I am right now in one of the most clean environments on Earth. The water is pure, it has no fluoride, it's from a well, it is the best tasting water anywhere, and the whole region is a reserve of pure water and sparsely populated.
I had for breakfast one day just organically certified oatmeal and jam, then about a half-hour after that a bowl of nothing but walnuts (HUGE QUANTITY) with maple syrup poured over them. I then had nothing else to eat the entire day until just before going to bed when I ate the food cooked by some other people in a massive quantity… pasta, caramelized carrots, a ton of fruits, cheese, and more oatmeal and fruits immediately after.
I ate like several thousand calories at once. I had an amazing amount of food. I did a lot of pranayama and elemental invocations for all the elements and a whole ton of energywork and a variety of meditations which I can describe if necessary but mostly basic stuff but combined with other meditations too form some more complex work.
My mind is operating on a whole new level right now. My thoughts are exremely potent and strong. My astral senses are engaged, the energy centres in my body are loaded with concentrated loosh. I feel the energy all through me and consciously move and it's really strong, I feel SO MUCH ENERGY.
When I was in a room here in the cabin laying on the floor moving my blankets and stuff around in the dark was when something amazing happened. I was thinking as to where my tablet is and wanting to turn its screen on to get light to shine to see what I am doing (it is very dark here, the only lights are from the cabin, and the fire). Then it happened; liquid light poured fourth from my left hand and illuminated what I was doing. Normally, light is radiant, but this light was blue and had a liquid like characteristic. It spilled out of my hand instead of radiating out of my hand. It sizzled like little drops of water bouncing around on a hot pan, a seeming bioluminescent light, coming fourth from my left hand and dribbling over the blankets but not making them wet. By this liquid light I could see what I was doing. The moment though I started wondering how I am doing this, it stopped. I believe I know how it was done though; willed-intent. You don not necessarily visualize, you just know what you want to do, and you focus a ton of loosh into it and anything can happen. Like how you move you arm. Easily achievable with a lot of energy and powerful mental concentration. It is also a finesse thing, there is no strain at all in doing it, it is very natural when you do it.
For the rest of the night I was hyper lucid and continued moving energy through my body.
Now today, I am having EVEN MORE FOOD all day, and stockpiling even more loosh in my body for further use soon. I can not touch metal surfaces now because I am so damned electric. I keep getting massive sparks and getting electrocuted when I touch stuff. Especially after even just a few minutes of consciously moving the energy around in my body + pranayama. I am inhaling tons of prana from the air (I am also near a large frozen lake right now) and directing it through my body. I have been thinking of all my food as well in terms of the elements; Fire is the heat part, Water is the liquid part, Earth is the solid part, Air is the air I'm taking in as much as I can to combust all the food. I am able to rapidly digest all food I take by consciously directing energy/prana from the air and everywhere else in my body into the lower dan-tien (solar plexus chakra) and processing the food extra fast and releasing even more energy. I have conscious control over the heat of my body, sweating, and many other aspects too and my senses (such as sense of smell) are much stronger right now.
There is more I want to say but I have to go now…
