a while and then he said that he knew what my car was.
"It's obviously a machine," I said.
"I mean your car is the spark plugs. That's its key joint for me. I can apply my will to it and your car won't work."
Don Juan got into my car and sat down. He beckoned me to do likewise as he made himself comfortable on the seat.
"Watch what I do," he said. "I'm a crow, so first I'll make my feathers loose."
He shivered his entire body. His movement reminded me of a sparrow wetting its feathers in a puddle. He lowered his head like a bird dipping its beak into the water.
"That feels really good," he said, and began to laugh.
His laughter was strange. It had a very peculiar mesmerizing effect on me. I recollected having heard him laugh in that manner many times before. Perhaps the reason I had never become overtly aware of it was that he had never laughed like that long enough in my presence.
"A crow loosens its neck next," he said, and began twisting his neck and rubbing his cheeks on his shoulders.
"Then he looks at the world with one eye and then with the other."
His head shook as he allegedly shifted his view of the world from one eye to the other. The pitch of his laughter became higher. I had the absurd feeling that he was going to turn into a crow in front of my eyes. I wanted to laugh it off but I was almost paralyzed. I actually felt some kind of enveloping force around me. I was not afraid nor was I dizzy or sleepy. My faculties were unimpaired, to the best of my judgment.
"Turn on your car now," don Juan said.
I turned on the starter and automatically stepped on the gas pedal. The starter began to grind without igniting the engine. Don Juan's laughter was a soft, rhythmical cackle. I tried it again; and again. I spent perhaps ten minutes grinding the starter of my car. Don Juan cackled all that time. Then I gave up and sat there with a heavy head.
He stopped laughing and scrutinized me and I "knew" then that his laughter had forced me into a sort of hypnotic trance. Although I had been thoroughly aware of what was taking place, I felt I was not myself. During the time I could not start my car I was very docile, almost numb. It was as if don Juan was not only doing something to my car but also to me. When he stopped cackling I was convinced the spell was over, and impetuously I turned on the starter again. I had the certainty don Juan had only mesmerized me with his laughter and made me believe I could not start my car. With the corner of my eye I saw him looking curiously at me as I ground the motor and pumped the gas furiously.
Don Juan patted me gently and said that fury would make me "solid" and perhaps I would not need to be washed in the water again. The more furious I could get, the quicker I could recover from my encounter with the ally.
"Don't be embarrassed," I heard don Juan saying. "Kick the car."
His natural everyday laughter exploded, and I felt ridiculous and laughed sheepishly.
After a while don Juan said he had released the car. It started!
"It was only in the later years of my apprenticeship that I realized that the meaningful transformations and findings of sorcerers were always done in states of sober consciousness."
http://wanderling.tripod.com/ally.html>>7123… why not practice mental capacity to understand, break down and recreate using own mind instead of remember like a dead cold computer, you're supposed to understand
>>9929I vaguely remember that but I thought it was bullshit at the time. And now I want to know more. I'm an idiot.
>>9964Don Juan doesn't explain a lot of things explicitly, and Carlos at that point is still skeptical, so you have to untangle it a bit. The body movements weren't all that important, but probably have to do with the tensegrity system described in the later books (which I have not yet read). When he alternates eyes, he is alternating between seeing with his physical sight and seeing with his mind's eye / second sight. During this he found the spark plugs and did what he did through imagination and will.
The trance Carlos was put into was probably his own doing and not too relevant. He was always looking for a way to explain objective magical phenomena as subjective, so he could salvage his worldview.
The part about solidity I don't claim to understand. Don Juan seems to believe fear or encounters with what he calls the nagual (the opposite of the everyday world) can actually kill a person. Ignoring that, it's at least clear involving oneself in mundane emotions and actions (tonal) after a hard experience calms people and makes themselves 'themselves' again.
When I was like 10 I told two friends in the gym changing room that if they visualised themselves running towards and corner of the room then jumping and running from one wall to the other like in the matrix that they'd be able to do it.
They were stupid enough to believe me and both pulled it off. I wasn't stupid enough to believe me and was too concerned with smashing my face on the ground to try it out for myself.
>>10028When I was a kid, I had this old-as-fuck computer that almost never worked. We'd play games on it when we could; sometimes it would run for an hour, sometimes it would crash every 30 seconds. It was in bad shape. My siblings and I decided it would be fun to invent complex magic voodoo rituals to make it work better. It was really creepy how well they actually did seem to work; that computer would run smooth for the rest of the day after we did our made-up rituals.
Our parents were hard-core Christians and were not pleased to find out we were doing magic to fix our computer. But it was uncanny how well it seemed to work.
I was fighting someone at the dojo today, and like most days, the enemy is like a moving wall that can barely be stopped. So I decided to use magic and to focus tons of black smoggy energy into them and it weakened them and let me throw them. Is using magic a good idea in a circumstance like that or should I just save it for actual fights so I can train properly?
i dont think is a good idea
>>10052Note it worked multiple times btw. I just kept putting so much of this blag smog into the enemy that he eventually just interrupted the fight early, stepped away, and went to get water. It was really weakening him and causing him to be unable to put up so much resistance.
>>10054Also I'd like touch him and just force more black smog in through various points, forcing it into him, and was doing some weird snaky and claw shit that isn't part of the martial art I do.
focus in you own strategy good boy and disciplining
(O)ne's latent abilities become enhanced through the wise utilization and communion with nature's medicines and elixirs (aushadhi) which in turn trigger/activate the inner evolutionary circuits (including the body's neuro-endocrine system), clear out obstructions in the nadis, and in general remove obstructions both in the cellular memory and neuro-psychic pathways. The wise use of certain herbal combinations are known to the tradition of yoga to stimulate/catalyze the production of inner elixirs (soma, amrita, etc.) which are also activated by other factors.
Siddhis are by-products of concentration. A Sadhu may manifest Siddhis due to strong passions and intense desires
>Involuntary jerks, tremors, shaking, itching, tingling, and crawling sensations, especially in the arms and legs>Energy rushes or feelings of electricity circulating the body>Intense heat (sweating) or cold, especially as energy is experienced passing through the chakras>Spontaneous pranayama, asanas, mudras and bandhas>Visions or sounds at times associated with a particular chakra>Diminished or conversely extreme sexual desire sometimes leading to a state of constant or whole-body orgasm>Emotional upheavals or surfacing of unwanted and repressed feelings or thoughts with certain repressed emotions becoming dominant in the conscious mind for short or long periods of time.[25]>Headache, migraine, or pressure inside the skull>Increased blood pressure and irregular heartbeat>Emotional numbness>Antisocial tendencies>Mood swings with periods of depression or mania>Pains in different areas of the body, especially back and neck>Sensitivity to light, sound, and touch>Trance-like and altered states of consciousness>Disrupted sleep pattern (periods of insomnia or oversleeping)>Loss of appetite or overeating>Bliss, feelings of infinite love and universal connectivity, transcendent awarenesshttps://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14586170/positive-energy-threadhttps://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14582417/sup-x-im-not-edgy-or-stupid-and-im-sure-as-hellhttps://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14583411/you-is-there-a-way-to-make-your-own-reality-andhttps://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14586791/i-am-the-witch-god-ask-me-anythinghttps://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14584414https://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14585912https://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14585657https://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14577666https://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14583524 References
Black Magick
Book Four, by Aleister Crowley. The Black Arts, by Richard Cavendish. Cults of the Shadow, by Kenneth Grant. Liber Nigris, by Frater I Nigris. Liber Qliphoth, by Frater I Nigris. Magick Without Tears, by Aleister Crowley. The Nightside of Eden, by Kenneth Grant. The Secret of the Golden Flower, Transl. by Richard Wilhelm. Taoist Mysteries and Magic, by John Blofeld. Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation, Transl. by W.Y. Evans-Wentz
Left-Hand Path
The Art of Sexual Ecstasy, by Margo Anand. The Book of the Goddess, Edited by Carl Olson. The Book of Secrets, by Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (Osho). Kali, The Feminine Force, by Ajit Mookerji. The Lazy Man's Guide to Enlightenment, by Thaddeus Golas. Liber Conjunctus: Sex and Sex Magick, by Frater I Nigris. Liber Practicus:The Sin of Practice, by Frater I Nigris. Nature, Man and Woman, by Alan Watts. Only One Sky, by Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (Osho). The Satanic Bible, by Anton LeVay. Satan Wants You, by Arthur Lyons. Strange Loves, by Dr. Eustace Chesser. Tantra of the Great Liberation, Transl. by Arthur Avalon. Tantric Sex, by Robert K. Moffett. The Tantric Way, by Ajit Mookerji and Madhu Khanna. Tao Te Ching, by Lao Tsu, Transl., by Gia Fu-Feng and Jane English.
General
Mindways: A Guide for Exploring Your Mind, by Louis M. Savary and Margaret Ehlen-Miller. Passages: A Guide for Pilgrims of the Mind, by Marianne S. Andersen and Louis M. Savary.
INTRO
Common to the various systems/traditions/paradigms of Magick are certain key concepts. We urge the reader not to accept/reject these as theoretical constructs, but to try and verify them by personal experience.
1. The Whole is encoded within each of its constituents - "As above, so below."
2. The Whole is interconnected, and all relative wholes partake in consciousness to varying degrees.
3. The Whole is self-organizing, and the evolution of all forms is governed by similar principles.
4. By means of a trained and directed will, we can effect change (probability > possibility) at various levels of organization.
5. Change is the only constant!
6. The Whole is more than the sum of its parts
7. Our beliefs define the limits of our allowed experience
8. "Everyday Reality" is not the limit of our experience - by entering Altered States of Consciousness we can experience other realities.
9. The entities which may be encountered during our experience of those other realities are real within their own world. To question their relative existence is unimportant, since the universe behaves as if they do exist.
10. Magical ability is engendered through an inward, transformative journey.
"NAYYYYY!"
— Nayyyyy!
This expression indicates a horse's confusion and lack of understanding. When confronted with something he can not understand or respond to, horse's bellowm "Nayyyyy" or "Nayyyy, snort." This is usually followed by galloping and hooves shuffling.
https://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14553073https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzLrk2Cdz0w&list=UUmfWsnm9QokO9MjhKyNjPSAhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zvzxM24DBAhttp://www.chaosmatrix.org/library/whatischaos.phphttps://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14552331/fastinghttp://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14557352/grand-reopening-of-astral-bank#p14557427HAVE YOU EVER EXPERIENCED ANY OF THE FOLLOWING?
- coming into contact with a very hot object or a flame and not being burnt, immunity to fire/heat
- not needing to breath air, being able to block off your nostrils and mouth and be fine, or breathing under water and not having problems
- being invisible one day and nobody can see you, and you move about them, and you can tell from their lack of reactions that they don't see you at all
- falling, being crushed, or otherwise being subjected to massive physical traumas that did not hurt you at all or only barely when they should have killed or crippled you
- levitation, flying in the air, sudden bursts or air in an indoor environment, or raining inside of a room
- objects moving around you, materializing and dematerializing, etc.
- mind controlling an animal (insect, mammal, bird, etc.) or communicating with one or otherwise mentally influencing or interacting with an animal
- walking from somewhere such as work and arriving at your destination such as your home instantly, as if teleported
- thinking about someone or some place so intensely that you appear before them and temporarily bilocate (appear in two places in the world at once) and the person you are thinking about saw you and can confirm your apparition
- having a wound or other injury or health problem and then one day it just fucking disappears, perhaps after waking up, as if you never had it to begin with despite it previously being very persistent and not going away
- heard or otherwise received the mental impression of another person's mind directly and then confirmed the accuracy of this
…or any other strange things that could go onto the list. If you've experienced any of this tell your story itt.
>tfw seeing red sigils appearing in my vision while typing this.http://seethetruth.ucoz.ru/_ld/0/1_Joy_of_Satan.pdfhttps://duckduckgo.com/?t=lm&q=Pixies+site%3Ahttp%3A%2F%2Fwww.bibliotecapleyades.net%2Fhttp://articles.tulpa.info/amadeus-exodus-a-tale-of-tulpa/#more-303https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4uHqdxBUJE&list=UUDy7EYoplAwNlpRBy-PK_pAhttp://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/14574868
The Alaya is my good earth,
The secret teaching is the seed,
Merits of Samadhi do sprout,
The Buddha is the fruit indeed.
These four are my holy formings,
Your worldly ones are deceiving.
You are only a slave laborer,
I discard it without thinking.
Sunyata is the warehouse,
Supramundane is the gem,
Virtues are the act and service,
From non-outflow one is to gain.
These four gems are property,
Your worldly ones are empty,
By magic spell you are cheated,
I dislike and discard it.
Buddha and Dakini are my parents,
The immaculate Dharma is my face,
The Sangha assembly is my kinsmen,
And protectors all are of the same race.
All these four are my holy family,
Your worldly kinsmen are not like my grace.
They all are deceitful and delusive,
Without hesitation I do displace.
The blissful brightness is my background,
The blissful passing is my father,
The two-in-one feeling is my skin,
The experiences are my shirt and garter.
All these four are my holy wives.
Your worldly companions are delusive,
They always are inclined to quarrel,
I leave them who are so aggressive.
The mindfulness is my new born baby,
Merits of Dhyana are my infants,
Comprehension is my lovely child
Law-keeper is my youth-like pendant,
These four are my holy good sons.
Your worldly offspring are of nothing
They are deceitful and delusive,
Without delay I leave them as sin.
-Milarepa
>>10080Copying this to our poem thread on
>>>/chaos/we also have a rap thread lel, COME BATTLE ME NIGGAS >>10138Only reason to do that is to tap into a mental schemata / archetype of the wise man / sage / wizard / etc. so mundanes end up recognizing you for what you are and their mental influences only uphold your power then.
>>10138I decide to cut my hair shorter and not a minute later I see this
>>10141Don't worry about it. It's just mundanes bullshitting. I've been thinking about cutting my hair shorter and I'll probably go ahead and do it. The only concerns might have to do with etheric projection and knowing what your own body looks like at a given time.
I'd be really disturbed if something material like hair affected our mental powers.
Greys and reptilians don't have any hair at all and yet they kick ass with their psychic powers.
>>10143I can definitely see the 'hair as sensory organ' argument working though.
How much shorter? If it's a significant amount, report back. I want to hear from someone who has actual practice, and believes there won't be a difference so there's no placebo. Mundanes wouldn't know either way.
>>10145I always keep my hair long but I don't want it to get to the point of obstructing my eyesight and forming a mullet and so on. My hair right now it way over my eyebrows and it's curly and it slightly obstructs my eyesight but not much.
>>10147My hair is like medium length. It's not really short and it's not really long you know. It's still longer than say Tesla's hair. It's around Einstein length basically.
VTA - The Æthyr of semblances: This region contains the "City of Pyramids" - countless pyramids of any size. Here live (?) the adepts that complete left the world of forms and exist now in a formless existence. They appear lifeless and black, like dead, because they have no more emotions. They symbolize the adepts that practiced yoga or magic only to fullfill their personal desires and wishes. They have lost all personal desires as well as the joy of life itself and they are deaf, mute and blind. They are the lowest level of the pratyeka buddha. Remaining in the buddhistic terminology: only boddhishattvas can pass through this Æthyr to LIL. The City of Pyramids is covered with thick black smoke of solemnity. Transiency is a strong current in VTA that can be perceived as a living presence: The "Great One of the Night of Time". Anyone who enters VTA is going to meet this being in one way or another.
>>10143>>10145 Vril had ideas that hair was used to pick up vibrations.
Come the winter im not shaving again ever, keep it like the gurus?
Any argument against if you actually have great hair?
>>10195I'd personally never ever shave but then again I also can't even grow facial hair fuck. I don't know about the hair on top of my head though…
>>7922>>8930>>8931I'm this guy AND I FIGURED IT ALL OUT ABOUT THE DEMONS. If I get the number "3" to appear (note I have many moles in sets of THREE shaped in triangles) that means an evil presence is near to steal my loosh. I figured this out by reading a Montalk article, something for beginners in the matrix section and I kept thinking three, and there was a list of three right after that thought. Then I thought about my moles (will deliver pics at a later time of them) on my body, they all come in sets of three and make triangle shales, the triangle is my favorite shape for literally no reason and also it's the symbol of the third eye/illuminati or shadow government/etc and it just all adds up. It makes sense. This went STRAIGHT into my grimoire and after the wretched synchronocity of three that evil entity came back. I was meditating and it talked to me while banishing and preparing for meditation. I demanded him to manifest himself in my mind so I could destroy him and send him back to the astral. He dodged everything like he could predict me but I imagined my hands came out of fucking nowhere and ripped him apart in two pieces. He was tall and slender in a black suit, don't know anything else but he does come through a veil of light. Watch out for this guy he comes after you see the number THREE or anything else that resembles THREE. I finally tought myself to vade him, ignore him, then destroy him. He just moaned right now like a little bitch he is. He's unable to get in my room now and hopefully he returns to the astral or on someone else. Fuck that's one thing I'm glad happened. Also I drank a little bit of root beer before meditation like a tard too lol i don't know if that'll help. I'm going to give that entity the name "Meikreezer the Third" if you want to do something with him be careful he steals loosh, boosts your sex drive, makes you ponder iff from spiritual advancement, drains your willpower to do magick, etc and FUCK THAT GUY.
>>11037You should give him some kind of magical task that he has to do for more loosh. Get him to influence things in the physical world, visit certain persons and deliver messages or healings, etc.
Why are you naming him? Doesn't he already have a name? You should ask him what his name is and see what he tells you.
>>11040I guess I could but I'd risk getting mindfucked by him. Also I named him because he speas in random gibberish and moans and tries to be spooky so I named him myself.
Although his gibberish could be some spirit language or ancient language… how do I work with spirits? Any books for it?
>>10195>tfw still haven't cut my hair but it's really long now and I need to cut it and have been thinking about cutting it today >>11043>how do I work with spirits? Any books for it?My approach is just to use my own discernment and to try to get verifiable results out of them and never trust them on anything or make binding deals with them.
I haven't really read any books on it but I think Initiation Into Hermetics might deal with the topic a bit?
I wrote some posts under "Fringe Indigopill" which can be found in the plebs /x/ archive which I intend to post over here when the >>11111 get is obtained where I talk about Siberian shamanism, vision quests, and some of my magical practises I use in the thread.
Used one of the chants for love (Beleth) from another thread on /fringe/ yesterday and went to sleep. Soon as I woke up, a random "sex" spambot messaged me on skype, saying something along the lines of "give me your credit card info so I know you're not a minor and I'll show you tits and pussy".
i know it's probably not related but i found it strangely hilarious
>>11044I have cut my hair now. I removed about two thirds to three quarters of all my hair. I had really long hair before and now I have really short hair so I've gone from messy raggity neckbeard hobo to Hitler Youth haircut. I cut all my hair myself last night after being pissed off with my hair causing me problems.
Cutting away my hair has not effected my spiritual / magical powers negatively at all. I'm still very lucid.
So there you go /fringe/, myth debunked.
404 hair not found! >>11404What if the symptoms don't show immediately?
I have found two things very useful in visualizing things to get my mind into that 4th density.
1. At work I work with numbers (serial codes) I remember 1 code through narration and 1 to 3 more codes strictly as imagery. so im saying in my mind bc4376 while i visualize fe8371, bc4377, dt9382 etc.
Find a way to work this into your daily life with anything that you use consistently not only will your performance improve but visualization will be easier.
2.The brain age game devilish training for the DS. Almost every puzzle in the devilish training mode requires for you to make all kinds of structures and systems in your head. in the higher levels you cannot narrate to get through because of time limits so it forces you to visualize everything and make a system that works. This gives me those pulling kind of headaches all the time and it makes it cake to casually visualize and remember things outside of the game.
If you don't have a ds look up some videos on whats going on with the devilish training stuff, you should be able to find things around the net to simulate a comparable experience.
>>11468We'll see then. Right now other shit is fucking with me like massive amounts of summer heat but I am seeing no differences relating to cutting my hair.
I have made a new breakthrough last night!
Due to the overwhelming and ongoing heat I HAD to find a way to use my magic to cool my body down.
So I begin by remembering what it feels like to be cold and focusing on body parts and "remembering" them as cold.
In this way I managed to make them cold.
Even weirder still though I felt water running over my body, kind of like sweat, but moving around my body in ways that run counter to gravity which was really weird. Somehow I think I was causing water to move about the surface of my skin in a paranormal manner.
Even more interesting is that as I moved this heat around my body, trying to make some parts cold, the heat would be moved into other parts and concentrated with greater intensity.
The more concentrated the heat the greater the effort it was to "remember the cold" and try to cool that area, it became a very intense battle of concentration / focus and remembering, and trying to push the heat around further.
It came to a point that the thoughtforms which were assaulting me previously, looping a song in my mind again & again, were eventually forgotten and expelled.
I think if I take this further with the heat manipulating in my body, if I can successfully concentrate it at say the finger tips, then expel it all at once maybe I could transfer bodily heat from my own body into other objects.
Perhaps then I could use it for a variety of effects such as healing and perhaps even setting objects on fire.
hot ice
dry water
flexible stone
heavy feathers
a magnet that doesn't work
cold campfire
I think I've developed a simple system in maintaining a state of no-thought and presence during meditation.
Any time I think, I slap myself in the fucking face. Any time I "hear" any auditory thoughts (especially inner narration of every little thing I'm doing) rather than hear the sound of my fan or the silence of my room, I slap myself. Any time I "see" an image or scene in my mind's eye rather than the black screen before my closed eyes, I slap myself. Any time I "feel" anything besides my lungs breathing and heart beating, I cause another feeling - namely, that of my hand ruthlessly colliding with my cheek. It seems to be pretty effective.
