/fringe/ - Fringe

I am helping Smiley publish a book AMA.

>>99401

is it any good?

>>99402

It's a thesis on how every occultist except WWA is a bullshit occultist.

>>99407

i expected nothing less. godspeed.

>>99365

Dude I am surprised that there aren't 5 threads on how to fuck a succubus and contacting Lilith

I did not have much fun on halfchan's /x/ before the exodus. At the same time it's where my curiosity was catalyzed when I was still a mundane

Point is, this place could be much, much worse. I suggest we should all express gratitude to ward off bad energies.

Has anyone got any tips on reading efficiency? (increasing reading speed, better comprehension, anything else). Thank You

>>99400

Ty for making the thread anon 👌

What are your exercise routines anons?

NEW NEW NEW WIZARDLY TIPS AND TRIX CAUSE TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS

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An impression that leaves itself is neutralized in the temporal flow.

An impression that remains in itself gestates like a fetus until it is born and becomes an independent form within yourself to serve its original purpose for life.

All impressions are born within the first impression (You) and thus serves You.

To turn all impressions back in on themselves, preventing their neutralization in the temporal flow, you must STOP having impressions, thus defaulting to the unreceptive state of impression-turned-in-on-itself. This state is akin to Zazen, yet the intellectual foundation verbalized and written, no-impressions defaulting all sensors (impression receivers) into the unimpressable "occupied" impression-turned-in-on-itself state, permits it to become the default state at all times, thus becoming master of reality, and a true wizard.

To visualize:

An Egg like a woman's egg, with a small sensor rod sticking out of it, is the receptive state of "passive experience of temporal flow of impressions".

The Egg prepares to retract the rod, having been out for some years, having accumulated the energy of the outside world into this one rod like a burning fucking hot billet of near-molten steel.

Cooling takes place through some internal chemical, physical, mathematical, psychic, spiritual or otherwise, process.

The Egg prepares its internals to accomodate the sensor rod.

The Egg retracts it.

The Sensor Rod dissolves in the egg and an internal layer is separated from the outter egg, beginning "cellular division".

Embryonic shit happens, division, organs, frequencies, etc.

Mind baby is born 9 months or 9 hours later; the Man might come out looking like an old buff wizard baby or something, maybe a dragon, maybe looking like Set or some god, depending on the individual.

New life of individual as fully realized human being, having processed the impressions of their entire life.

Posit:

All internal chaos, division, problems that are unmanageable, are the result of not having turned inward and rejecting all new impressions, in order to turn the original impression of being born a baby to being reborn as a FUCKING MAN. Thus one must shut down all impression making, reject the outside, be totally unreceptive to the outside, and have all their backlog of impressions sink into the mindscape and become the cells, organs, tissues, bones and nerves of their new identity.

>>99412

Power snatch and curls (zottman, hammer) with 37.5lb DB

Push ups

Sit ups

Walk or run

Horse stance or squats

I usually do at least one set of each a day, usually more of one or the other.

>>99413

Let me specify, no OUTSIDE impressions…. in order to default to internalizing impressions, thus preserving their development and learning from said impressions… which is meditation really.

>>99414

…. and then no inside impressions either, but you need to not have outside impressions first, in order to have the shell so to speak to not have internal impressions by preventing the outside ones from entering, and then the inside ones from fucking with the other inside ones.

>>99415

wait no… I'm going against my original thought. Turning off outside impressions in order to process all of the already internalized ones. My bad. Reorganizing and familiarizing oneself with the inner world/mind.

BEFORE YOU POST

Take a look in this collection of archived threads https://ghostbin.com/paste/mbk8f to see if you there is a thread about what you want to know.

I'm trying to wrap my head around the idea that positive and negative energy can manifest themselves in people and influence them too. Is victory a manifestation of positive energy? I'm thinking of these things in the same way that the elements work, in that they could be concepts that manifest themselves based on their traits. For example, if heat, expansion etc are of the fire element, maybe freedom, peace etc are manifestations of positive energy. Am I interpreting that wrong, or talking complete nonsense, or is that somewhat how it works? If that is how it works, and victory is inherently a positive characteristic of things, negative influence (demiurgic kike shit) is doomed to fail, since failure would be a characteristic of negative energy.

>>99413

>>99414

wrong thread and

>no pullups

>>99423

Just read the Kybalion it answers all questions inshadilay!

>>99424

Well I don't like having to go to a park at night to do pull ups, but occasionally do. Last time I did them a few days ago I could do 10 wide grip pull ups so at least I still got my strength.

Any STEM here? Any STEM + Zazen?

>>99428

Why not overlap the real computer with a holographic representation with a "ghost in the machine" servitor that receives your commands to change the real one. The more detail they both have the more likely you'll achieve your results.

What does "AUM" mean

>>99430

Because I haven't appeased the machine spirit yet.

>>99431

>The eternal, the infinite, the boundless, and the uncreated have been expressed symbolically by the word AUM and the dark purple to black color.

It doesn't really mean anything

>>99430

That only keeps it's equilibrium really, mine was 6 years old and worked peak until it screamed and and died.

I swear my pc ran on prayers more than electricity.

>>99435

And it only helps a little vs software errors.

In my experience.

>>99435

Perhaps making the PC an altar would work better.

How am I supposed to observe my train of thought? What am I supposed to be thinking about? Isn't pursuing my train of thought contradictory to the act of passively observing them?

>>99439

Usually you listen to your thoughts in sequence. If they're distracted then they're a sequence of distracted thoughts.

As in another thread however it's unwise to constantly monitor your thoughts, as it leads to editing an organic process that would be better left alone. ((I am referring to the anon claiming that meditative states are merely your brain flat lining and becoming utterly suggestable)).

Better to read many books by intelligent people on a variety of topics in depth than sit with your own thoughts, to stagnate or destroy or listen to them and whatnot.

For instance, the book I'm reading "Making the Social World" is about the unique human ability to make "Status Function Declarations"; status functions being that the intention of something meaning something gives it a status that serves as its function (such as rocks lined up against each other serving as a boundary to declare private property; private property itself being a status function declarative). A declaration being that which we make to be the case by declaring it to be (e.g. declaring war).

SF Declarations are posited to be what permits all human civilization, and are formally linguistic and originating in the mind.

If you destroy all your thoughts and acts of thought/thinking then you are destroying your ability to cognit reality in terms of intention, and intended function… the foundation of magic, invention and society.

What's your take on orgone and Reich work. Some of my trusted sources say it's ok, other say it's bullshit and I don't have the mean right now to try it out.

Thanks !

I did DXM last night for the fourth time, and after taking 10 shots (5'7, 137 lbs) I barely felt any effects of the "trip" but it's morning now and I can barely walk around my apartment as usual. Has anyone else had this problem/thoughts on why this may be?

>>99426

Ten is ok.

I just did 12 out of the blue, up me faggot.

>>99443

Great stuff, I love orgone. do it right and they wubwubwub harder than crystals in the sun.

>>99443

look for the orgone thread in the archive, i made one under the name qp where i pretty much wrote down everything about them, might have also copy pasted that into a later questionthread.

>>99445

>ingesting coughsyrup

nigger.

Has anyone saved a thread that was on fringechan that listed various different types of meditation? I remember at least 20 different styles listed and I'd to check that out again, but fringechan has been down for a year or whatever now and I doubt it'll come back.

>>99450

wotf, a year?

>>99451

I hope it doesn't end up being that long ):

>>99450

Fringechan is never coming back. Any fringe site is killed off like freedomboard

>>99450

https://archive.is/lQE5j

(taken from https://ghostbin.com/paste/mbk8f)

I got the skills and work colleagues to set up a new site but i wont pay for it, would the userbase be interested in a patreonfunded thng like this?

it would a lot better, my codemonkeys are pros.

puting together new pc, im excited but its a lot like legos, i want to step on it but itll hurt.

>>99409

>Dude I am surprised that there aren't 5 threads on how to fuck a succubus and contacting Lilith

Make it happen anon

>>99461

you wanna lose feel in your arms as well as your legs cripple?

>waterflag, not wheelchair

well thats not half as fun as it was supposed to be.

on>>99455

Thanks for this. The fringechan meditation thread had like 5 to 10 more meditations if anyone has that could they post it?

>>99462

Not rly

>>99455

>99464

>>99454

Yeah but Smiley's book should out near the end of summer/beginning of fall. All the information anyone will ever want is in it.

What ever happened with that's frogoid GF anon? The thread is 404d.

>>99466

Thanks based jew smiley

I think I've come into great psychic power by way of Shaman's Death.

IT IS TIME TO BECOME THE NEXT ONE MAN HOLOCAUST MY SAGUAROS

>>99423

Ahh, the path of astral solipsism

>Astral project to the 50's

>slowly leak energy in paradise and slowly cease to exist

What a waste…

>>99481

I got a gf recently she(male) is very beautiful.

>>99485

Degenerate scum, the commie antifa lgbtq children have touched you in the head and now you must either repent or burn like the log brained piece of wood you are.

What happens if I charge a crystal with a specific intention/energy and then microwave it?

>>99349

>I don't believe in "non-physical reality".

Stopped reading there. Really. Was gonna read the post eventually but I literally haven't yet. kek I got better things to do

>>99353

you simply need to lurk more instead of being so triggered. I've explained the very basic logic and semantics and objective philosophies in what I say, in nearly the same words I've explained it a handful of times on this board. What other people post is also, at least I can describe to myself, objectively explainable. Maybe I will babyfeed you later but you should lurk moar

>>99357

I accept this (as a) compliment.

Hey, I like to offer all the possibilities that I see. Options are always good! Smoke weed get paranoid and accept it as another attribute of decision making through reality manipulation (or don't do any of that your choice just explaining my own personal mechanism taco taco) and practice equanimity google it have fun maybe I will explain what I read in this budhism book l8r. Eventually all the crazy thoughts just deal with themselves in the back of the mind, spitting out relevant info to your consciousness to make decisions from

>>99410

plenty of info on the internet about this but what you discover has very interesting metaphysical implications

if you're minds voice shuts up, if you can read without making noises and just taking in the letters and words directly as symbols and concepts, you read a lot fucking faster

can't sufficiently summarize all the reasons for this phenomena right now, but let's just say most everything comes down to silencing the ego

>>99422

I don't want to write 5 essays, please ask a specific question

>>99423

maybe through reincarnation. maybe you can accept agreements of ego splitting and memory swapping with someone back then. go astral project and ask some deities. in theory you can do it yourself but mastery of the ego that this requires is much too far beyond any guide you will find here.

>>99431

some say the noise/tone/hz resonates with the fundamental vibration of our realm. maybe I can find you the video if you are interested

>>99439

Yes do not purse any train of thought. Passively observing doesn't mean you "think about anything"

There is no supposed to think about, thinking is the output to observe; do not have input to think about.

If you do not pay any special attention to a thought, you do not give any energy to that train of thought.

As you let go of the importance in your thoughts, all thoughts go passing you by in neutrality

Simply witness these thoughts coming from your subconscious. Don't fall asleep though...!

Here is a suggestion to react to your thoughts "hey that is interesting that I would have that thought. oh that too."

When you are done your meditation session you can think about the nature of your subconscious for whatever purpose you desire, by considering the deeper and deeper thoughts that you witnessed

Or you can stop your neutrality and chase a thought whenever you want, especially if it feels insightful/intuitive or like a revelation.

Remember that meditation is just a tool (of many possible techniques) that can be used towards any sort of goal

So what is your goal?

>>99445

what the hell does 10 shots mean. there's whole lists of charts showing bioavailabilty relative to your weight.

at the least go to erowid reports and check out the authors dosage and weight for each report. don't read the actual report if you don't want any influences to your trip but I suppose that doesn't matter much.

>>99447

>wubwubwub

orgone makes noise???

>>99454

>>99456

don't dare make a site without having an archive in place. the prospect of having everything deleted forever is just fucked up. why the hell didn't the old site have it's database backed up. the site just got wiped out?

>>99482

>>slowly leak energy in paradise and slowly cease to exist

>implying astral solipsism isn't real and paradise doesn't exist in your mind

>>99491

>microwaving gemstones

what the fuck oh god stop torturing reality the demiurge will molest you

>>99491

no clue but i love the way you think…

>>99495

its more like a feeling, crystals, anything that is charged oscilates, crystals and orgone especially so with moldavite being amongst the strongest, orgone comes out on top as well.

hold it tight, relax, feel it beating like a heart, they have different rhythms.

>>99449

I just wanted to leave the Matrix for a few hours man ;_;

>>99495

To clarify, the 10 shots were 10mL of Delsym each with 60mg and I was trying to hit the 3rd plateau. The problem could have been that I spaced it out over 2 hours, but that was the most I've ever had too so I doubt that was the issue.

How do you stop constant entity attacks? LIke they mess with dreams multiple times a night and say things all day.

>>99495

>implying paradise doesn't exist inside your mind

Look up second death, we need to figure out astral immortality, fucking pronto!

>>99507

Depends on how real it is, the denser the attack, the more formidable the attacker.

>>99511

I had the belief they lived n the body and they would do lots of things while I was asleep. Like recently I thought "there should be an immune system against this" and then had a "dream" where I seemed to be puppeted and they asked for help chipping something away (like they were covered in something hard) and then "I" said something about "there's no way a mixture of <> would create metal." It's smoe sort of pupperty because I don't want to do these things.

They were fighting that immune system with some sort of hypnosis.

This is just one example, there are many.

>>99513

realize your power, let go of fear, you are much stronger than these astral parasites, create funny astral weapons and fuck them up.

if you can't while sleeping, meditate on heart to strengthen aura. find mantras on youtube to remove bad stuff.

affirmations, tell yourself you're stronger than them and you will be.

>>99500

yes why not just use natural crystals and gemstones

>>99502

100ml is not enough. I just checked erowid reports since you too stupid to listen to me and most reports people doing at least 300ml (atll at once) for proper trip

>>99507

>>99513

Have you tried telling them to fuck off? You are the one in power. The only power they have is mindfucking you to pay attention to them allowing implicit consent for you to get fucked. But in actuality you are the eternal being here that they are jealous of, but currently these things are feeding off of you. So try explicitly denying them.

At the very least it's a feedback loop; if doing the same thing over doesn't work. I doubt they are a part of your body. things can't 'live in the body' unless it's the subconscious which you have control over at the end of the day. It doesn't really matter much. either way you should balance your chakras. watch this beginner video from kids show. whatever is stopping you from dealing with these entities is linked to underlying subconscious problems

>>99510

second death is like a spiritual/higher dimensional form of ego death. if it happens it's meant to happen as a development process (which you would have consented to at some point or another). remember that there's always a higher version of you. Even your higher self as a higher self. It goes on forever towards the eternal source.

>>99517

>second death

tell me more, ive been at it for a few weeks now trying to formulate a thesis on how ive shed several skins much like the first ego death and this is the first i read or hear about this.

its hard putting a finger on when it happens, it happens in cycles and is sometimes instantaneous, sometimes takes longer period where i fall as deep as i rise high in the end.

>>99519

the attributes of the physical and spiritual "ego" are one I haven't figured out yet

naturally, an increased mastery of astral projection would be required for this understanding

>>99495

>I don't want to write 5 essays, please ask a specific question

I did. Do positive and negative energy manifest in the same way as the elements, or is it different?

>>99526

depends, how do the elements manifest for you? how do you work them?

But yeah pretty much, tell yourself you're amazing and you'll feel it.

>>99526

"Positive" and "negative" energy don't exist in the same way that the elements do

All energy is the same. What makes something positive or negative is the intention. So an adept can identify signatures and other attributes in said energy but it doesn't really matter when all "forms" of energy can be transmuted into another

>>99535

what the fuck are you talking about lol

define "reality as it is"

have you ever heard of cogito ergo sum? the brain vat theory? the implications of the dream of being a butterfly?

I've explained it like a dozen times on this board but you continue to spew verbal diarrhea

what I say is entirely based on logic and objective reasoning

>>99536

I've heard of it but your belief in it does not make it true. Your reason for believing it has not even been explained. You've only declared it to be true, why the fuck do you think that's proof or evidence of anything?

I've heard of each of these and plenty fucking more. An idea does not make reality. I can believe whatever the fuck I want, it doesn't make it true.

What you say is not based on objective reasoning, and explaining the idea is not explaining the validity of the idea. I would think the intelligence of this board would be greater than 60, and there would be a clear understanding of what logical fallacy and evidence would be.

Implications of the dream of being a butterfly is a good brain shit though, really good. If I just focus on those implications I'll reach divine truth and become one with god. Maybe the simple symbolical meaning of transformation can simply mean there is a transformation and a part of your psyche finds it pleasing?

It only means as much as you invest your emotions into it. Emotions are a person fitting the world to their perceptions of it, not the other way around. In other words, you are inventing interpretations of the world that are not inherent to existence, but to YOU. It's YOU investing into your own subjective bias, thus being relevant only to YOU, the Human. A psychological fact, a Human fact, but not a fact of anything else.

What I mean by this is that though it's emotionally and biologically and psychologically useful to believe these things, it is not in FACT objective reality. Reality has objective fact, and the OBJECTIVE fact is that it is only relevant to the well-being of your psyche and as a result of the psychosomatic, your biological body.

Belief is a tool, an instrument of our will, and as such is not a representation of reality but of your own psyche and those of simliar psyche. Nothing less nothing more.

Yes our psyche affects reality, but so does everything else. It's nothing special. It's called Psychic ability. It's not evidence of God, it's evidence of the Reality of Reality, of the objective existence of the Psyche.

We can use technology to create nuclear bombs, the internet, cameras, cybernetics… we can use our bodies to play an instrument, art, write, speak, run, jump, fight… we can use our minds in tandem with our body to change the environment… it's just another step in understanding. But no amount of steps will ever determine the nature of God or the Subjective, it's a black box where we can only understand the expressions of the unknowable in all its forms, yet not the essential nature of the unknowable God. It's a fucking waste of time is what it is.

Explain to me your purpose for denying objective reality to discover your psychic nature. God is suppose to represent the infinite, the physical the finite… well, that's all it is. The infinite being possibility, the finite being actuality. We do it all the time, achieve the possible but not the actual, to make it actual. Sure one could figure out how to achieve the near-infinitely impossible.. but by the efficient subtle machinations of the mind and body and all it has power over. The mind discovered how to create nuclear bombs, civilization, spaceships, and all else… it's the individual that is great, and great individuals create even greater. Great individuals together create the greatest.

The subjective avoids the tedious task of solidifying all 9999999999 of their insights by "Just Doing It"; whatever that is, being a wizard or magician or monk, etc. That doesn't make all 99999999999 of the insights some mysterious break from objective reality, it just means objective reality is more than boring.

All of your interpretations are boring as fuck and unenlightening. Your mind is a result of a bunch of half-smart men jizzing into a cloning vat. You're unoriginal and don't add or subtract or reorganize the information in any insightful or creative way. I'm telling you you need to add fucking value not "BE the value man".

Disclosure: You are not alone subject to my criticism. You are part of a larger problem, the redundant and lie perpetuating retards that permeate every population ever. So let me repeat myself: Electricity is the mechanism to cleansing the lies out of a person and reducing the tyranny of the Heart and its Silk Gloved Iron Magnetic Fist.

Fuck all of you and your emotion fueled not-logic. Soma shills GTFO

>>99537

The onus is on you to show where I have made a logical fallacy, or my lack of evidence in logic.

I fucking dare you to give even one exmaple

>>99537

>your purpose for denying objective reality

I literally never said this, and have explained the objective phenomena and objective mechanisms behind subjective phenomena many times

If I actually read any of your verbal diarrhea it's just full of strawman arguments. you are arguing with bullshit that you create. you entire present existence is a classic example of futility

you literally not only have no idea what you are talking about, but you haven't been able to comprehend a single thing I've said as you continue to regurgitate these ramblings of lunacy. feel free to prove me wrong though. if even know what it means to prove things, which I doubt due to your complete lack of willingness to engage in logic

>>99538

Your theory of reality being a simulation, and thus unrepresentative of "true reality" is unsupported. Tell me what you think is true reality, and what is false reality.

>>99542

>reality being a simulation

I literally never said this

phenomena exists. that is a substantially objective fact about reality. this phenomena may be entirely subjective, but through the use of axioms we've been able to establish objective mechanisms like causality that created the field of math and science. Tell me why you think you deserve me wasting my time repeating the same fucking shit to a loser like you who doesn't know how to read

>>99542

>false reality

anything invalidated (by logic)

>>99544

I'm asking you then, what do you mean by "cogito ergo sum", the brain vat theory, the implications of the dream of being a butterfly?

>>99545

cogito ergo sum and it's critiques prove that phenomena exists (though we cannot be sure of anything else in the substantial objective sense)

the implication that we could be a butterfly having a human dream leads to the conclusion that reality could be just as real as any dream. however what sets it apart is CONSISTENCY AND PATTERNS though even these are based on axioms

Like I said, you would know this shit if you could fucking read for once instead of sperging off into your incessant ramblings

>>99546

I understood just fine, I wanted to know what you thought they mean.

Uncertainty is to be contracted into certainty by evolving methodology.

Exercises of the imagination are poor replacements for CONSISTENCY AND PATTERNS, and should be considered primary if you would like to ever connect your experiences and become fully functioning, onto super functioning, onto god-like functionality.

There's intellectual work to be done, and all I see are games.

>>99547

I must admit I was off with some of the dichotomy about electricity and magnetism and such and such. Misapplied to the circumstances.

>>99547

>There's intellectual work to be done, and all I see are games.

careful with that perception. bias and all that

intellectual discovery is a game onto itself in the game of life that is full of tests and trials for growth

not to mention this might as well be a mmorpg. getting to level 99 is always an admirable endeavor

>>99421

Archives … https://8ch.net/fringe/archive.html

>>99549

What reality is NOT is often more important than what it IS.

I would say most on this forum have some sort of psychosis in one form or another. Most of what is experienced is hallucination. Such as the "astral" is more often than not the currents through one's magnetic fields, and more often than not physiological processes that create said currents that bring into awareness certain things after the fact that have nothing to do with psychic perception but just psychological (psycho-physiological) function.

>>99414

>horse stance or squats

Gotta confuse the wizard right babe?

To see your chapped skin and pretend you've been transported to a dry cracked salt flat in some scorched corner of an alien world is a game.

To see your chapped skin and to know you see your chapped skin is indeed intellectual honesty, and work rather than play, though the pursuit of it is more satisfying than play and games.

>>99559

One is static the other is dynamic. What do you mean? (horse stance) or (squats) not (horse) (stance or squats).

>>99554

Yeah…. the nonphysical phenomena as we know it is entirely reliant on physicality. this is a very sobering and most important thought

I will say though that it does work both ways. It's like in the multidimensional theories in physics, the last dimension is a single point like the first dimension

I am sure that everyone who watches that video will get instantly and continuously mindfucked for the entire duration

so here is a lighter video to explain it all! pretty new and also shorter than others while still making sense and hilarious

>>99455

Thanks anon!

Just got some weed that hit me like Gabriel's trumpet to the back of my head, we could be having a very interesting week ahead of us if you get good at asking questions.

Alex, lets get on discord and ball topics back and forth? Anything you want to talk about? I want to talk about microwaving crystals but with how good this weed is I might have it solved in fifteen minutes.

>>99554

Your whole psychological paradigm is complete bullshit and there's no such thing as hallucinations. The astral is literally just a plane of thought. People act like the astral is some hard to reach place but you're there already when you daydream or sleep and dream. No thoughts occur in isolation. There is none of the subjectivity you imply in that term "hallucination". The only issue is what people are tuning into, namely, is it useful information or nonsense.

>>99579

oh god i think we cern'd again, and if so, to a universe where people dont know about AP or LD, i have a close friend that today called it "mass confusion and psychosis" and we have had langthy discussions about it before and he had been testing it out long before i met him.

>>99560

It's a meme from /fit/

>>99582

Ya know, for some reason I like how no one knows anything about magic. I mean, I got my books, and a strong crown. I could pretty much learn the rest in isolation

>>99586

You don't even need books, you learn most of this as you grow older, we're just hurrying up, sometimes by centuries.

>>99587

Well, you need to be (self) initiated first, every old person i've known personally has been a complete waste of a fucking life.

>>99587

Also, I would say that most of the shit we find in books is probably just relearning from past incarnations. The probably of 1. finding the occult and 2. actually internalizing the information is so astronomically low.

>>99590

*probability

>>99587

Yeah fuck that, I wanna be an adept someday

>>99590

That's a very interesting point

>>99592

*someday in this lifetime

>>99592

>>99593

then stop being a shitter

>>99590

How many of us have had past lives in the 60 or so years that IIH has existed?

>>99596

IIH doesnx't have new infornation, it's just putting to text generations of teachings from hermetic orders. Occult truths have never changed. Thougj, obviously the methods through one becomes a magician nowadays are different than in centuries past. These are the days of being your own master and guide.

Most everyone I've talked to who is. interested in magick has reported the same general experience of the occult always following them through their life, and then suddenly finding it and everything "clicking." You don't chose the spriritual path, it choses you.

>>99597

On further note, people usually reincarnate with that which they were mentally close to in previous incarnations. So for all we know we could've all been part of the same lodges and sects throughout our lifetimes

>>99598

fringe meetup? we could all go help dig up bosnian pyramids during the summer?

>>99597

>>99598

What about those of us who don't remember having any past lives?

>>99606

i dont. i did guided meditations/hypnosis to find out vague stuff and then never pursued it further.

Im pretty sure I fathered many children(cambion) trough Noctural Emissions.

should I expect to meet one of them someday?

Past lives is trippy. If you choose to refuse an identity or are forever ignorant of it then that is your reality and yet at anytime you can identify with and/or channel into whatever you want

>>99584

Wait that became a meme? Shit wait, tell me what it is. I might have been that meme.

>>99579

>>99582

I know what it is but sometimes it's inner processes, and sometimes it's outer processes. Inner plane vs outer plane.

>>99410

Subvocalization is when you voice the words in your head. It improves comprehension so for heavy stuff you really ought to just free up more time for it (stop browsing websites). Otherwise, try to read a word and move on to the next word before you get the chance to voice it in your head. It takes some practice but you'll get it.

>>99599

I'd love to meet you guy's in person, unfortunately I am a 18 (16) year old NEET with no mode of transportation. Well shit,

>>99614

Rich Piano-Panini Piana

>>99617

open invite.

volunteering for digging out the pyramids is mostly digging, in hot weather or cold wet tunnels, its slave work.

but, the center of the pyramid is powerful and dug out, it would be a spiritual journey aside from a meet up.

working hard for food and water during the way, maybe with shovels, sleeping bags or bed under temperate european skies, bosnian qt women interested in foreginers, cheap beer, probably weed to find, definitively hasch.

it would be an adventure.

http://piramidasunca.ba/eng/latest-news/item/11449-three-packages-for-bosnian-pyramid-volunteers-in-2017.html

this or next or the summer after?

not to mention the landmines on the pyramid of the moon.

>>99618

He has a fucking horse stance vid?

>>99615

No it's not. We're dealing with something that is non-local in nature. As such your in-out distinction is completely arbitrary. Don't you know I can access your whole personality, all your thoughts, all your memories, and everything else tied up in the package of your being just by shifting my awareness to the parts I want to access?

All these things are timeless and spaceless. I am saying this in a practical manner, not just an absolute philosophical perspective. Any piece of your being I want to experience is open to me. There is nothing "inner" or "outer" to me, in my practice.

Some people are simply tuned into stuff that is removed from their most current surroundings/situation and thus they produce behavior that seems deranged to other observers or they're just irrational or stupid or what have you.

There are many personality flaws that need to be fixed. Obsession/Preoccupation (with things not worth focusing on so much), Irrationality, Stupidity, Delusions, etc. are some examples. If we'd talk about the actual character flaws in people and get them to fix them, and to understand why they are being dysfunctional, we'd make some actual progress.

…but you don't need terms like "hallucination" or "psychosis" or "schizophrenia". Psychology has gone through a variety of stages. Freud embodies the stage when psychology became obsessed with sexualizing things. Today's psychology is obsessed with pathologizing things. There was a point (William James) when psychology was pragmatic and concerned with actually understanding and effectively using the mind and we need to get back to that. The terminology as such needs to change. We must drop the bullshit terms in the DSM, aka the holy book of the pathological psychology, the psychology that sees everything in terms of "illness".

>>99624

I can't travel to Europe or indeed anywhere outside my country. I can't get through any of the security checkpoints and would get arrested. I'm basically stuck where I am, living as a ghost.

>>99632

No, I was just trying to crudely insert a Piana meme into the Questions thread like an autist. Basically I meant, "either horse stance, or squats, but either or in an attempt to confuse (2 syllable word related to the occult). It was a pretty bad joke

>>99616

Yes, silencing the ego in a way. Quite interesting

>>99633

>just by shifting my awareness to the parts I want to access?

no you can't stop role playing

Overall, what you are saying and what he is saying do not contradict.

Why don't you be more specific in what exactly you're trying to say.

Most of you accusations are strawman fallacies

>>99634

stop being a terrorist

>>99633

You would require the knowledge of where and how to access the location of record-keeping on my person; this from a past life or current life or whenever.

This place of record keeping would likely be planetary or solar; stored in the core of the Earth. You would apply for access to this information and however it works, you may be allowed access.

This is not non-physical, it's non-crude/gross and subtle. All functions through the laws of matter as well as others.

When we want to put all the "bureaucracy" of matter aside, we use such terms as "One with the Force" or "Higher Self" or "Faith" or "Resonance" or "Flow" to direct our intentions. This is not literally non-physical, but rather non-ordinary.

The issue in truth is that we think some matters, some phenomena, is beyond human. Is beyond knowledge as we have it. We're basic bitches, the world is God, bow to the infinite. In fact, there's just so fucking much more to the basics of Math, Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Fields&Waves, Linguistics, etc. that expectations are shattered again and again due to the inclination of Mankind towards "Obsession, irrationality, stupidity, delusions, etc" as well as ignorance of the depth of explanation that basic subjects afford.

We are indeed flawed biological beings. We have to accept that we are born and die in this lifetime, because we are in fact a composite of forces that do not exist after we die. Separate BEING couples for the duration of this life, and then decouples and goes their separate ways. We are forged by circumstances. We can only change these circumstances, in order to change ourselves. We will never be what we were before birth because we won't be what we were, after death; along with the fact that WE aren't alone in our body, as the body itself is its own unique phenomena we are coupled with. And I speak in this disassociative fashion, when in fact I could identify with my body first and then my mind and whatever the fuck else. What we identify with will in the end determine where we actually end up.

Make the best of your mortal flawed existence while you can, because every action has consequences, and you and only you have to live with every single one of them.

I am interest in you verifying your claims however. Name one of my dogs, past or present.

>>99641

>core of the eartth

This is how I KNOW you're an obullshitist. The Earth is hollow.

>>99641

>implying science hasn't reached the limit of physicality and hit a dead end for decades

>>99649

Science must be swallowed whole by a greater whole to be digested and assimilated into the next Expansion.

That is the future of Earth, else it fall.

>>99649

>I don't get it so it must be wrong

that's literally your response to both science and spirituality, what the fuck

Take the truth of science and connect it with spirituality yourself, instead of crying at eveyone here jeeze you are just full of cop outs

>>99650

then start swallowing

>>99570

Bumping my first post again. Please see pics for more info.

How do I program a consistent and lucid Paracosm/Wonderland/memory palace/"Personal Akashic record"?

And how do I program servitors to store information I get permanently and accurately in this paracosm/etc., so that these servitors can retrieve it and "bring it to my attention" when I need it?

May spam this a few more times during the thread

Hey /fringe/ I just became homeless. Not out on the streets, thankfully, I stayed at a friends house last night and have a house for another few days, but not sure whats gonna happen after that. I'm also not working because I was trying to make money independently, and of course that hasnt made me anything.

I read once (though for the life of me I cannot remember the name of the book) that being homeless is one of the best ways to develop your 'magical' ability because you are forced to fend for yourself at all times. Do you think this is true? Really I just need some advice on what the fuck to do.

>>99663

get a job, get welfare, live in mcdonalds, etc

>>99662

If you just want better memory, why not save energy and cut the middleman to actually pay attention to whatever it is you want to remember? This requires actually coming down into perceptions and being 'in the moment' and really 'caring' about whatever it is. You say you want a servitor/construct that you would use to store things. well you can store things simply by 'becoming one with it' truly feel the information and embrace all it's meanings and implications infinitely instantaneously

>>99663

two options, get utilities, a good, solid sleeping bag, emergency phone with GPS, a weapon or slingshot, knife, machete, even a spear if you risk bumping into larger animals and you can't get a gun, learn what to forage, put up rabbit traps, set up windshed or ropehouse near a river and fish.

or get a job today.

what country, climate?

>>99667

How bout in the USA?

>>99673

>go dig out mound in USA or snoop for atlantic treasures in the grand canyon

>get shot for trespassing and your remains are put in a box next to indiana jones in some smithsonian warehouse

noty

>>99674

No, I mean how easy is being homeless in USA?

>>99667

Yeah I probably should just go get a job today, but I was trying to earn money on my own and not have to commit to a job. I was gonna set up a website to do tarot readings for people, and then I was gonna try and do writing for people. Maybe thats immature but it was my dream to make it on my own and be my own boss.

I've been doing all these automated online tarot readings for myself because I'm too invested in the answer to do an accurate reading for myself and they have all been pretty negative. Fuck im just frustrated.

My spirit guides keep telling me weird shit too and I dont know what to do with that either.

>>99675

dunno, how good are you at fighting off coyotes?

>>99676

>spirit guides

I want the general /fringe/ opinion on this now, I for one would never let tulpa like entities rule my day.

Are you talking about synchronicities and the feel of knowing you're in the right place at the right time or are these entities you hear or hear in your dreams?

>doing tarot readings

get a real fucking job

>>99678

Eh, I usually dont see them or speak to them in dreams but it has happened very occasionally. Its a mix of the synchronicity and I can actually talk to them. AT THE SAME TIME they have never led me wrong, and I don't but supreme importance in what they say. However the majority of the times i can feel the truth in their words. Often times they simply act as emotional support and give me good practical advice.

I do understand being sceptical of guides though, but the way I look at it is if they haven’t steered me wrong whats the harm? I don't feed them energy or concentrate on them like I would a "tulpa", they came to me and I can feel them.

>>99678

>>99680

Also they dont rule my day. They never tell me what to do. I will ask them questions and they will give me advice. Fuck, they've helped me destroy other entities that are harming me/others.

>>99677

hehe

To the guy who's writing a book that boils down all occult teachings to basic linear instructions: Doesn't The Book of Knowledge already do that?

How do I bend spoons psychokineticly

>>99663

Tried it last year, managed a month in the city before goin countryside. And another month before taking shelter somewhere till now. City are even more hell if you're homeless.

But yeah, great way of improving yourself.

But to live it off real good you need to drop most, if not all, attachment.

>>99680

Same here. Following that mindset and those advices is though, but if you manage to be all the time in that kind of connection you will make it fine.

I'm living like a third worlder in a barn right now working on myself before trying again, but if I can give you some tips on living the life just ask.

Godspeed special snowflake.

>>99673

get welfare

>>99676

your fucking homeless, making websites isn't going to help shit

>>99680

what are they saying? what are you disagreeing with

>>99687

I'm confused. What are they saying when? Right now? And I'm not really disagreeing with anything… i just need a bit of clarification.

>>99688

>My spirit guides keep telling me weird shit too and I dont know what to do with that either.

feel free to share more about that. Welfare is usually incredibly easy to get for homeless people

>>99690

Oh well they keep saying stuff about how i need to "come into myself". And then they say "you are not fully you". It seems like I am unable to access all of my power, though I feel like its just as much a psychological thing as it is a "magical" thing. I really don't know how to explain it.

Then I was asking for more clarification and they said something along the lines of "you know exactly what we're talking about, dont play dumb. You have restricted yourself from accessing all of your power. You are purposely hurting yourself because you refuse to face your destiny". Tbh im a little scared to push for more clarifications because then I get overwhelmed by energy and images.

>>99694

well why are you homeless

>>99694

To fully attain self actualization at the crown chakra you must balance all other chakras. here is a simple explanation

>>99701

The video is blocked in my country, for some reason, which is odd because I'm in the US. However I think I get what you're saying, I'm too caught up in my lower emotions and little problems to move forward in life.

>>99703

>The video is blocked in my country

That's insanity. Does this one work?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StrbppmsZJw

>>99709

Yes this works. I remember watching this cartoon as a kid, I'm surprised now how well they dealt with such a topic. My guides tell me my main issue is with my heart chakra. Thanks for linking the video it was surprisingly helpful

>>99712

You are most welcome

>>99683

Those stuck in level 1 must become King of Level 1.

>>99694

The problem is you need more cultivation, practice, training.

Do some Qi Gong and Gong Fu training. Train the whole, not the parts. Balance parasympathetic (relaxation) and sympathetic (aggression/tense) forces whilst seeking greater strength, perseverance, conditioning, suppleness, super powers, and shit like that.

By training the body you train the energy body you train the mental body you train the emotional body you train the personality body you train the spiritual body you train the sexual body you train the karmic body you train the sensual body you train other bodies you train all the bodies.

Ever hear how training legs makes the arms stronger? It's true. As well, the circulatory system is a perfect example of wholistic balance. Integrity must be maintained across the entire system lest it all fails. Honestly, personality and intelligence improvements aids physical ability as much as physical trianing aids physical ability. That's a principle to live by. Less polarizing and compartmentalization, more intra/interconnection.

>>99570

Bumping my first post again. Please see pics for more info.

How do I program a consistent and lucid Paracosm/Wonderland/memory palace/"Personal Akashic record"?

And how do I program servitors to store information I get permanently and accurately in this paracosm/etc., so that these servitors can retrieve it and "bring it to my attention" when I need it?

I may spam this a few more times during the thread

wtf posts gone

Okay posts are back

>>99727

If you just want better memory, why not save energy and cut the middleman to actually pay attention to whatever it is you want to remember? This requires actually coming down into perceptions and being 'in the moment' and really 'caring' about whatever it is. You say you want a servitor/construct that you would use to store things. well you can store things simply by 'becoming one with it' truly feel the information and embrace all it's meanings and implications infinitely instantaneously

I may spam this every single time you spam that since you ignored my response

Please just answer me ,

inb4 I am a complete newfig here

I am currently a skeptic muslim who want to the find the truth so kindly tell me which one of these theories of God is right :

>1st : one Almighty God

like all the monotheistic religions say and when judgement day comes,who didn't follow him will get BTFO

>2nd : Multiple Gods

Greek, Nordic, Egyptian, Abrahamic Gods all exist and whoever you followed you will be judged according to , and ==IF== that's right , do they like talk and communicate with each other or they're separated and each one has a world of his/her own

>3rd : God is a faggot

I am really interested in the many faced god story in Game of thrones which basically says that there's only one God but he takes many shapes to satisfy different people

>>99730

Hello again. I have read WWA books on the subject of memory which do boil down to cultivating attention & concentration and cultivating an intense interest in the topic at hand (Which is annoying because Atkinson used two books of 150 pages to say that "pay attention and be interested") . I didn't mean to offend by not responding to your first reply, it is very sound advice and it lines up with a lot of other things I've read about memory improvement (something I have been interesting in for a year now).

I should of rephrased my questions specifically to : is a near-perfect memory system using Servitors and Memory Palaces like mentioned in the guide, the halfchan /x/ post and the other pic in my first post >>99570 even possible? And how would it be done regardless of the insane amount of energy needed to set it up?

>>99732

the first and third is implied in second. And believe it or not so does the Quran. All the Gods are the same thing, just different personifications. All is One, a central tenant in all religions, is of course the core of Tawhid

>>99733

Well from what I could tell what you posted didn't imply anything like a 'photographic memory' where you see it once and remember it forever, but more like that you have to 'tell your servitor' to 'remember this' and the moment you yourself tell a part of you to do something, well that's all it is.

On a side note, the key really is to be interested but if you can 'pretend' to be interesting it's pretty much the same thing in effect

Learn to pretend to be anything, basically be able to shift perspectives at will (perhaps to something that resonates to the ideals and archetypes that created/manifested the information that you want to absorb) and this malleability in perspectives is basically is the main factor in any magick or optimal performance in anything

If what you posted implied photographic memory then maybe I misread so feel free to explain and maybe the missing information can be filled in

>>99734

It's implied that the memory is Eidetic memory (which IS a photographic but there will be a ton of people there to 'correct you'). I think it's pretty rich of me to expect people to read that whole guide unless they're interested.

I'm assuming you know how Memory Palace's work? The servitors are an automation of that method.

The author describes that he has a Memory Palace with hundreds of rooms. He has Servitors which understand the rooms and know what is where and organize what information is in there. Specific servitors are assigned specific tasks eg: he has a handyman servitor who "memorizes" practical repair videos from youtube, and a chef to "memorize" recipes.

The /x/ post only briefly mentions something similar. He mentions programming your own "Personal Akashic Record", which is basically a permanent storehouse of your memories and thoughts, very similar to a memory palace, to which Servitors would automatically store what you have read/heard/etc. into this "Personal Akashic Record" and later retrieve it to you when needed. it's also very vague.

In brief, information follows this route:

Your senses → servitor organization process → A Permanent place in the Memory Palace.

And When you need it, the Servitors (who know where it's stored) bring it to your conscious.

Has that cleared anything up?

Have anyone read Ride the tiger by Julius Evola? Am i the only who doesn't understand this at all?

>>99735

I get all that but my question is if this is a "process" or if it is instantaneous memory recollection. If it's a process, I would say that the process is just a proxy for a more fundamental 'hidden

concept.

If it is instant then what you describe may be worth pursuing,

Servitors are great things but I don't see how they can be helpful in memory collection. If your process requires one to actively tell their servitor to remember things, if one decides that something is not worth remembering then they won't tell the servitor. This goes back to the basic problem of being interested, but in terms of problem solving when you don't know what is important or not (so you should hold everything in your short term memory until the problem is solved)

But on the other hand for example a Servitor can be programmed to tell you what piece of information is important. Like if a Servitor was tasked to figuring out a mechanism for 'why this bitch crazy' then this servitor would make observations about said bitch's behavior that you can hold in your memory or something.

Servitors have a great role in your subconscious mental mechanisms like much of my debate skills is just servitors ingrained into my subconscious, though I'm pretty much making new ones as I learn how to better identify more logical fallacies. Knowledge and understanding is one thing, but learning to identify relevant occurrences is pretty much entirely servitor work.

Well I hope that wasn't too off topic

>>99737

This is how the process works. When you want to remember something you visualize a strange and surreal image that reminds you of the specific information you want to remember. You then place that image in a place in your memory palace. When you wish to recall the information, you visualize the location in the palace and what the image was to remind you what it was you wanted to remember. That is called the Method of Loci (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Method_of_loci) and has been around for 2000+ years.

Servitors automate that method for when you wish to remember something, making it instantaneous and without effort on your behalf. A servitor tasked with recalling the first sentence of a book "The Time Traveler was expounding a recondite matter to us." would automatically create the image associations and place it in the memory palace in a place it can recall.

>>99734

If it doesn't matter which one you follow and all the same thing. what's the point of heaven or hell ?

>>99738

Instantaneous to recall sure, but is it instantaneous to store? FYI all practical use of normal memory recall is instantaneous

>>99739

Technically it doesn't but I won't bore you with the details of the endgame of reality.

If your a good person you will be a good spirit. If you are a bad person with guilt (ie morals/values from religion or otherwise) then you will accept great punishment to break away at your naughty ego. If you have no remorse or guilt even at the deepest spiritual level you will basically become a naughty demon.

Humans can do everything jinns can do plus more. When you astral project (or die) you basically enter the world of jinns

>>99740

Instantaneous to store is what the guide implies. The /x/ picture even says "speed-memorize every word you've glanced at". So I would say yes, It implies it is all "stored" instantaneously. Like you said, it sounds like it's worth pursuing.

Now the question is: how?

>>99736

Have you read his other works and Guenon?

Ride the Tiger is the third book in a series as well, Revolt against the Modern World and Man among the Ruins come before it

Evola is one of those authors where you need to read and re-read, not to mention other background info

>>99748

No i have not. I came by this book by random. For all i know, this could contain all secrets of life and wouldn't even notice.

Guys, I know this is dumb, but does anyone here know some tips or breathing exercises to ease stress, nervousness and anxiety in the short run?

I've been under a lot of stress lately because of studies and I'm also talking to a girl, so whenever I speak to her I get a lot more nervous and I'm afraid I might freeze/block myself

I'm going to practice Yoga in a month too, but I need something for the following days.

>>99753

Breathe in for 4 seconds, hold in for 2 seconds, breathe out slowly for 10 seconds, and hold out for 2 seconds. Repeat for two minutes. We do this in freediving to lower our heart rates before dives so we don't end up running out of air too soon, it works wonders. I have an anxiety disorder (like most freedivers for some reason), and I don't get too nervous before things anymore with this ONE SIMPLE TRICK™.

>>99753

YOU FUCKERS THERE IS A SCIENCE OF BREATH BOOK IN THE OCCULT SEED JUST FUCKIN' READ IT

>>99763

SHUT THE FUCK UP FAGGOT

>>99755

This post is all you need. Pretty nice

>>99741

Well shit. I haven't entirely engaged in this phenomena you speak of just since it feels so extra to me personally but if I figure something out I'll let you know

Feel free to spam until someome does figure it lol

>>99770

You mentioned your experience with servitors? How would you program them?

And could you please list a number of uses for them? I mean every where I search it's the usual "anything you want" or just a few broad examples like "typing".

Should I abstain from masturbation ad aeternum?

>>99750

Yes

https://selfdefinition.org/celibacy/quotes/dhananjay-harm-of-masturbation.htm

https://selfdefinition.org/celibacy/quotes/dhananjay-sublimating-vital-energy-prajna.htm

But make sure you sublimate your sexual energy

>>99799

meant to reply to

>>99798

>>99750

I recommend Introduction to Magic, then Revolt against the Modern World before that.

How do I take care of obsessive thoughts and anxiety/depression?

I had something of a collapse beginning a few months ago for no discernible reason. Not as bad as it was but I keep getting this nauseated feeling which tends to throw me back in.

>>99805

>obsessive thoughts

Self-relection shall lead you to find the source, for there is no effect without cause. Once you catch a glimpse of it, you may begin to cut off the mental link which indisposes you or to resolve the issue it stemmed from altogether. That is something you must figure out for yourself.

>anxiety/depression

Grasp the poles of these emotions and vibrate toward the desired extreme. This can be done through a variety of methods, the easiest being developing a mental image of the mental state you want.

Remember that you can kill depression no more than you can kill heat or cold, you must instead seek to transmute it so that it might be useful to you. To 'cure' cowardice one must become courageous; to 'cure' hate one must cultivate love. You will not seek to eliminate these things, but to change them to your liking.

>>99807

I meant to write self-reflection, of course. As a side note, you must remain vigil so that you do not suddenly lose control of your mind. You should take it apart and reconstruct it every now and then, that way you will have much greater awareness of it.

>>99807

Thanks. This is sort of what I've been doing, particularly finding the source and developing a mental image. The problem is the mysterious nausea. A demon seems like a good way to describe it. I feel fine but it appears for seemingly no reason, and sometimes moves around and takes different forms of distress and doubt. I can't pin-point an actual reason for the nausea and i'm not sure how I would transmute that. Maybe I should get more mental will.

>>99795

all mental action contributes to the infinite servitors that make up your ego. I've never really tried making an isolated servitor or thoughtform, although many years ago I tried making sigils/tulpas and wanking off to them with limited to moderate success

For a quick way to register an extreme significance to something so that your mental faculties get on the look out for anything related, or anything that can make it come true in the case of 'wishes'

making your own sigils and charging them can work

>>99816

The video doesn't go into activating and charging sigils though. The key is to completely forget that you ever made the sigil in the first place. it has to be entirely subconscious for maximum efficiency. Our conscious overthinking monkey brains only get in the way. Charging is also a symbolic thing jerking off to a symbol instead of titties usually ingrains the damn thing into your psyche which is really why it works

Just burning the paper usually is enough to 'activate it' into the sphere of the shared human subconscious

Funny thing is proper use means that you never even realize that it worked or not, maybe when you accomplish it.

This is the most basic way to 'cast' sigils though. A more active way is to make a sigil representing a servitor and memorize the sigil and talk to it. If you want to keep it subconscious like I do, I would make new sigils and burn them out of existence simply for communication to the thoughtform. Perhaps I would memorize and burn the sigil, and redraw it slightly different for any reprogramming burning it again.

This shit is chaos magick, if it sounds like it makes sense to you, then it will work for you

Personally I think the best benefit of chaos magick is just literally letting the subconscious do ALL the work for you.

My relationship with reality (and I think this is the healthiest way) is instead of wasting time stuck on problems, simply 'expose' the problem to reality and let it autocorrect and deal with it by itself. In this sense I imprint my plans and desires into my subconscious and let my mind do the magick. I'm just here along for the ride

And if none of it "makes sense" then that means you need to develop your own understanding of the mechanisms of the relationship between consciousness, personal subconscious, collective subconscious, and physical reality

>>99805

Iron pill and Brown pill.

Martial, gymnastics, conditioning and weight (oly) training. Mobility training is a third of it as well.

"Science of Breath" read and practice it.

You'll be fine just doing that. Exercise 1 set of something every 30 minutes or hour, and cluster of sets of something(s) once or twice a day. Mobility every hour, and a cluster once a day.

Don't leave your calm center. Don't get pulled into shit, stay within your intuition.

>>99835

I'll look into all that. Thanks.

>>99858

>well isn't that what all humans desire?

No. Just manchildren

>>99859

>optimizing one's chance in getting something he desires with a simple mind-shit or a changed way of thinking is being a manchild

Greenpill me on telekinesis. Is it real? If it is, why isn't there more evidence for it than teenagers on YouTube moving pieces of paper using their breath? Which guides/exercises would you recommend?

>>99862

I imagine if it is real, anybody who can do it is versed enough in the Mysteries to know not to tell/show the uninitiated.

>>99862

Its real, but you need an extremely strong energy body to be able to do anything useful. Franz Bardon gives good instructions on how to learn it in Initiation Into Hermetics. Further more, have you read any of the recommended books?

>>99860

>implying using magick to skip studying for an exam can be done by mere "mind-shit or a changed way of thinking"

Skipping the journey of learning and self discovery and relying on outside forces to accomplish things is nothing more than black magick, the kind of shortcut that only backfires on you

http://watchcartoonsonline.eu/watch/the-fairly-oddparents-s4-ep25-meanie-genie-minie-mo/

>>99858

go away

go study

and never come back

assclown

>>99884

Do some yoga and meditate with your hands on your knees palm up

your fingers will make the mudras themselves. if you want to learn, observe your fingers

I say yoga because I once did a hardcore yoga move and literally ever since them my body has just been stretching randomly whenever it feels like. The body knows what to do with itself much better than you can know

>>99884

IIH has a section on hand signs in step IV physical

>>99905

I want to use this but make hamboning my magical gestures so that I can do a really tough hambone and my enemies will die.

The lastest episodes of Doctor Who are absolute shit.

But I'm intrigued, because it looks like the writer as been reading Montalk.

>The Mechanics of Free Will

That was too much.

>>99908

Based [redacted], is that you? Have you finished IIH yet?

>>99910

First of all, rule 5.

Second of all, I am the person in question to whom you refer to.

Third, this is my first post in this thread. I don't have any other posts in this thread. I don't know why you think that anon is me.

>>99934

are you still living on a farm with no direction in life? or was that someone else

>>99908

Doctor Who has been garbage since and even before Russel T. Davies left. "Let's kill Hitler" being the lowest point it got.

>>99570

Bumping my first post again. How do I program servitors to use the Method of Loci automatically for me (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Method_of_loci) ? For context, I know how to use it too.

>>99946

Stay the fuck off my board kikes. Now, where's the exit in this shithole?..

>>99949

It's my board now faggot

Was out hiking in the National Park in my area that used to be Native American lands. My friend and I both dropped 300mics of lsd, and I have never experienced so many elementals in my life. 25% chance of rain turned into thunder, hail, blistering heat, intense winds, pouring rain, etc. The earth elementals on the ground were pulling us down each step and it felt like we were walking through fields of cotton. The wind elementals would rush past us almost like greeting us momentarily. The natural spirits came out to observe us for a while. We connected with higher spirits above certain areas that took charge of shaping the beauty of the landscape. That was my favorite part, feeling it move through you as you appreciated its art.

Though during a part of the hike we were walking into some dark woods and I got this foreboding feeing. It felt like everything was being ripped apart from the inside out and I had images in my head of my friend trying to kill me. The cloud of ego death just enveloped me and penetrated my entire being. My friend told me that it's the feeling of the abyss and that's where he sits 24/7.

Im going back sober tomorrow with a mundane friend to the same hiking spot. Anyone have any elemental advice or books I could read? Im ready to learn from the natural teachers of the universe.

How does one go about creating a servitor? Is it done in a similar fashion to making a sigil, and if so aren't you supposed to forget about the sigil after you have charged it? I want my servitor to take in certain information from the area I'm living in and relay that information back to me, and I'm not sure how that is possible if I have to forget about it to make it work.

I've read a few guides online on how to do it, and most of them suggest I give it some sort of shape based off of what I want it to do. Some examples are to make it armoured if it is for protection, or to give it wings if it is supposed to fly, but is that really necessary? I think the appearance of the servitor is more or less useless other than as a way to make your mind connect to it better. Couldn't your servitor be more or less shapeless and still accomplish whatever task you want it to do given you put enough energy and direction into it?

>>99954

>the natural teachers of the universe

>lsd

I hate this board.

>>99961

Oh come on if he thought lsd could let him learn from the natural teachers of the universe he wouldn't be asking for advice or books to read

especially psychedelics can be a learning experience but it's only to learn of the possibilities of what there is

And now that he has experienced the possibilities he wants to pursue this path of learning

>>99955

It seems this board lacks an expert on servitors. I just think of it like chaos magick. mind fuck your subconscious well enough and you'll be manipulating reality in no time. but actually truly understand how the subconscious and consciousness works though. you need to comprehend the order before you apply chaos unto it

>>99961

If you dont have anything constructive to say, fuck off to under whatever rock you crawled out from. :^)

Dont be jelly mundane-san, just go out and meet some wild spirits

>>99962

I found this really nice essay on the subject (and damn humorous too when he starts talking about zippy) and I plan to start work on my servitor tonight.

I'm living in some college dorms right now and everyone is all paranoid about the campus police. I plan to make a servitor that essentially looks at everyone who enters onto the property. If they aren't campus police than it does nothing, but if they are then it turns red and contacts me. It then rechecks every minute until it can no longer find campus police, in which case it contacts me glowing green, and then resets itself.

Is it amazingly useful? No, but for experimenting with servitors I think it is perfect.

Would the Canadian wilderness be a good place to live innawoods and grind magic for 60 years like the Tibetan adepts? Whats the chance of being caught by rangers?

>>99967

Servitors are limited to your perception. For it to have a nonphysical body of it's own it needs much more energy to become an egregore from there it can even turn into a deity

which is incredibly dangerous as it can say fuck you and turn into like so many demons

that being said it can scout your peripheral and access all the senses that are dormant that you don't use to get information you never realized you had

>>99973

go meditate you noob

>>99973

>>99973

Your taste is not my taste. I listen to dubstep n shieet but I could make sick playlists in any genre

I like partying alone with my weed

>>99983

reminds me of this, which btw is currently 'the' meme music since that what google spits out despite being almost 10 years old

>>99973

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnOj1EyMLgg

Watch Moomins. Or Winnie The Pooh. Or a comfy anime. Stuff from your childhood is good, or it can be. Old movies you used to like as a kid or maybe a video game idk. Although it can make you feel worse if you start ruminating on how your life turned out to be shit.

>>100013

You can't, they don't allow converts

You have to be born to Zoroastrianist parents to be one

I've been having a problem recently. I have identified a lot of emotions, thoughts, habits, and actions that are not good for me, and that I really should let go. Part of this is an obsession with dark things. The woods at night, depression, suicide, pain, they all are incredibly interesting to me but I know that they are destroying me. I feel like my personality is being destroyed one part at a time, stripping me away from all things that are not me, but I've hit a point where I am too scared to go any farther. I hold little attachment to material things, but I cannot get rid of my attachment to a lot of my emotions.

I literally fear going "into the light", and I don't know why. I think it might be the unknown that I'm afraid of. I've been "in the dark" for so long that I know identify with it, and to move on would be to destroy everything that I am. I desperately want to but the fear is practically overwhelming.

How can I get myself out of this? How can I move on? I really need some advice with how to deal with this. I am literally going to destroy my life if this doesn't get fixed. Sorry if this was at all unorganized, these feelings are a bit hard to put into words.

>>99967

Update on this, less than 24 hours in and my servitor/egregore decided that it is better than me and that it should steal my energy. I think part of the problem was I didn't charge it with my energy, but I tried to use a 3rd party energy source, which i think gave it too much independence from myself.

Destroying it is also proving a bit difficult lol. I destroyed the sigil and instructions I made for it by cutting it up with a bunch of scissors and putting it in the dump. However that didn't get rid of it.

>>100031

lolololol

>>99962

>mind fuck your subconscious well enough and you'll be manipulating reality in no time

What is the best way to do this?

>>100028

You're scared of having been permanently changed. You're probably a fire type, yang, so yin is interesting.

ANYONE KNOW ANY YANG TECHNIQUES? Learning how to heat the body is taking a while, had a small success yesterday but then cold energy circulated from it and now it's another day another problem.

If I exercise too much, heat too much, anything, it stirs the chi pot and the cold gets mixed in too fast and now I have to heat up slowly again. Need some like, 1 2 shit.

Got extreme yin disease. I'll try just getting all the heat in my I can but something unintuitive or higher level would be great.

>>100042

If you are talking zodiac, then I am not a fire sign I am an earth sign actually. Also, I can heat my body using a technique called dragons breath. Just focus on breathing and absorbing outside energy on the inhale, then pause convert it to yours, and exhale fire that surrounds the part of your body you are trying to heat.

>>100043

Well I'm a water type in the zodiac but my body and personality is Fire in the chinese 5 element theory.

But yeah I got a shit ton of yin energy (sharp, cold, calculating) and not enough yang (blunt, hot, radiant). Depressed fire.

Develop the low dan tien to produce a fire based alchemical elixir. World is yin man it needs more yang.

>>100045

Could you give me a link about the Chinese system? Is it just based around the Chinese zodiac or something else?

>>100010

>>99987

>>99986

>>99983

Appreciate the help

I decided to watch old school Spongebob and Courage the Cowardly Dog. They remind me of the good old days.

>>99980

This did actually help and I feel so stupid because I didn't do it before.

I guess I need to put meditation in my schedule more often.

I have another question though:

Is there something at work in my love life? I mean, the last 3 or so girls I've talked to (with romantic interests) or that have shown interest in me were/are all in relationships. And when I come to think of it, it has been happening a lot in my life, ever since high school.

Now, I don't really know if life is trying to tell me that in order to get a girl I must play the bad guy and cheat, which I find extremely difficult to do, because it must be horrible to be played, or that I must have patience/virtue and stay on the good path until I get "lucky" with someone.

I know I must have read about the recurring incident thing somewhere, but I don't exactly remember were (maybe Montalk). How does everyone treat it here?

>>100046

mega:#fm/Mrp0GbAC

Get it while the session is still up.

Legit medical text on chinese qi gong therapy. 900 pgs. Comprehensive. Full schabang.

>>100038

meditate

but more than just meditaing, meditate throughout your waking life. as in you must exist in the present moment observing all phenomena. namely all of your own actions thoughts and emotions.

to reprogram yourself you have to always question yourself. leave no stone unturned in finding out the motivations and causes of all your actions. have a satisfactory undertanding of yourself

also simply coming to realization after realization will radically transform yourself

have a satisfactory comprehension of the universe. keep learning the truth until you are truly satisfied. After a certain point, the things you do not know will no longer make your curiousity a priority in comparison to the other things that give you motivation

tldr:have a satisfactory undertanding in every way possible

in other words. BREAK THE CONDITIONING. it's these hidden notions and beliefs in your subconscious that leads to dissatisfaction

>>100052

Limitation is redirection is a multiplication of power not a limitation of it.

If you're obsessed with infinity you just fucking dissolve like salt in water.

Yang is needed. There's 5 elements though and Wood is is also Yang so that's at least 2/5 of reality, and you can really go in depth with the Yang that way.

World is full of yin, low yang.

So really you're DELIMITING 'cause motherfucker you gotta shake off the shackles to have any freedom. Can't yield forever. Can't remain under the oppression of Yin forever.

>>100055

Meditation is shit. I'm just learning how to generate body heat and I'm overcoming all conditioning by default. You only ever need to do the one at time shit when you have Yin, a huge fucking backlog of unconscious shit that only exists with all this cold energy. Focus on Yang and it just BY DEFAULT transforms the past into the present.

I've just been trying this for a few days, 4 I guess, I've tried before but not for more than two days at once, and i had a breakthrough with body heat last night. Strong heat at the front of my low navel.

Before that it feels like burning in my guts, I got a dry throat, mind is going fuckin' coocoo and it's all weird. I'm getting cold flashes, random bruises, and random bleeding popping out of needle point size wounds. The cold is going into circulation because of the heat and it's nuts.

Now I'm heating up, and knowing it's working. The cold is disappearing. The feeling of all these thoughts and stored shit is gone. No backlogs now. Random emotions still but they're being burned through. My soft side is groaning and then disappearing and I'm going, "YEAH BITCH CAN"T TAKE THE HEAT GET OUTTA THE KITCHEN"

So yeah I spent most my life following that "meditation all the time" bull shit… it's trash. Fucking trash. Pure trash. Burn the trash. Set that shit on fucking fire.

>>100056

you have no idea what you're talking about.

first of all stop blogposting

second of all you can't read my mind, don't even try.

you must be projecting how you yourself are oppressed by an imbalance of energy

if one is truly balanced, they exist on the threshold. this is literally all I said and you went on and on about your stupid shit accusing me and misrepresenting what I said. I am sick and tired of people misrepresenting what I say. especially you if you are who I think you are shitting up this board with your pseudoscience and complete misunderstandings of all that you teach

>>100038

so actually I meant to say unfuck yourself.

actually I'm lying. when I said mind fuck your self I was in a different state of mind in awareness of the ways one can mindfuck themselves. not only did I forget, but I don't have much interest right now to know of it. it doesn't resonate with me to say the least

frankly chaos magick is incredibly dangerous. in my grounded state ATM, I don't want to pursue it and don't want to tell anyone about it. However, instead of telling you WHAT it is, I can refer you to a thread exploring the WHY and HOW. This background info should give you the understanding to accomplish whatever you intend to do

>>98749

>>100057

I'm not reading your mind I'm basing it off "don't limit yourself to one element" and the general atmosphere of "infinity man" of esoteric sites and fringe.

sharing results of a practice =/= blog posting

and I already said I have too much cold energy; if I have cold flashes trying to heat myself up then I have too much cold.

You are quite angsty. Not everything is directed at you personally. Snappy.

mega:#fm/Mrp0GbAC

Link to the Chinese Medical Qi Gong textbook again. Hurry up before it's gone. temp session.

>>100057

To add, I don't make my own servitors consciously. wait what the hell I already explained all this

consciously doing chaos magick is not something I want to pursue, but it's like long ago I inadvertently made an egregore to make further serivtors for me inside myself. I don't do shit I just taught my ego to do everything without bothering me about it.

here's my post where I explained chaos magick

>>99817

the important part is this

>My relationship with reality (and I think this is the healthiest way) is instead of wasting time stuck on problems, simply 'expose' the problem to reality and let it autocorrect and deal with it by itself. In this sense I imprint my plans and desires into my subconscious and let my mind do the magick. I'm just here along for the ride

>>100058

if it's not directed at me then don't fucking reply to me, saying "if you're obsessed" and "you're DELIMITING 'cause motherfucker you gotta shake off the shackles to have any freedom"

of course you are projecting, but now you are straight up lying that it wasn't directed at me.

I think you are just realizing your mistakes and trying to backtrack what you say without admitting that you made a mistake (infact you are so narcissistic you can't even admit these mistakes to yourself. but hey this is conjecture, I can't read your mind either)

but honestly I don't give a fuck. like you (failed to) say, this is less about you (you are hopeless as fuck) and more about others who can could get misinformed otherwise. they can make their own opinions about what is going on, I'm just going to share my responses that I feel are appropriate

>>100059

Whatever sure it's directed at you and you alone.

>>100060

no it's directed at yourself. Most of the shit you say is really a desperate plea for help from your subconscious, trying to show you the way

that's what the word projecting means, fyi

>>100028

none of that sounds like it would be inherently bad for you. just lower the priority to fuck around innawoods at night. demon slaying can be fun too but doesn't help anyone

there is no 'bad or good' it all depends on context. reduce the priority of 'bad' things but don't discard it. keep it around for when the context allows a situation/opportunity for the 'bad things' to actually be good.

don't destroy yourself, restructure yourself. break your self down completely and build yourself back up. But don't discard any pieces, that would be wasteful

you remind me of riku in kingdom hearts. once you give into the darkness you cannot let it go. you must accept who you are. no shame in it, power is power.

>Mickey: Your darkness belongs to you. Just the same way your light does. Up till now, I thought darkness was something that should never exist. Then I spent time with you and changed my mind. The road you chose—I didn't know. Light and dark, back to back. With you, I think they might meet in a way nobody's seen before. Wonder where that road leads. I'd like to see myself…

>Riku: What are you making me choose now?

>DiZ: Between the road to light—and the road to darkness.

>Riku: Neither suits me. I'm taking the middle road.

>DiZ: Do you mean the twilight road to nightfall?

>Riku: No. It's the road to dawn.

oh man I love this game so much

>>100061

Alright it's directed at myself.

>>100055

>>100056

I was thinking more along the lines of seeing some shit that forces your subconscious to accept something as fact

>>100048

maybe you aren't supposed to get a girl yet (as that would require changing who you are?). there are many stories of those who had a great destiny in their lives, but then they fell in love or something

Like my brother, fully planned on going to med school but he secretly eloped before even finishing his useless bachelors; got married to run off and 'live his life' and now he's working in marketing living on rent paycheck to paycheck trying to raise two kids

Or like The Great Gatsby himself

>But he never accepted them as his parents at all. In his own imagination, he was a son of God…destined for…future glory. Chasing this destiny,

…15 years later

>He knew..his mind would never again

>be free to romp like…the mind of God.

>That falling in love…would change his destiny…forever.

>>100066

sounds dangerous. me no likey. maybe I'll look into it later

>>100048

>I must have patience/virtue and stay on the good path until I get "lucky" with someone.

so yea I would say it's this basically if u want a tldr

>>100066

although I will add that's what smoking salvia did to me. some fucked up shit mayn

>>100068

The thing is that i've already had serious/dangerous stuff happen to me but in a way it just doesn't feel like it's enough.

I've had doors completely open and slam shut with nobody there (it was a demon and did other shit), visits in my "dreams" except it was not my dream, source(no idea)/spirit guides talk to me, mad synchronicity, law of attraction working great, a lot of other stuff. I don't want trauma (as I'm actually probably subconciously traumatized by some spoopy stuff) but i just want a bigger push in a way.

>>100070

I will mention that I don't do any drugs

>>100071

I don't know but trying to heat my body up is causing a lot of emotion and fears and memories to come up. It can be stopped any time as well so you might want to try it out.

>>100071

wait you want MORE of this stuff? ground yourself that's so overwhelming at least it would be to me

slowly more and more I'm able to not be overwhelmed dealing with extreme stuff

but dude you could break open the earth with this

but if you are ready… to pilot this flow of infinity… I don't know what to say

maybe you should do drugs if you want more extreme shit

I did salvia specifically with 'i want to get fucked' in mind and I did and ever since 2011 i've been overwhelmed. i did shrooms last year and nothing happened but me scared of accepting I was god and worried i'd accidentally break reality so I specifically chose to remain mundane. technically i didn't even hallucinate though. but salvia was fucked. i don't care about dying but I want reality to keep going. delusional as it may be it's these thoughts that I get in attempts to stay logical while on drugs. do not attempt to be logical on hallucinogens/psychedelics/enthogens/deliriants. it will fuck you up.

anyone smarter than me with insight to give consider this problem. instead of going bottom to top, my chakras are more active at the top going less active the lower you go. it's pretty fucked and makes me hypersensitive. oddly enough paradoxically it's like I can feel reality too much and am way too 'close' to these perceptions. much of my self development was learning to dissociate from the moment and let my ego take over.. all the spiritual fringe books I read is like DUUUHH no shit. it only serves as verifying what I already know. I would call myself an empath but it's way more than just that

>>100069

>>100067

I guess you are right, if I fall in love too easily at the moment, I don't deserve to have a girl, or maybe I shouldn't try to make it out as big as a deal as I think it is. This sort of stuff happens always and it's not going to be the last time I get hurt. Feeling sad/pain helps people understand themselves. I need to have thicker skin about this stuff and keep a positive mindset hoping things sort themselves out.

I'm just going to be straight up honest with this girl too and clean my conscience, I think that would help me to grow a bit, because I just bottle everything hoping it goes away.

Guess I'm extremely immature about it, because I get in just a few intimate relations with females, and most just want to have fun, while I'm hoping to find an idealized girl.

Why when I dream it's mostly in third person and I can see my self. Shouldn't it be from you know my point of view?

>>100075

>I'm hoping to find an idealized girl.

find one that makes you laugh. Make sure to count the little moments

>>100064

This is very helpful

>>100079

once again you have misunderstood and horrifically misrepresented what I say

do you know what chakras are dude? you completely ignore that part of my post

why is it that you ignore what is said and instead jump to all the implications that you perceive.

I fucking hate communicating with implications forcing others to assume, because assumptions are not logical to say the least.

I say what I mean so do not ignore it

you give advice, but your advice is completely useless as you failed to connect your advice to how exactly this will reduce my sensitivity or fix my chakras or any connection to anything that I made in my post

I literally never even said that I thought I was god. what happened to you is the complete opposite of what happened to me. I wanted some insight, not incoherent advice about exercising and vitamins and shit. this is a lifelong issue, changes in diet has zero effect on this.

What I posted, it was because I tangentially could relate to that extreme anon. I doubt anyone can understand what I say but I would be willing to extrapolate anything I mean to those who are curious. but instead you ramble and ramble and ramble assuming everyone will relate to what you're saying

I say what I mean so do not ignore it. this is what I had said.

I specifically said that my problem is hypersensitivity and being overwhelmed, and how my chakras are seemingly active in the compete opposite order of what is 'supposed' to happen

instead you talk about yin and yang but never explain what the hell that has to do with anything. I would ask you what you mean, but you will only give me things to read. I don't see the benefit, and when you fail to explain yourself it only shows that you have no idea what you're talking about. especially

fuck I'm not gonna waste my time explaining anything to you anymore. I got a big post typed up but fuck you I know you aren't going to comprehend it and then reply with more ramblings. I guess I will have to include this paragraph though

yin yang is an analogy to understand the unity of duality. I'm not gonna bother to research your silly notions of yang/yin being in static places specific to a gender just in an attempt to comprehend your ramblings. this is ridiculous. chakras are meaningless in terms of understanding where they are in the physical body. it's just correlations to understand the nonphysical phenomena. chakras are something I have explained time and time again and it seems to be standard knowledge around here except for you. it's even in western psychology in the form of maslowe's hearchy of needs.

>>100078

It was for me also. I was quite young and only played chain of memories on the GBA and never got around to playing the remake

my jaw just absolutely dropped when I saw that video. I think I've seen it 3 or 4 times now since finding it in making my response for you. I thought it was always implied but never saw it explicitly explained like in that scene. my greentext is what I remembered from the ending of the game but wow, riku is even more bad ass than I had ever thought

>>100080

What he is saying is that your energy is too passive, and to build a dominance over things and you will not be bothered by them.

What do y'all think consciousness actually is?

How does it get into a human?

Personally, I'm a theory of the concept that consciousness comes from some form of energy that lies within a higher dimension. I also like the thought that there are parts of the brain that 'resonate' with certain waves of consciousness which essentially means the mind is a radio antenna for consciousness.

>>100080

You said you were scared of accepting that you were god and breaking reality, I connected it to it being a fear of breaking reality in a relative way, insofar as it affects other people's minds and perceptions and "black magic" fucks them over. By this I mean your fear is not for all reality, that the fear comes from your sub-conscious making the ocnnection that you have power over others but it isn't infinite.

The lower chakras relates to physical reality, rather than mental reality. Red, Orange, Yellow; Physical, Emotional, Ego. Ego is said to integrate psychic, emotional and intuitive energies. The low navel is the center of gravity/mass when standing upright, has the second largest cluster of neurons (a second brain), and is a very important center in the East, being the largest center of Chi or Lifeforce, the alchemical center or at least holding center for alchemical liquids, and is the center of Jing. Jing is the grossest/crudest energy, being physical energy; below Chi and Shen, the Lifeforce and Mental/Spirit force. We inherit Jing from our parents and then take it in through food mostly.

Since this is the center of crude, physical energy, you may have figured out that it's least sensitive. Horse stance and other exercises are meant to unlock the inner Dan Tien and release a level of lifeforce from this center, vitalizing the body. It is necessary to "Root", as is the name of the first chakra, in order to draw Earth energy up into this center and nourish the body. When you do unlock this center, either in exercise or energy cultivation, there will be a great vitalizing heat that fills your body and strengthens you. If you wish to ground yourself then I recommend physical means to it. A lack of proper nutrition, vitamins, minerals, activity, leads to physical imbalances and you can't progress.

When there is a Root, energy can be literally grounded through the legs or by being transformed in the alchemical center the low Dan Tien, or merely by having a robust energy system from exercise and/or energy cultivation. There is a reason that the kundalini rises from the "Root", the base of the spine. The Root isn't the low Dan Tien but their formation are closely linked in time and practice.

Besides having enough grounding to deal with more energy, relieving energy blocks by clearing the meridians or energy channels prevents energy from hitting these blocks like electricity hitting a resistor and consequently 'pop'ing and short circuiting the body. The more energy that runs through the system, the stronger it is and more it can handle later on. The normal means to handling this is by physical training and cultivating the low dan tien in a basic "heating" method. By normal I mean basic, tried and true means. If you have a weak body, the energy system is weak more likely than not. Even if strong, if you need a lot of warm up to access that strength then you have energy blocks. Blocks can form anywhere, and thus intense activities overall help, but physical means are strongest and lead to more growth. Mental or emotional activities aren't as effective as physical ones.

Workout fullbody, light, throughout the day until your circulation improves enough (blood and energy both) add the tissues are prepared enough that you can go for more intense sessions. Have enough food around and eat plenty. Keep yourself slightly over heated. Practice heat generation in the low dan tien after exercising, but not at night or where it's cold.

>>100084

no man I mean like when I did salvia like a bunch of insane trippy shit happened and one was a line came down and everything ripped apart like the universe disappeared into blackness. that's what I mean about breaking reality in the most literal sense of the word. there is no experience more extreme than this actually another thing that happened was also extreme but not visually

hey this is great, makes sense I guess though I think your over simplifying the chakra part and I don't think there is anything like a brain in the intestines, maybe in the heart though in terms of electromagnetic fields

but yeah I'm not sure if there is a 'short circuit' happening; it's like I have way too much energy. Like I'm feeling too much, like an empath but hypersensitive in many ways. I'm pretty fit I was working in a warehouse 60 hours a few months ago, but like I said I have always been like this. It's not that my lower chakras are unbalanced, it's that my higher chakras are over active incrementally decreasing in literally like an upside down pyramid

>>100079

i'm just able to comprehend your post now, my point is that you're giving advice on my problem from when I was on drugs. the obvious solution is don't do drugs lmfao….

fyi pretty much everyone has that telepathic experience on acid. heard very similar things else where. I've literally thought the same but managed to simply say 'i think we are having the exact same conversation' to my sober friends. there's no reason to think about god though. it just means godly social skills or something but what your saying could be true too it's something that needs to be tested with a theory and I got a real good one that I won't share haha though it's nothing to do with emotions so idk what you did what I figure I wouldn't consider black magick but I only did acid once or w.e it was

but yo 7 of us did shrooms and it was pretty fuck lol no one could use ps4 any more we barely did any but after being stuck doing nothing for a while i was like fuck this and took an uber home and proceeded trip the fuck trying to clam down (weed seems to make shrooms trip less trippy). trying to go to sleep because what the fuck will happen in that crazy state of mind while going unconscious

>>100082

I don't think so man

just smoking weed is too much for me I don't get how people smoke so much weed all day. obviously most of them have the chakra imbalance so they probably don't feel shit

But yea I get what he is saying now, well idk about build dominance to not be bothered where that came from. interesting but don't think that applies to me but that sounds like a universal thing, that I would do only for the environment, and over myself as in the ego to a partial degree.

>>100086

Microwave weapons tested by military could be dissipated in victims of it by heat, but otherwise would stay in and damage the body, interrupting normal signaling.

And connecting that to what I've read about Yang energy, heat energy in Eastern texts, learning how to heat the body + yang activities like exercise force the energy to circulate throughout the entire body rather than localize in any one place and cause damage, diluting the batch as well as modulating the intensity of it.

As well, if you have one part of the system that's over-active, you COULD take it as an opportunity (curse for some, gift for another) to bring up every other center up to speed as soon as possible to utilize the power of it.

Hitting the root would be logical. Horse Stance man. Physical energy. Can't be normal physically because your higher centers aren't normal… and horse stance is said to be a direct method to forming the root.

Kind of weird, but physical training really is necessary in every scenario of unlocking greater power. I cultivated pure virtue (as torturous as it was) after opening a sort of floodgate of empathy, self-debasing as it sometimes felt to sacrifice my pride and security for others. I'm sure it's similar. Mine differs in that I forced too much energy into a minor psychic organ in the brain (which I've read is common enough and difficult to remedy) and based much of what was going on on that. It was off-base however… a lot of psychic perception that, since it was a minor organ, was not too discerning or relevant to the bigger picture.

Months later only physical training seems to work, after all my experimentation, and now I've found heating myself up works too… like it seems to really work. Vitamins and herbal remedies (teas, supplements) seem to have an understated contribution however, being an easy passive remedy.

>>100058

Excuse me, how do you open that mega link?

so my point is because of my experience on salvia I completely tripped the fuck out on shrooms thinking what could happen if I fell asleep, also other things happened that felt like magic but was probably more likely my very short term memory failing but who knows

my point originally was in that post, I don't get why you would WANT extreme stuff. I mean that would be overwhelming for anyone trust me

but I mentioned my actual problems because I think they are related in the sense that if I am already overwhelmed like I was always like this, then it's probably why the most insane shit happened on salvia. or on shrooms I mean. I actually have no idea salvia is always crazy, should read the erowid reports. I would just need more practice for shrooms I'm sure.

so I don't think it's even actually related I was just reminded about this that hey I actually have a problem and was able to articulate it already

>>100083

well I personally define consciousness as it's most essentials, the ability to perceive and the ability to make decisions. Everything else is input, ie perception, and decisions are the output. now what part of your subconscious/ego/self 'dies' and what part stays between lives is something that's yet to be determined. what does stay between lives, would be nonphysical and that's certainly in the higher dimensions. as an aside I wonder what 2D consciousness is well I got theories and they certainly have no potential to even reincarnate as that is at least a 4D thing but there is residual energy that can grow within physicality

it very well might be an entirely 'subjective' thing as in if you believe that you will cease to exist then that is what will happen but people with deep guilt will certainly have hidden beliefs I mean that's just psychology

I can go on and on with my theories on thiswhat I'm saying is each of those things earlier I could write a damn essay on; haven't even started on the other thing, I'm not gonna dive into your 'consciousness receiver' idea yet lol

>>100077

dude that means you don't identify with yourself fully, you are already having the experience of 'observing yourself' (happens from meditation and other things) what you want now is having dreams of being stuff in video games yeeaaah those are the best

also I mean like you should be like trying to have lucid dreams otherwise you can only hope for what happens in your dreams… actually I never properly tried meditating before sleeping that would probably work as a direct action, making your own mantras or affirmations doesn't really work more than a coupe times, to repeat is a very inconsistent method

but actually my point is when you realize the lack of

>>100089

>>100077

but actually my point is when you realize the subjective nature of identity you can choose to identify with anything, and identifying solely with your physical body usually leads to spiritually unhealthy behavior. And will lead to docility unless you decide to be impossibly selfish like LHP or just a slave or confused in life. video is actually very related to what I'm saying. but not at all to what you were saying lol but actually of course it can help everyone

>>100079

>Anyone have knowledge of demons and daemons and what hurts them the most? What energy hurts them the worst? Yang is working but wondering if ya guys are wise on somethin' great.

idk what kind of demons that get affected physically but you need to use the same weapon as they do. it's entirely mental so you are right regarding the 'veil of intimidation' but I would not call it any veil as intimidation and fear is literally the substance of this phenomena since for them fear is an energy they feed on. and they literally are absolutely useless compared to human as all their power entirely comes from intimidation which tricks you into giving them attention and energy (this is no matter what the environment/situation/context is)

but in the same way when you intimidate them that's not energy they can feed on LOL. Without directly perceiving them and interacting in the astral I don't see how else you can hurt them from physicality outside of intimidation. They can't hurt you either though (or ever for that matter), however they can induce hallucinations on you if they want and are capable of; can happen if you are even a tiny bit mentally unstable.

consider going down the servitor route if it's a real problem and you got nothing else you can do (assuming you actually want to do some serious harm to them. intimidation is usually enough as a method of defense, even when you are entirely blind to them)

>>100087

idk what you mean exactly but I think I have mastered the art of being invisible (complete dissipation) actually I swear I used to be autistic growing up, but that was just on the outside I would completely block myself from most of what I would do since I didn't want to sound crazy and couldn't get over that until I started smoking weed but I'm sure that's just because I never did anything socially since my mom never let me outside growing up so weed was like the first actual social activity rofl

anyways, I think what I should say is that it's just overall an abundance of energy throughout my body. I quite like this actually even if sometimes I get angry a lot usually it's fun; I was just wondering if anyone had any theories of how come I have this abundance of energy. btw when I was younger I would punch hole in the wall when I got angry. Had to develop some self control at least so that I would stop breaking stuff…

>>100087

btw I'm sure there's a million ways to fix mental problems though (self) therapy of discussing the nature of emotions and such, but it seems you at some level would rather go the physical route. might be due to your beliefs. fyi psychologists believe mind over matter and give therapy, psychiatrists believe matter over mind and give psychoactive meds, actually matter over mind is the thought of doctors/homeopaths/massagers/(actually pretty much everyone else other than therapists)

>>100092

I don't know about WHY but you should channel that into a goal/purpose.

You probably have a lot of liver/gallbladder energy, since it governs anger, and that tends to clog things. Drink coffee, two cups a day. Coffee dregs up liver energy so it can circulate rather than be congested. It's Yang, but clogs rather than make you go fucking crazy with anger. Science of Breath in the Occult Seed folder in the library will help you, the lungs and large intestine are the controlling organs of the liver and gallbladder, and will prune some of the energy in order to properly channel it (Wood or Tree pruned by Metal or Saw).

Personally I want to become a Traditional Chinese Medicine Doctor to learn in and out the energy systems of the body and the energetic as well as herbal methods of healing with the far eastern perspective, and as well a Martial Artist, as I believe they compliment each other and would allow me to realize my full potential in this world.

Will probably take 12 years to achieve. I'll have to learn Chinese too.

One provides skill and knowledge and a method to self-healing, and the other provides plenty of wounds and fatigue and chi fluctuations to train my medicinal skills on. I could be not only a normal doctor but a warrior's doctor, for martial artists, and develop the martial arts/fighting through the recovery techniques. I would have the know-how to attack weak points in the body and use energy based attacks as well, with mastery.

The super powers and immortality would be feasible after 12+ years, and I would have enough time to gather and research varying texts… perhaps going on trips around the world by offering medical services internationally, or just making enough money locally (wherever that will be) to eventually have a large library of books for the purpose of achieving greater power and eternal life. I hear alchemy is promising in respect to achieving eternal life. I'll be able to bring my apothecary knowledge into it and expand both systems after entering into the field of Alchemy, and publish books on it.

Comprehensive martial arts/healing manuals would also be part of my career.

COMPREHENSIVE CHINESE MEDICAL QI GONG THERAPY TEXT:

https://mega.nz/#!NXxzWTzY!FUH1M6oGw6-iUdA0i7Hk0WitOnvc25Vje8ysGj8ySxQ

>>100088

I made an account so it's permanent now.

>>100093

I believe physical methods in the context of long-term comprehensive mastery is superior for the virtuous man, and cultivation of virtue and philosophical insight/perspective/depth to be the superior method for those lacking it.

Physical, martial and energetic mastery are to be trained in parallel I believe, after one has contemplated virtue and philosophy to a satisfactory zenith. The physical/martial/energetic then subsequently shatter much of this culmination of mind/spirit while reaffirming, strengthening, solidifying what is essentially true within the mix of it.

That's my perspective.

>>100094

If I relate however from personal experience, Metal has never helped me, being yin and cool, despite my readings of the 'cause of energy congestion via liver energy (which I identified with having) and the proposed solution being more Metal.

Heating up the body has served me better in allowing me access to and creative power over my energies, mind and body.

Masculine energy people seem to experience heightened "sensitivity training" at some point in their life yet I have no idea what initiates it

>>100094

are you crazy I am not fucking drinking coffee. caffeine is one hell of a fucking drug

even tea can be fucked. if anything i'll drink matcha or at least green tea. and with a goddamned water filter. i sure hope no one is using tap water. i got zerowater filter that's 0 PPM 0 nonwater Particles Per Million particles of water.. brita filter is 30 and cold tapwater is 150 and hot tap water is 280. it's fucked

btw at this point in my life I have 100% control of my anger. I simply let my anger out in the most productive way possible as keeping it in is bad, and getting a punching bag for anger is just conditioning you to punch more. I ain't no pussy, if I'm angry that means something in reality made me angry so you bet your ass I'm dealing with it head on! yeah that's probably great for my lower chakras too

but I could hold it in if I wanted, then I would do that physical shit to relieve the mental build up creating physical free radicals or rather 'wild radicals' in every sense of the word

those two are good things to strive for, but no need to stop there. I go for everything. family comes first though. but dude just read all that there is to read and compile it and make your system for herbal that would take like 3 weeks full time lol. martial artistry can take years though. that's an art. and actually growing herbs is also probably an art.

..putting research into practice towards super powered immortality would probably take 15-20 years though. Just finding knowledge should never take too long though, the only thing that gets in the way is disinformation I should say or rather false implications which is why compiling your own information for logical consistency is required

If you're ever going to read any Montalk it should be at least this page

http://montalk.net/about/87/truth-analysis

you might need to travel just to find the more obscure/secret info on super powered immortality. Should start a foundation for people all over the world to collaborate once you've established yourself as a leading master

>>100097

what… you ate metal?

>>100095

that is an odd belief. first time I hear of something like that. the way I see it, for as long as there is corruption in the world, that means I am not virtuous enough. Until global christ consciousness is achieved one cannot be entirely virtuous.

anyways if you are able to open all your chakras you get infinite energy. to fully open throat and third eye chakra, you at the very least need to fully accept the truth and become aware of the necessary illusion of existence.

physical fitness is required for the lower chakras. if you aren't physically fit you won't get the blood flow to the brain lol! pretty simple. my biology teacher said that best thing to do for exam is to have a jog in the morning as then you've vastly increased the soft limits and capacities of blood flow for the entire day. that's why yoga is important. the body know's what's best though. just like play some music and dance every so often lol.

energetic is how the chi experts can burn paper with their hands I assume. there is at least physical, energetic astral, mental, and flexibility. I would put martial and yoga together, both of them somehow as subcategories of flexibility, like tai chi?

anyways they have no order and are just distinct skills (like skills for the muscles for physical or something). though level 5 of one person is different for level 5 for another, but level 99 would be just about same for everyone xD

but as I was saying, philosophy is for mental, and virtue would be a subcategory of that.

>>99969

I don't think those guys can do much magick. INNAWOODS is just a stupid meme that is never a good idea unless preparing for apocalypse

>>100031

fyi I warned ya lmfao

>>99970

very interesting though. if you want your servitor to have a mind of it's own, well that's just a tulpa imaginary friend, but for it to be an egregore and interact with the universe

what you say means that it needs energy outside of you from the universe. makes a lot of sense

I might look into the 'essay' you mentioned I think I found it

>>99907

that's so stupid it just might fucking work. not even joking

>>99864

considering stuff like randi challenge, I think it's a combination of being paranoid of getting hunted by the government, or actual devices/entities/spells/etc that negate all energetic interactions; probably with white noise wouldn't be hard.

>>99862

psipog used to be a great website but owner shut it down. here is a working mirror I just found

http://ididitforthe.lol/psi/psipog.net/articles.html

>>99570

>Eidetic Memory Guide 1st pic

Could someone please explain this guide for me? I understand the use of the memory palace and the Gnosis trance/meditation/self-hypnosis. But the author has 1 tulpa to memorize recipes, another for DIY videos, and another for all these facts and other info.

Is it even possible to use a memory palace and have a Tulpa store and organize info for you like in this guide?

Why are you fat and unhealthy?

>>100117

anon don't be so mean to yourself

>>99570

>>99662

>>99936

>>100105

My question is this : How does a Tulpa recall memories for you? does it use the method of loci if you taught it? or can Tulpae really know stuff you don't know

How does a Tulpa recall perfect memories for you?

Are there any notable occultists who didn't have someone to teach them? That is to say, they learned everything about the occult themselves somehow?

>>100089

>dude that means you don't identify with yourself fully

interesting I guess I'm more high strung than I cared to admit. Problem being I barely sleep and dreams aren't that often. I looked into The Lazy Man’s Guide to Relaxation by Israel Regardie but are there tips besides meditation to help sleep better?

>>100092

>you can choose to identify with anything

but isnt that a good way to become unstable? (trannies,bronies,etc) I can understand why identifying with spiritual paths can help, but even then it seems once you reach a certain point that you will have to agree to disagree. Fringe looks like a good example.

>>100126

All occultists have "teachers", but they might not exactly be human teachers. For instance, you have a teacher, /Fringe/, and all the stuff that randomly pops in your head.

And to answer your question, I think Hermes figured it out on his own, though he was pretty advanced anyway.

>>100126

idk about having "learned everything" but all of them had to have intuition to make connections resulting in their novel analogies

>>100127

Did you watch video? this is why you are supposed to identify with something more than yourself that still includes you, like family, community, country, humanity, eatth, the universe, god, etc. ok not sure about the last on. but yea you need to have direction to be grounded and the video goes into that

>>100121

could be similar to entering the trance state and perceiving the subtle energies, while calling for your tulpa. kind of like how that thread talks about fake memories during meditation

>>100148

>>100127

>I can understand why identifying with spiritual paths can help, but even then it seems once you reach a certain point that you will have to agree to disagree. Fringe looks like a good example.

I truly wonder what you mean by this

>>100127

Hey dude… I just had the most crystal clear fucking dreams of my life last night, and waking up I'm getting mind impressions of ultra crystal clear quality of my imagination. In other words my third eye is woke as fuck.

You have to woke your low dan tien. This is all happening first of all after ramping up my self-awareness and association with my own mind 100%, making every slight change like a bowling ball drop when especially it's inappropriate. This is after drugs, spiritual awakening, hypersensitivity/empath stuff, and I having already very acute empathic and imaginitivee qualities.

After that, the catalyst for this alchemical soup was activating the low dan tien by attempting to heat the area behind and a bit lower than the belly button. The bladder holds the alchemical elixir, go ahead and read the "EightExtroardinaryMerideans" in the Daily Cultivation Thread near the bottom.

Just attempting to heat the area will work. It's an emotional center so expect many strong emotions to surface, but continue on through it.

Your emotional life will also become amazing, unlocking all those feelings you never knew you could have, filling your soul with life and love and joy and awe and wonder… the world opens up to you and you to it. Alchemical or something.

After all my trials and tribulations I think my psychic, subtle perceptions are all opening up. It's all in the energy channels and centers. Unlock your Low Dan Tien and amazing shit shall commenceth.

>>100127

If you want to sleep more actually don't sleep at all for one day and wait for the next night. should reset your circadian rhythm

practicing sleep deprivation is also a good way to hone your wizard skills

>>100152

I guess the point was that I had the best dreams of my life and this would definitely help that.

Besides that I feel more rested and like I have more relaxed energy than before. I can decide to not feel tired or be tired, or have lots of energy.

Low dan tien so good

>>100156

Nice. Keep tapping into that abundance but, as I'm sure you already know, don't forget to cultivate the energy itself towards something greater.

One must not be wasteful with the holy gifts they have managed to open themselves up.

A saying in my culture points out that gratitude and patience is all one ever needs

>>100162

Not me. Sounds like bullshit disinfo

>>100074

It's more so to keep in mind what reality is and not fall back into a mundane mindset

2 questions:

Anyone got books/resources about love?

I wanna have a spiritually healthy love relationship with myself and others, since I've noticed through reading my Astrology chart and obviously knowing myself that I'm always too harsh and have an inferiority complex.

Also, that would help people around me so I could treat them better and hopefully make the world a better place, sadly I get too confused and distrustful with people so I need to work on that too.

This is more important than the 2nd question at the moment btw.

The second question is: I know people talked about their bad/good parts, their dualities and all the stuff, but I feel like my "evil" or demons (as in, damage others verbally/psychologically) part is extremely proficient and talented. I have too keep fighting this, but honestly, I'm super good at offending people and poking continously at their psyche trying to break them. I can make a person feel bad about themselves, by planting little stuff mischeviously or making them lose confidence in themselves, sometimes unintentionally. In High School I was like this, but at college I noticed I needed to fix my life, so I'm dealing with my sins and trying to be "good" (as in, what gives the best outcome for everyone, sometimes throwing myself under the bus)

It's all so horrible because it's not like I do it purposefully, but rather as something that is second nature to me. In fact, a friend of me tells me from time to time something like:

>I respect you man, because I know you can be the most evil person around, however I also know that you hold back and try to always be good and do the right thing. (It's not the exact words, I had to translate)

It's weird, because everything I read says: do what you like and are good at, well, matter of fact is that I sometimes like doing the wrong things and fucking with people, but I want to keep friends, family and romantic interests in my life, but if I fell down the abyss I would just be the biggest asshole 24/7 and cause everyone to hate themselves/me.

I feel like fighting myself for so long might take it's toll on me in the long run. But I keep putting a facade in order to get by, second guess the words I will say and keep a positive attitude. I just wanna hear your advice about it.

>>100168

That's exactly what salvia did to me. Proof. It was more than I'd need for a lifetime.

>>100152

>This is after drugs

stopped reading

>>100150

never mind

>>100153

Worth a try thanks

>>99907

i agree with the other guy and lol

>>100171

>stopped reading

have you ever had coffee or alcohol or tobacco? then you've had drugs. get over it; they're a useful tool at times.

>>100152

sounds like your higher centers were already developed and you needed to unblock the lower one keeping them from lighting up with kundalini energy. cool.

>>100171

Yeah dude I have a friend who's completely off his rocker doing n boms or god knows what.

I think this guy is being mostly legit but one post took me so long to get until I realized

>i'm just able to comprehend your post now, my point is that you're giving advice on my problem from when I was on drugs. the obvious solution is don't do drugs lmfao….

that really was funny. vid related explain best use of drugs though, just one puff of a joint every few weeks and it's GO TIME. I personally smoke under half a gram a day or so

>>100173

bruh coffee is a fucked up drug and so is alcohol. cigarettes are just cancer, but there could be some use in limited smoking of natural tobacco and I wouldn't call that a drug. Unless you mean drugs like aspirin, in which case herbal remedies are also drugs.

I recommended matcha or green tea, that's so limited in caffeine and comes in ratios with other natural chemicals that it's not really a drug.

Mind altering substances

Altered states of consciousness

Even these are part of the mysteries of life that if one chooses to can try figuring them out. I wouldn't exactly prioritize this endeavor though

>>100162

that place is disturbingly pathetic

>>100171

Drugs were a short phase of my life. Now it's just coffee, occasionally alcohol.

>>100174

Tea is good yeah. Coffee I'm sure has shit besides caffeine but it's just a black liquid like any other liquid, weak in its affects (relative to other shit) and great as medicine if you have the right disease/imbalance.

>>100184

coffee has antioxidants, good to jump start your body perhaps before or after a cleanse

But that get's me aggressive without even realizing it. Usually I'm aware because I would know the source of my emotions

>>100193

that shit is probably a red herring so that smart people completely waste their time and continue to be useless

Last night I had a strange dream.

Or two.. I was dreaming about trying to fall asleep but every time I did I had a nightmare and "woke" myself up, all in the dream. After doing this a few times and explaining in the dream my problem to someone I tried one last time to fall asleep.

Shortly after falling asleep in my dream I dreamt, only this time I realized that I was dreaming, so I figured I'd take control.

Tried to alter the environment (an office) to no avail.

Now my brain didn't like this or that was how I interpreted it, so it manifested strangely cliché nightmare elements..

After fighting to pull a man in a hockeymask towards me with my thought (he moved away if I only walked) I got his mask of somehow, which prompted him to stab me.

Thus waking me up for real.

Did I lucid dream, or did I only dream I did?

How would I successfully take full control of I ever experienced this again?

I have always been able to wake myself from a nightmare att some points when I get scared.

I've only lucid dreamt once before, again only in a set environment and only until a nightmare started manifesting and I woke myself up, at least this time I had control til I was stabbed.

>>100173

>they're a useful tool at times.

True but I haven't done hardcore psychedelics which seems to have been a gate way for alot of you guys which is fine but got to take into consideration that because of that people who haven't are gonna get different results I'm sure working on low dan tien will have beneficial results but I doubt it will be as dramatic as >>100152 was saying

>>100174

If smoking weed gets the creativity going then go ahead, For me at this point it just makes me retarded and doesn't help me accomplish anything so gonna quit for awhile

There's a whole guide >>99570 dedicated to tulpa-perfect-memory but doesn't explain how. How do you use Tulpas for perfect memory recall?

>>100193

>>100194

Remember that Pythagoras was interested in harmony. A lot of how we remember him is a product of understanding harmonics without a lot of info on harmonics

>>100180

I like it, volcel master race

>>100169

Maybe you should try keeping your mind distracted by always trying to think about only those good things that people in front of you have. Like maybe keep yourself always mentally occupied by thinking about their nice positive traits and those times when you have had fun with them, and like keeping this feeling with you by forcing you to think about that continuously.

Then maybe just tell people that you sometimes can be a bit harsh, but that you also don't want to hurt them. I think being humble might help, just try to express positive feelings towards other people more openly, maybe it will help your dark side get a bit of light. If the problem is that you do it without thinking them maybe you need to start thinking before you talk, a good way to do this is do force you to mentally say a word before you say anything out loud. For example "love". You make an effort to think the word "love" every time you're going to open your mouth. Then you try to make an effort to remember thinking only positive things when you find yourself about to speak. You think that could work?

Forgive my doubts, but have anyone actually done something 'supernatural'?

I've learned many things from your books, teachings and practises. I can control my actions, thoughts emotion etc. in almost inhumane measures, but i don't count any of this supernatural or even magical.

Was wondering if someone could help me find some names.

the first is what do you call a book of feelings, thoughts, secrets, notes dealing in the supernatural. basically a mix between a grimoire and a journal.

Also i have formed a group of people who are all into the supernatural, psionics, astrology, spells, crystals.. we are meeting weekly but trying to figure out a general group name like coven or circle, but since we are not a wicca group it's hard to find the right title.

>>100220

I've moved bottles with my mind, raised my body temperature 16 degrees in an AC'd room, over-stimulated my crown and went crazy for a day, seen ghosts (well, more like experience ghosts), gotten info from lucid dreaming, and enchanted shit where normalfags notice without being told. But this shit takes a lot of practice, and building up to this is like lifting weights so you can one day deadlift 600 ib.s, but you're not even sure if that's possible… until you do

>>100225

gotten info from lucid dream, you mean asking questions in them?

>>100225 gotten info from lucid dream, do you mean by asking entities questions while lucid dreaming?

>>100198

Too much Ether/Akasha or Space of the Ayurvedic tradition.

In the Void, psychic energy accumulates and spontaneous psychic manifestation occurs. Thus, cultivating Earth its opposite would balance it.

Heavy, dense exercise like weight lifting and heavy dense foods will solve your issue of falling asleep awake and having shitty dreams. As well, you will sleep much deeper since Earth can pass through several layers of the conscious to the unconscious undisturbed.

Water is also good, the cohesive force in the ayurvedic tradition. Soft, detoxifying, wet, etc.

Thus Tai Chi (you can probably perform it spontaneously/improvise), weight lifting, stomping and slapping oneself (samoan), water and tea, lots of food, and anything heavy like a challenge or big project or big task… overcome something heavy in your life.

>>100225

Damn that's good.

>>100220

The most apparent shit I've done involves psychic perception where I heard my aunt cast a death curse on my mother, touched my cat and _ I _ started purring, causing technology around me to malfunction sometimes in very specific ways, communicating with normal people psychically/energetically without them knowing it, being harrassed by demons and people with grudges or just reacting to my long-distance energy, inner training that allows me control over my thoughts/emotions/blood/energy/physiology, magnetic powers related to the tech fuckery and also mental fuckery which permits me to basically retrieve knowledge and skill and connect with individuals on other planes of existence (other spectra) including masters of whatever path that teach me shit, a girl online asked me to send her energy to make her feel better and I did, making her entire chest vibrate… that's it.

Oh and I have a problem where I am mentally invasive naturally, long distance. My father is the same. Too bad I never met my great grandfather though, he was a 62' Freemason and could have taught me shit. My father's father's father too…. could have been a potent inheritance.

>>100230

I went to sleep focusing on finding out how to get passed that gay ass turret in Star Wars: RotS. And while I was lucid enough to fuck around, I didn't remember to seek out the answer until I saw my uncle, the answer popped into my head and I asked him if it would work, he said "Worth a try". Sure enough, when I woke up it worked, barely, but the point is, get gud at remembering dreams by writing them down, autosuggestions like, "I will have control", having an alarm ring while your asleep to remind you. You seldom full on know your dreaming when you first fall asleep.

>>100233

That's cool as shit, you could be a great healer.

>>100234 i understand lucid dream and aside from the last week i have been fairly good at them for the last 15 years. something happened last week in one of them and i have not been able to lucid dream since.. hoping to fix it soon, pretty sure something decided to fuck with me.

Anyways yea i learned a long time ago to seek out entities in my dreams i classified them as oracles, sometimes they would appear within moments of me going lucid and other times i would have to spend months or years seeking them out (funny how time passes in dream, last night i had a 20 minute dream where i spent two weeks with a friend of mine) back to what i was saying these oracles are entities in which ask many questions from questions about good to scientific theories, when i'm lucky they will also add some additional information that i did not ask for broadening my understanding of a subject that i though i understood. lately my questions have been about magic and eternal life… it's been a difficult set of questions and getting answers from them is like pulling teeth because my questions have to be very very specific.

this however was until about two month ago when things started changing. i'm use to using triggers in my dreams to wake myself up but around two months ago entities would show up knowing i was in a dream when i dident even know, they would force triggers on me causing me to wake up. but then about a month ago the oracles stopped showing up and instead this well dressed man in a black suit and black hair started showing up. he does everything at his own pace and is insanely difficult to speak with or get answers from often telling me it's not his job or he has no need to. the few answers i can get from him seem to be when i ask him about gods at which point he seems to suggest being one. i don't know who or what he is but i'm tired of him showing up and i want the oracles back.

anyways sense you seem to understand lucid dreams i was wondering if you could tell me how to ether make this guy actually useful or how i simply git rid of him. when he is there i am still lucid but i seem to lose control over the dream.

anyways fun times i'm actually thinking of starting a group based around lucid dreaming and seeing what we can accomplish.

>>100236

Do the right thing.

>>100238

Do not be arrogant.

>>100214

I will try it for the next few days and tell you how it feels.

I didn't mean to say it as if I was an asshole to everyone always and that I couldn't stop it, nowadays I try to be a pillar and someone people can rely on in times of need. I've changed my ways in the last 4 years and luckily I had found good friends over that time.

I just have an issue with being good/proficient at being mean to people, because imagine if you were good at robbing or causing trouble to others. It's like I know there's a demon inside me that tries to come out at every chance, and I have to keep it under control 24/7. If I had to attribute it to something, I would say that I was bullied early in school, and since I felt the world hurt me, I had to make sure everyone felt it too.

I've been pondering over it and while I was writing this, I remembered about Jung's Shadow and how we have to reconcile it to make use of it and grow. I think that's what I need to do. Maybe it's not about keeping the beast locked, but taming it and giving it chances to help me about when it's needed. However, this shows that I'm still a very resentful person (I'm 100% sure about it), so I think I will have to find ways to make go away or calm that, so maybe the problem had a bigger scope.

I really need help with the 1st question though >>100169

(if you or anyone has any information). I think I need some practical advice about how to grow love to myself and others, because it would really benefit my lifestyle and I'm drawn upon it by something I can't explain. It's easy to say you want to love yourself/others, but so much harder to put into practice

Thanks!

>>100241

You guys don't believe me but you HAVE TO PHYSICALLY TRAIN. No other way. It's just energy, you can tame it like it's a small kitty rather than a tiger just by training your body.

Ayurvedic element interpretation guide:

Earth: Heavy, stable, slow training. Weight lifting or one arm/leg versions of stuff, still need to add weight.

Water: Bring it all together, cohesion, soft. Flexibility, mobility, tai chi training. Bring the dense chi in the legs, develop strength in full range of motion at all angles through tai chi style movements and yoga, strengthen the corners and end of range of motion.

Air: Speed, agility, lightness, precision. Rep stuff out, train plyometrics/agility, run and sprint, jump, make a slow movement a fast movement, train to hit/kick with precision.

Fire: Intensity, endurance, speed. Train with intensity, heat, longer training, clustering together more exercises, max effort and max time type work, until you want to puke. The more dynamic and chaotic and explosive (combative) the better.

Space: Emptiness, turn the training into meditation and make it effortless.

Find out which you're weak in (my Air/Fire is what's holding me back) and hit that shit 1, 2, 5 hours a day with cycles of light, medium, heavy, max work in it. It's literally what's holding back every single one of you.

>>100239

I'm sorry i don't understand but i'm more than happy to hear you out.

>>100238

sorry but an StS, what is this? also thanks for the advice.

>>100240

do you mean in addition to what he is saying or do you mean what he is saying is too arrogant for the situation, if so i would enjoy hearing your point of view on the matter.

>>100242

I am plagued by problems of a mental/energetic nature without exercise for reference. I have highly developed energetic and mental abilities (psychic, clairsentient, skill/knowledge absorption, energetic/mind projection that can affect others immediately, etc) so physical exercise is absolutely necessary to even be functional.

Everyone here fucks with energy so start training. You'll be able to run 20 mph, lift 500 lbs, throw 100 mph baseballs/rocks, knock out big dudes with a body shot, etc. and more if you continue your training… but at that point you guys might be satisfied with how far your energy/mind abilities are allowed to progress by reaching that point of physical prowess.

>>100240

>This is just my advce, but I've never had to run any body off before, so someone might have a better answer.

>do not be arrogant

Care to elaborate?

>>100243

StS (Service to Self) is just a Casswiki term for selfish shitheads like the majority of reptilians, jews, and alpha thetans. They often share similarities in their belief of cold-blooded heirarchy, forceful domination, and sadism. It can sometimes be very subtle the difference between an StO, (Service to Others), and an StS, but you can usually tell by: An StO alpha male will always leave his tribe motivated and ready to achieve their greatest, an StS alpha male will abuse his power, and leave everyone feeling inferior and inadequate.

>>100245

All training is inconsistent in results or stagnant until you realize how training actually works.

First your energy is organized and harmonized, THEN the body makes progress. With greater energetic power , the more chaos initially and thus longer time before progress comes and you finally have stable progression.

Full body, all areas of training, must be done before it harmonizes and you can progress the body all at once and make near superhuman breakthroughs.

Gradually work your way up to hours of training a day…. after a few months you can train for hours at mostly mid and low intensity.

After long enough, a full day of intense as possible training will make regular occurance in your life.

Learning healing techniques, what healing herbs/teas/foods/powders/supplements there are and how to get them, how to use hot/cold and inner energy to train or heal…. will be necessary.

Until that point, just being aware how the training feels and integrating your intuition into physical training will give you the best long term results. Your energy will harmonize with your body and vice versa and with the environmental factors mcuh sooner this way.

>>100242

>>100245

'''This, this, and THIS!

Not only maintain, but renovate your temple of solomon. On a magical level, you can't do cool magus shit until you have a really high energy circuit, but if you're a weak dyel phaggot your circuitry will, "melt" under the intense electric heat. So to maintain a high voltage circuit, you need "thicker wires" or, in real terms, a stronger physical body to balance it out.

When the fire gets too hot, you need more earth to shield it.

>>100249

Fire and pressure forms gemstones in the Earth and metal in the Sun.

Increase your density and you'll manifest destiny!

Fuck you "raise your vibe become like light avoid dense low vibe stuff" fuckers.

>>100249

>>100253

Oh and everyone with strong emotions/empathy/sensitivities take note. That shit is high voltage energy, you guys HAVE to train.

Hey servitor guy here again. So I made another attempt to make one. It is now dead. Let me walk you through everything that happened and it's construction so that maybe you can help me figure out where the hell I went wrong lol.

I basically wrote a long list of instructions on a piece of paper for it. I basically acted as god. I wrote on this paper that I was it's creator, I gave it a sort-of name-of-power for myself and then told it never to call me that name but to call me master or it would be destroyed. I told it to obey me at all times or it would be destroyed. Then I outlined what it would be made from/its power source which was various emotions and characteristics of me. The idea was that anytime I felt one of the emotions the energy would go to it. Then it was told what it's job was, which was essentially to work to bring me money and to improve certain features of mine (such as my vocabulary). Afterwards I spoke about how at anytime it fails in it's duties it will be destroyed. Then a name and a symbol was given. The name if spoken by me would call it and give me power over it, and the symbol acted as a house for it so it could easily be destroyed (believe it or not I did learn from my last attempt lol). Then it was given reasons to listen to me (which was mostly that otherwise it would be hurt and or destroyed), and it was reminded that if it disobeyed it would be hurt and or destroyed lol. Then I simply commanded that it exist. Finally I folded it up, and wrapped it in another piece of paper, and taped it up.

I read it outloud to bring it into being and immediately my heart chakra began to hurt, pretty badly too. However, my servitor was alive and listening to me. I thought the problem was that I had opened a connection to it that it was constantly feeding from which was causing me pain. I did not blame it for this but rather saw it as a flaw in my creation of it and sought to rectify the situation. I could see it on my hearth chakra, and what I did was I cut the energy tie I had with it and pushed it out so it could be more of a separate entity than a leech. There was still a bit of pain at various points on my body but I attributed that to a lack of energy and believed it would heal as my energy replenished.

Here's where the weird thing happened. Less than 20 minutes after it's creation I hear my spirit guides destroy it. They told me I did something really wrong and that essentially it wasn’t safe or good to keep it alive, but that once I figure out the problem I can remake it. So wtf did i do wrong? I really don't understand this time.

>>100224

Yes

>>100207

That place reacts vehemently to true volcels. They think they hate incels but are incels themselves.

The mods banned me like 10 times because I was offering actual advice towards wizardry

>>100214

That sounds like the kind of dumb hypnosis that would detach you from your essence

>>100169

I can't answer your second question if you consider it to be anything less than the highest priority

Which is why I can't answer your first question as you have provided no justification of why it's not your lowest priority

In my perspective you've already shown your arrogance and lack of desire to learn when you already established fallacious priorities, but of course that's speculation. And I sure ain't going to give any benefit of the doubt; not to mention to be able to help you you'd need to provide more information for the reasoning behind your decision making

I will say that at the very least the answer to both your questions is being able to accept yourself. This is a three step process from understanding yourself, accepting who you are and what you must become, embracing the journey towards manifesting your higher self, and then finally you'll learn to love yourself fully by the end.

>>100198

Visual representation of cognitivce dissonance. Pretty typical as far as your first few lucid dreams go. Soon you will people who help you along with people who try to hurt you. They are all a part of you though, you're presence will always be the most significant thing that everything reacts to

Lucid dream doesn't mean full dream control, the most basic meaning is having some control of your thoughts, Sometimes you can realize and then forget you were dreaming because the 'storyline' of your dream happens to be interesting/distracting

>>100220

go away CIA

>>100223

Depends on how it's organized. Just sounds like a guide to me

>>100234

>I went to sleep focusing on finding out how to get passed that gay ass turret in Star Wars: RotS

wut

>>100241

>>100242

pbbbt all you need is logic. There's two things I've already said for solving this, that I'm gonna go look for to copy paste now

>>100243

>>100247

No need to be autistic. STS is being selfish and STO is being selfless (at the most inherent level for motivations and goal for your entire existence)

>>100249

You do not have a temple of solomon. You have a temple and it's your choice to develop it towards an ideal, for example the ideal of solomon's temple

Your different bodies are the temples of god housing your godspark

And although that maybe true, it's an exponential increase in effciency, not linear. Once connection to abundant energy is made, the smallest increase in physical form and flexibility will lead to an overwhelming amount of energy. Without an appropriate change in lifestyle to accomodate the energy, you're just going to have even more problems.

What's really important is the temperance of the mind to hone the energy of the emotions. Emotions and feelings must be allowed through the gate by the gatekeeper that is the mind.

>>100253

Stop projecting your energy towards an opponent that doesn't exist. Unless you want someone who wants to be an opponent to come along.

>>100254

Don't train hard, train smart

>>100258

I read two lines and just facepalmed. All healthy relationships regarding respect must have the respect be mutual. Maybe not equal but at least equivalent. Even the relationship between creator and creation must be of mutual respect. Both must know their place and role

basically, stop powertripping vid related. that's you

>>100258

>>100259

Well, seeing as my last servitor decided in under a day that it was better than me and didn't need me i thought being tough would work better. I wasn't cruel though. Here is part of what I wrote

>All things listed are my commands and my commands are the very fabric of your existence.

>To go against me is to go against yourself and I promise it will hurt.

and later

>This paper is your code, your instructions for life.

>If you ever do not know what to do or begin to question your existence consult these papers; for I am your creator, and I have given you life, and these papers are what you are, your foundation, your reason for being, and all good things in your world can be derived from them

>>100261

It's just evil, and that's not who you are, so you can't maintain a relationship like that.

Be yourself and you can maintain the relationship. Be as benevolent or as logical as you are.

>>100241

when you realize the subjective nature of identity you can choose to identify with anything, and identifying solely with your physical body usually leads to spiritually unhealthy behavior. And will lead to docility unless you decide to be impossibly selfish like LHP or just a slave or confused in life.

if you identify with humanity and 'love yourself' and 'be selfish', as you feel everyone is a part of you then you care for them

You are absolutely right about Jung's shadow.

none of that sounds like it would be inherently bad for you. just lower the priority to make sure everyone also feels pain.

there is no 'bad or good' it all depends on context. reduce the priority of 'bad' things but don't discard it. keep it around for when the context allows a situation/opportunity for the 'bad things' to actually be good.

don't destroy yourself, restructure yourself. break your self down completely and build yourself back up. But don't discard any pieces, that would be wasteful

There's nothing wrong with being resentful. Energy is energy. Just learn to direct it, even the resent itself. Instead of blaming the perpetrator of harm, understand that even they are victims of a society and culture that allows/encourages psychopathic behavior

resent the J00Z or illumniti or whatever if anything

>>100261

If you don't give an entity room to change, it will eventually force change.

Because you made such limitations on the entity, the entity when it would decide in the future that it wants to change would perceive any change would only be possible though the destruction of it's master the very act of imposing such absolute limitations. I cannot think of anything more crueler. In my own life, I don't care for anyone to be mean to me. But when I am ignored/misrepresented or when a limitation is forced onto me, you better be prepared for mental assault

You said yourself that your last one did that probably because you used an outside energy source. So it probably was just hungry for such delicious energy as your energy would be very plain in comparison.

FYI having your creation think it is "better than you" is not "wrong" especially since the purpose of it's creation is to do something that you won't, for whatever reason. Even if it's just to enable your laziness, you would be dependent on your creation at the end of the day for whatever purpose or task you gave it

as in your energy that you willingly give would be less tasty than the energy you exfoliate from being force-drained or from getting your jimmies rustled

>>100265

>servitor chan begins giving wrong information to snowflake bro to make him look like a dumbass

D E V I L I S H

>>100266

I am not sure what you mean. Also it's been established that no one here knows anything about servitors.

this guy already seems to have more experience in this than anyone posting otherwise the question being spammed for so long asking about the mechanism of how servitors can enhance memory, literally been asked since the start of this thread repeating himself and no one replying cause it seems we don't know sheet

Energy definitely come's in different flavors. I was just referring to rustling of jimmies as a meme, and subtle reference to making fun of him through comparison to south park

>>100268

You said it would start developing a taste fo higher energy, namely by trolling snowflake bro, to which I immediately thought of the servitor giving him wrong answers on a test, after all that work, it'd definitely piss me off

>>100268

I am that person spamming the same question. It's not just been this thread it's been the last 3 threads.

Ok, I understand needing to have a healthy relationship with your servitor, but I still struggle to see how what I did is wrong. I see how it is cruel, but I guess the real issue is I don't see a better way to have a relationship with it.

>>100263

At least consciously I don't see how I could ever falter in my relationship with it. Sure I may have been a bit cruel and harsh, but that is simply to establish rules and guidelines and in action I could be much more forgiving if I felt the need. Also, the idea of commanding a servitor as a god to his creation came quite naturally to me.

>>100264

Why would it ever need to change? I gave it strict guidelines and rules because I knew what it wanted to do. If I ever wanted it to grow I could do that myself. How could it ever benefit me to begin to make its own decisions? I understand why some could need that, but mine was simple enough that I feel like it shouldn’t need to.

Also I made it, it is a part of me, I feel no reason to be empathetic towards it. I am essentially harming no one but myself if I so chose to harm it. If you make a program to accomplish a task, and it does not accomplish it, then you destroy/remake the code, correct? What I am doing is not really much different. Sure it has some semblance of a personality but it needn't be much more than a simple analysing of certain objects attributes, and even then I think that is not completely necessary. It's a simple yes/no. Is this money? If yes bring it into my possession. Is this expensive? If no then no need to bring it into my possession.

Sure maybe doing something like improving my vocabulary could be a bit more difficult, but I think that can be dumbed down to a certain degree in which not much brain power is necessary. And doing something like improving my confidence is easy (just have it radiate the emotion). None of these things require particularly complex thinking or a well developed "brain".

I started rambling but essentially what I'm trying to say is I don't understand why it should need to change or why I need to be kind to it. All that being said though I will continue to brainstorm other methods of controlling/creating servitors while I continue to try and figure out what I did wrong on this one.

>>100278

I hate double posting but I feel this is sort of important.

I talked to my spirit guides (who suddenly are more than happy to enlighten me on why the killed my servitor. I guess they just wanted me to be confused for a few hours or something) and they told me the issue wasnt so much my perceived "cruelty" towards my creation, but in the essence of how it was made. According to them it was like I ripped a part of my spirit or essence and tried to form my servitor from that. Something similar would be like in the Lord of the Rings mythos in which the angels (or whatever they are called) lose their power as they create something because they use their very essence. Pretend I was a rock and I chipped a part of me off, that little chip was the servitor. That is why it was attached to my heart chakra, and why I was in so much pain. I split my being. Here is the first few things I said in the instruction sheet:

>I am your creator

>You are born from me

>I am your master, your father, and if you disobey me your destroyer.

(notice how in the first few lines I firmly state my position and my servitors fragile existence)

Then in the final set of lines I state this

>So here I call you into being, [redacted]

>Come into your house [sigil went here] and be real

>(more stuff about obeying me and killing it)

>I am [redacted] and I command you to be real, to exist.

>Now go out and do my will

Though I state at some point where it draws it's power from, i never give it any initial power. I never provided that first oomph to get it going, I just ripped it and commanded it from my being. Next time I do this I will put a fair amount of energy into something and then command it to be birthed from that energy.

Are succubus real and if so how would me and my wife summon one.. as innocently as possible (no goat death, sorry still use to all the occult stuff i grew up with)

i have been thinking for a while that they may not be demonic in nature just that they need energy, i am very good at producing energy, farming energy, and when needed i have a nearly limitless supply… i just suck ass at any kind of energy manipulation so i generally just store it in my pool. Anyways im interested in A: trading energy to an entitiy for knowledge and B trading energy to an entity for lustful interactions… if said entities exist.

I had a dream where I woke up and got out of bed then went down to the bathroom. I didn't realise it was a dream. I looked in the mirror and saw a third eye just above and inbetween my brow line. It was completely black. I panicked and got scared shitless, I thought it was real life and not a dream. Then I thought "I need to get this out NOW!" so I dug it out, squeezed it into mush and washed it down the sink, then I woke up for real.

Does that mean anything?

It was actually a few years ago but I never forgot it. Only other dreams I remember are one time I was being chased by a cow and I went to my park and jumped in to a phone booth to escape it and there were two hot women there and I started to fuck them, then I woke up as it began to get interesting. I also dreamed once I was being chased by witches so I jumped in to one of those big red buses you see in London in the UK and decided to use it as my vehicle of escape. Don't remember what happened after that.

These last two don't seem that significant though.

>>100283

channel venus and mercury.

>dealing with lesser spirits

no.

>>100277

what do you want to know?

short questions that allow for specific answers please.

>>100286

It's about Tulpas/Servitors and using them for memory recall.

This Eidetic memory guide >>99570 talks about using servitors ( he calls them Tulpa) for memory recall. He has a memory palace and has tulpas that memorize the stuff they're assigned to but he doesn't explain HOW they memorize stuff.

Here's the part he speaks about it:

>in my house I have hundreds of rooms. Each room has something unique and different in it to associate a task. The rest of my Tupla's are librarians that understand the house. Each tulpa acting as a librarian understands different things. I have a handy man that memorizes fixing stuff, very handy when I need to absorb youtube videos of car repair or carpentry or whatever physical stuff I need to learn that I don't have the physical process down. Another knows where technical information is and sorts it for me like a infinite database of useless and useful facts, stats, news, places, names, things. I even made a cook to memorize recipes to impress friends and family with a recipe I see happen once. My fourth is a 'wizard', he wanders around spouts spells, meditations, psychic defense, etc. Anything that I don't need in the other 99.9% of my life he deals with.

HOW have his Tulpas memorized things? And HOW do they recall stuff for him?

I want to mention that I do not identify with any of the flags.

Some more representation from Greek/Classical antiquity like Hellenism would be nice.

I personally like Neoplatonism the most.

People don't seem to understand that Montalk has nothing to do with Christian Gnosticism and in fact he was trying to reclaim the term Gnostic from this nonsense towards the original sense of the word, as it means 'knowing'; ie agnostic vs gnostic.

Montalk himself won't shut up about aliens so I can't identify with that either until I talk about quantum mechanics as he made the etheric connection; although I had figured it out myself and try to make connections with as little reference to Montalk as possible.

Because as he himself says, he made no particularly new revelations and simply compiled and correlated all the info of, well he made a damn list on his Gnosis Intro page.

Oh he himself also mentions Carl Jung. That would be a cool flag too as Jung's discourse of archetypes and the development of the psyche completely correlates with any esoteric text discussing self development and 'higher subtle entities' influencing humanity, so to speak.

For now I identify with Alex Jones the most the moment I heard him drop his 'big enchilada' last time he showed up on the Joe Rogan show. vid related. enjoyat least for lulz

So yea.. There should be a meta thread. Also some sort of a philosophers & practitioners discourse thread.

These ask threads are getting way too cluttered

Imagine we just had a handful of stickies completely removing the need for threads haha. After that it would just be attempts to make 'Generals'

>>100276

oh your use of pronouns had me stumped. excuse my autism

>>100277

your persistence is admirable

>>100287

aredsn't the answers to these pretty straight forward?

>>100289

>your persistence is admirable

It's almost desperation at this point. "If you figure this out you can get an eidetic memory" is motivation enough.

>>100290