Ballbusting & Female domination fetish 04/19/17 (Wed) 19:17:41 No. 96045
Please help me to get rid of this.
In real life I like to dominate and do not respect women.
I have high libido etc.
but at bed and when I am alone coming back home after work I watch ballbusting videos.
The ultimate image of my fetish would be cute little blonde girl doing this to me in an edgy way slowly destroying my balls with her small hands and consuming me into her cute innie pussy. But I do also have strong male domination and animal rape feels.
I often feel some dull pain in the right abdomnen before the urges.
Also after I have ejaculated I feel like shit and anxious, lazy.
Sorry for my english. Please help me out to figure it out.
Am I brainwashed? Lack of some nutrients? Nature's way to eliminate me frm the gene pool? Manipulated by some witch? Some chakras unbalanced? Hormonal imbalance? My free T is above average.
Seriously. I can't find anything on the internet.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:19:17 No. 96046
Is there anything about this in esoteric books?
Some feminine & masculine energies?
For fuck sake HELP ME!
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:21:24 No. 96048
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:26:10 No. 96049
>>96048
Ok but why ballbusting fetish in the first place?
Too much prolactien?
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:28:06 No. 96051
Stop watching and masturbating for a while, abstain from sexuality in general, clear your mind. Perhaps work on your sacral chakra
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:29:03 No. 96052
>>96051
I need more information.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:33:10 No. 96053
>>96045
My issue is not exactly like yours but kinda along the same lines. I have a fetish where an abo woman takes a lit match and touches my anus with it. The suspense of not knowing when the flame will touch my anus gets me off in no time. My problem is that I feel uncomfortable in my ass (not sure if gas though) and I am afraid to sit down in case of pain. I have been standing for 3 1/2 years, what do?
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:34:36 No. 96054
>>96053
Are you serious or just ridiculing me?
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:34:53 No. 96055
>>96046
Yes there's a lot about this in the books. Go read "Personal Power". It has in the last section of it a part on continence btw.
I think you have to be careful about where you circulate your energy to. I think masturbation is not good because you just lose the energy and it doesn't come back. When you have an actual person with you I think since they'd be focusing on you intensely and sending their love and you'd be doing the same, the love would circulate between you both and make you both more pure. However if there's something wrong in the relationship, like one person really doesn't give a shit about the other, and their thoughts and affections are going somewhere else there will be stress on the relationship and it will become dysfunctional as energy bleeds away instead of staying in circulation. So what you need is to consciously use your power in such a way that it comes back to you. The best and easiest way would be to find a woman and always look at them with love and reach point where you close your eyelids and still see her. Failing that then some kind of self-sustaining energy construct, an elemental or "tulpa", would potentially work.
As for weird fetishes, just suddenly realize they're perverse, lame, gross, etc. or take the interest out of them draining the power and moving it elsewhere, such as in the direction of purity. That's how I cleanse away random fetishes I keep picking up from other people when I have invoked lots of water and keep taking in other peoples thoughts and influences who focus their awareness to me. I'd taken in and had to purge so much weird shit from me. I heal people by making them offload their negative energy onto me and then I handle it for them. I've been doing this for years and its made me really fucking spiritually stronk.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:36:09 No. 96056
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:40:23 No. 96057
>>96055
Sounds bad, sorry.
It has to be psychological/hormonal/subliminal or something.
I do not believe in your energies to be honest if they are not just blood, electrical impulses or my thoughts.
I am not going to read this book as it is full of this.
But thank you for your effort.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:40:49 No. 96058
Lately I have more regular access to people I can meet in person btw so I've been healing every single person around me, taking home with me their pains and sometimes needing hours and hours to process that shit. It alleviates them of pain for awhile but I got to reach another level of hardcore adeptness before I start drastically altering their lives. I don't say a word about what I'm doing, I just observe them more, and think of even better ways to help cleanse their souls. There is some very heavy shit I've been taking out of people lately.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:41:45 No. 96059
>>96057
What are you even trying to say to me and what does any of what you just said have to do with the book I suggested to you?
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:44:24 No. 96060
>>96058
You sound schizophrenic man.
I am being polite here.
I do not want remote healing and things liek that. I want to meet some rational guy here to help figure it out rationally using occult books I haven't read yet.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:46:34 No. 96062
>>96059
The path you go is some eastern guru like mode with all these healings and shit. Dude. It's XXI century, magic is just science we already know but can't connect the dots.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:49:42 No. 96064
Oh I did notice you are a "fringe girl".
See? I do not respect women even if I don't know they are women and want punishment.
But what I found interesting it is me deciding and forcing her to punish me physically.
I am using females even when trying to let it go and be dominated. Weird.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:52:33 No. 96065
>>96054
>Are you serious
Yes! My ankles are painful and swollen from the poor circulation. Grant me one spell p-please.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:54:02 No. 96066
>>96065
It is easy actually. That's because you sit too much, eat shit and has too low potassium to sodium rate.
No need to thank me.
Now your turn.
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:55:53 No. 96068
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:57:05 No. 96069
>>96068
NO, I NEED MORE INFORMATION!
04/19/17 (Wed) 19:57:45 No. 96070
>>96069
WE BOTH NEED MORE INFORMATION!
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:00:49 No. 96071
>>96060
Occultism is rational.
>>96062
You're actually stuck in XVIII with your clock-work materialism bullshit.
Also despite the name of that site that book is American New Thought philosophy from XIX and not Eastern shit.
You can't connect the dots because you aren't developing your mind properly.
Have you not read Initiation Into Hermetics yet and started practicing that?
Maybe you'd like this book I recently received. I haven't read through it all but it's a Scientology book. I know enough about Scientology though to know some of its tenants are definitely bullshit, while the majority of it is right, the bits of bullshit fuck everything up.
Where did all you flag-less neophytes come from recently btw? The site seems to be getting invaded by clueless people who really need to study basic philosophy.
You should go read this: http://www.sacred-texts.com/eso/sta/
You might object by saying it doesn't at all address what you're asking. Well, you can't solve your problem at all, because you don't know how to think to begin with, and have no clarity.
You probably want some simple non-explanation thrown at you.
How about I just break this down into a formula for you and throw in some likely causes? Likely, because I'm going to estimate, and not look into your soul to see and trace the actual causes right now.
You want to dominate and disrespect women, but you're experiencing inner-conflict about these feelings, guilt; so you compensate by imagining things reversed later. Your problem is a shitty useless emotion called guilt. You either need to change your behavior or embrace it. To embrace it focus on the opposite polarity of guilt in relation to these thoughts and actions you have. To change your behavior focus on respect for women and balance out the need for domination with the need for submission or just lighten up on the overall interest in women and become more celibate. Spend time imagining women become loving towards you and you might feel a natural increase in empathy and respect for women and less of an inclination to want to disrespect and dominate them.
You're swinging back and fourth right now in a very negative vortex cycle and need to change the descending spiral into the ascending one.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:02:15 No. 96072
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:03:40 No. 96073
>>96072
It has to be directed. I can't read tons of books in two hours.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:08:07 No. 96075
>>96071
I need you here to answer me.
You are a woman. Throw all this shit into trashbin and tell me WHAT YOU THINK from the female point of view. What would you feel doing this to me?
Actually I have been dishonest with you. I did read a massive amount of books and understand it but I just need to process more information from your underdeveloped brains.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:12:34 No. 96076
>>96075
I am not trying to be mean just a little humoristic.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:13:57 No. 96077
>>96075
>women
>thoughts
😂🍺
Women are mentally children that don't develop emotionally or mentally past 12. As such they should be treated as the children they are. They're like men with severe retardation and bi-polar disorder.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:15:32 No. 96078
>>96077
I know but I need further explanation.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:19:24 No. 96079
>>96078
Your not the only one m8.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:20:14 No. 96080
>>96078
Women are the Earth men are the seed, by itself the earth can't do shit.
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:21:24 No. 96081
>>96077
>Women are mentally children that don't develop emotionally or mentally past 12
How dare you!
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:22:30 No. 96082
>>96073
How about you learn to channel knowledge direct from God then?
>>96075
My central personality does not have an interest in mutilating and harming people. At most I'd feel disgust at somehow being coerced into such actions or I'd feel what some external influence I took in temporarily feels about it until I get back to my true center and realize I shouldn't have brought in such a powerful negative thoughtform through the water element into myself. It's too easy to hurt people and I've done it so much before that I don't want to anymore. I'm like a burnt out soldier whose had enough, it's grown old. You pass through a certain phase of that shit and you want to move onto higher and more impressive shit. As a rule it is easier to tear down things than it is to build and create. Think of Minecraft PVP as a Zen practice that mimics life, all that fucking effort to build a base, and some immature faggot comes by when you're not even online and ruins it all. It feels better to actually siege some shit or defend things. For me it is a true expression of power, of "domination", to transmute people's negative thoughts and inclinations into the opposites. I would probably shift sides if somehow the opposite became the case but at this time and in this place I'm playing I prefer to play hard-mode and really challenge myself so I can grow to higher heights of spiritual attainment. I'd rather help you develop healthier relations with people and yourself. You've looked at a shitty situation full of shitty people and decided to lash out in pain. It's easier, don't you know? Why would you want to do what is easier, you sissy?
04/19/17 (Wed) 20:25:38 No. 96083
>>96080
tfw Fire and Air are stronger in men while Earth and Water are stronger in women
(generally)
I myself am weak af in Earth and have to work a lot on that.
04/19/17 (Wed) 21:19:02 No. 96097
>>96083
what the fuck are you talking about … it's just symbolism
04/19/17 (Wed) 23:31:26 No. 96115
>>96053
I literally burst out laughing, thank you, anon.
04/22/17 (Sat) 09:31:19 No. 96408
>>96045
Geez OP try not fapping for a week and then fap to "normal" aka vanilla porn.
Or better yet don't fap at all.
05/21/17 (Sun) 19:19:46 No. 98381
>>96045
Try to confront the relationship problems you have with your mother OP. Even if they are beyond repair at least come to terms with it. You point at magic and hormonal imbalance but in my opinion virutally all forms of sexual fetishisation reside in your upbringing and how you have dealt with past relationships and who you project on to others. I presume your mother is also blonde? Do you latch on to a particular type and envisage them destroying you phallically? These are all very strong psychological symbols and a sign of pathos becoming so deep that is firmly embedded within the sexual drive. Some part, or perhaps many parts, of your ego has been systematically repressed, by your own will or not, and has now grown to consume you in a sexual outlet which then makes you more ashamed, which you the associate with sex, and then it develops and develops into more depraved shit, you see? Anyway you need to confront this at its source within yourself and its not something which happens over night it takes a lot of time and facing up to things you don't wanna look at. I know this is /fringe/ but human pathos and psychology cannot be taken out of the picture by anything other than denial and arrogance. I'll pray for you. Acknowledging you have a problem is the first step to fixing it so at least give yourself a little relief in knowing you have done the proper thing in trying to stop.
05/21/17 (Sun) 19:35:27 No. 98382
>>96045
You have a powerful energy inside you which you don't know how to use. Pray to the goddess Ishtar, OP, she will help you.
05/23/17 (Tue) 23:27:46 No. 98478
For things to go back to their natural order males need to understand their place.
We have a question for you all, faggots. Just who the hell do you think you are? You are literally nothing but the mutation of a female. The only purpose of your sad existence is to impregnate females so your own flawed chromosome doesn't go lost. You are programmed that way and day after day we see examples of males ruled by their lust, being uncapable of overcoming it at all in most of cases, like here our friend, the OP. Your simple minds are ruled by images of women. You don't really have the minimal control over your minds nor will. For you, they are like a drug you need to demonize and tell yourselves, "I don't need them, they're dumb anyway"… . We don't care about addicts, but even worse than them are lying deluded scum.
You are here, spitting at the female principle playing the wizard to inflate your sad egos when there is not even a single example of a male mutation that can produce life alone (pathernogenesis) in nature. Does it hurt for you the concept of female being the default? It may even hurt you the fact that you came out of a vagina? It's a mystery to us. Males are sad creatures, slaves of themselves, of their ignorance, and of their ego that doesn't even have a point by itself. Like beaten animals who have lost their habitat, you spin in circles crying in pain, lost without knowing where are you supposed to go.
But of course, it doesn't matter. You are creatures of no word, sell outs who follow any other thing as long as it's got a peen. You could at least have dignity or an opinion of your own, but you are worthless even for something like that. Our race is going to be extint, this world is going to shit, they already won centuries ago. All that is left is for us to try to go in the less painful way possible.
05/23/17 (Tue) 23:32:52 No. 98479
>>98478
100% correct except for the nihilism part. Now transmute your sexual energy and see what happens.
05/24/17 (Wed) 05:31:46 No. 98491
>>98478
>The only purpose of your sad existence is to impregnate females
By this logic, people that are infertile have no purpose? If you built a whole philosophy around the foolish concept that the value of consciousness is determined by one's role in procreation, I'd say you probably shouldn't try to give advice. There's so much more to life… but your hatred has obviously blinded you to most of it. Oh well, whatever makes you "happy" (but more than likely miserable based on your tone)
05/24/17 (Wed) 05:53:01 No. 98492
>>96045
Nothing is wrong with you, all of those things are perfectly benign fetishes that you can satisfy without inflicting actual damage to yourself. Any weird pains you feel as a result are either unrelated or due to your own psychology rejecting your sexual desires for whatever reason. I will say that a lot of sadomasochistic pornography can be extremely hateful and void of love, things that really ought to be present in intimacy, even very rough and dominating expressions. In some circles you would be called a "switch," a person who has alternating dominant and submissive desires. There's nothing wrong with liking both depending on your mood. If you have any particular concerns regarding this fetish feel free to ask, but really as long as you don't let it rot your brain with notions of reduced self worth, you should be fine. Remember that we are all priceless souls stuffed in flawed frail bodies, and anyone can be reduced to mush by an unsuspected assaulter, so don't let it get to your head. You are more than your body and even your brain, so it really doesn't even matter if you are physically inferior or not because they'll both one day be left behind anyway. Just enjoy what is enjoyable to you, don't over complicate your lust. Satisfy it as you see fit and continue with your life.
SAGE! 05/24/17 (Wed) 05:57:07 No. 98494
>>98492
>things that really ought to be present in intimacy
I meant just the love part, not hate lol. Intense passion maybe.
05/24/17 (Wed) 06:59:30 No. 98497
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play. >>98492
I want you to hit me.
05/24/17 (Wed) 07:08:01 No. 98498
05/24/17 (Wed) 10:28:19 No. 98502
>>96045
>In real life I like to dominate and do not respect women
That's your problem
>Is there anything about this in esoteric books
That's your other problem
>too much prolactien?
For fuck's sake, your problem is all over the place
Let me spell it out for you. Learn to respect women and view them simply as human beings. If you swing between idolatry and spite, you have an emotional problem that could be anything from a dependent relationship with your mother (or father). Forget about women and focus on finding what your emotional issue is. The root is usually far from the branches.
Also stop looking for the root of the problem *outside* of yourself and start looking *inside*.
I'll give you a method that works 100% of the time for me. Whenever you feel bad about anything (be it fear, anxiety, sadness…), hold on to that feeling, keep poking it and maintain it, don't let it go away or repress it. Then go into meditation.
Do insight (fixed point) meditation using the negative emotion as your object of focus. Persevere until you clear it out. It can take days, weeks or months depending on the issue. And expect synchronistic resurfacing of the issue (it's not going to be pretty, but it's necessary).
05/24/17 (Wed) 15:30:45 No. 98511
>>96045
Seriously listen to:
>>98502
Damaged views, damaged heart.
05/25/17 (Thu) 01:47:24 No. 98552
Not OP but I have a similar femdom fetish.
even non-sexual stuff like spit drinking, human furtinuture. Overall having a spoiled bratty girl beat me up and use me for her amusement.
I know women should have few rights and be the husband's property so this troubles me.
05/25/17 (Thu) 03:11:29 No. 98553
>>98552
our society is sexually imbalanced at its core, because Christianity has destroyed THE DIVINE FEMININE PRINCIPLE and the Christian Holy Trinity is a microcosm within the masculine aspect of the true Trinity (because reality is a fractal where each element contains all the other elements)
and most major societal movements are based on Christianity vs. the rejection of it, or the false antithesis that it created. So we're living in this false structure based on a microcosm vs. the rejection of the microcosm. From a male perspective this leads to all these weird movements where the divine feminine is totally alien, and can manifest as repression (MGTOW, /r/TheRedPill kinda thing) vs indulgence (Betas, cucks, this fetish,. ((for women it seems to manifest as more of a self image thing))
seeing that–rather than being stuck at one pole you are oscillating between polarities–you are on the track to understanding this. meditate on females and the feminine principle and your perception of it. you must reconnect with THE DIVINE FEMININE PRINCIPLE, which society has ROBBED from you, in a pure and balanced way.
ISHTAR WILL HELP YOU DO THIS
ISHTAR WILL HELP YOU DO THIS
ISHTAR WILL HELP YOU DO THIS
Every time you get the urge to submit to the feminine principle, instead of watching porn PRAY TO ISHTAR and she will help you: http://www.piney.com/LamIsht.html
pray to her and meditate every day, and be celibate, you must achieve spiritual balance of the principles, metaphysical balance. how this actually manifests may vary, wife ownership sure. lack of balance leads to viewing reality from a distorted imbalanced perspective but the metaphysics is where everything emanates from.
05/25/17 (Thu) 06:20:02 No. 98565
>>98478
Go make me a sammich bitch.
05/28/17 (Sun) 12:19:17 No. 98697
>>98553
>tfw no babylion dominartrix to whip me in the astral
05/29/17 (Mon) 03:43:47 No. 98768
It sounds like you may be suffering psychologically. One of the biggest indicators ever is when somebody experiences serious fluctuations in their preferences and then they feel ashamed at either their choices or the shame comes from the feeling of helplessness at being unconsciously swayed from one extreme to another.
https://samadhientrainment.bandcamp.com/track/positive-subliminal-subconscious-mind-healer
https://www.eclecticenergies.com/chakras/chakratest.php
https://bubble9.bandcamp.com/album/healing-aum
The fact that this is coming out of your psyche as a sexual manifestation is actually reassuring because it should be a lot easier to fix and also means you may have begun to notice the problem before it starts harming you on a grander scale and doing irreparable damage.
If you are down to do some reading I recommend Lucid Dreaming: Gateway to the Inner Self by Robert Waggoner.
05/31/17 (Wed) 01:16:15 No. 98985
Pornography is corrupting your mind. This shit fucks up your dopamine levels and drags you deeper into the worst thoughts everyday, like a drug. Stop watching it and masturbating. It's literally that simple.
SAGE! 05/31/17 (Wed) 01:42:30 No. 98986
>>98478
>You are literally nothing but the mutation of a female
It's far more logical to say that males are an evolution of females actually.
>For things to go back to their natural order males need to understand their place.
It's exactly the other way around. It is the women who needs to understant their biological place as servants and followers and stop wanting to be a man when it was already proved that they can't. Only when that happens things will go back to their natural order, you butthurted bitch.
05/31/17 (Wed) 02:01:00 No. 98987
>>98986
no, we need to establish a bonobo lesbian matriachy
SAGE! 06/01/17 (Thu) 18:17:18 No. 99131
>please help me
>No I don't like this help
I fucking hate threads like this
06/02/17 (Fri) 01:37:19 No. 99177
>>98478
I want to be the slave of a dominant woman.
06/02/17 (Fri) 17:11:24 No. 99234
Porn slowly conditions you towards thinking whatever is more wrong is automatically more hot. As you watch more, you get used to the "normal" and seek higher extremes, which means slowly moving towards stuff that corrupts the original idea behind sex.
You are addicted to it because it is the furthest away from what you think is right. Stop feeling shame about that.
Try to find different fetishes which you also enjoy but come closer to what you actually love. Step by step, try finding your way back instead of always chasing for a higher extreme.
06/02/17 (Fri) 17:17:28 No. 99235
>>98478
So much projection. So many claims. You are at a place where people literally come to to reject what is normal, or "mundane", a place where literally noone wants to be what you look down upon so much in your post. A place where you challenge reality itself, in order to gain control over yourself instead of being a slave. Even OP did his post because of how his will to be free. A souls purpose is not defined by its gender. It is defined by its will.
Shaming people like OP for their problem at a place like this is like shaming drug addicts in rehab instead of giving them reassurance that they can beat their problem.
06/02/17 (Fri) 17:22:00 No. 99236
>>99235
LOL insecure betacuck triggered by a joke post
06/02/17 (Fri) 18:57:05 No. 99250
>>99236
Psychological projection is when humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities by attributing them to others.For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.
06/03/17 (Sat) 03:14:06 No. 99359
>>98553
>be celibate
>goddess of f love, beauty, sex, desire, fertility, war, combat, and political power,
Your gonna have to explain this one chief.
06/06/17 (Tue) 04:23:40 No. 99552
Did your father treat your mom that bad, OP?
06/06/17 (Tue) 07:03:20 No. 99565
06/08/17 (Thu) 21:26:47 No. 99751
Assuming wish fulfillment mudras work; could I wish ,for example, be a slave in a house shared by 3 dominatrix girls?
Or would my perversion basically repell the magic?
I honestly want to wish "I wish to be the house slave of such and such girls, and to be used in parties by this and that domina"
06/08/17 (Thu) 21:34:22 No. 99752
>>99751
I'd venture that pic related is just a way to keep your monkey mind busy and achieve good enough a state of gnosis to get your wish to go through.
Just read Peter Carroll if you want to know more. But yeah, it could work regardless of you perversion. The obstacles would be other things tough.
Keep studying.
06/11/17 (Sun) 02:08:24 No. 99874
>>96055
>As for weird fetishes, just suddenly realize they're perverse, lame, gross, etc.
HOW? Fucking HELL I'd love to do that. Not even fetishes, just porn and fapping in general. Holy shit this is blocking my growth.
06/11/17 (Sun) 15:56:32 No. 99892
>be dominant all your life
>finally get together with your soulmate
>discover you love subbing
I am not even mad, my life is a /gfd/ greentext. And tbh…being submissive is opening me up in different ways spiritually
06/11/17 (Sun) 16:12:50 No. 99893
>>99874
How do you not? Every time I have a wank I understand that I should have been married already, a long time ago. So just work on getting married asap and only wank as a dirty necessity, which there is none really
>>99892
long as it's not gay
06/12/17 (Mon) 10:10:46 No. 99948
At least you don't have a sissy fetish.
06/13/17 (Tue) 00:28:39 No. 99968
>>99948
(spoiler) you mean Owning a sissy, right (spoiler)?
>>99893
I don't have wanks, ever.
there's your problem!
SAGE! 06/13/17 (Tue) 01:09:28 No. 99972
>>99968
I said everytime I do, doesn't mean I do. and obviously as I said if I was married I wouldn't need to.
So are you saying you're married?
06/13/17 (Tue) 07:14:12 No. 100009
>>99968
>(spoiler) you mean Owning a sissy, right (spoiler)?
No. I mean watching sissy hypno videos and putting things up your arse. At least you don't do that.
SAGE! 06/13/17 (Tue) 10:27:44 No. 100014
>>100009
lol… why don't you stop
06/13/17 (Tue) 13:00:16 No. 100017
>>99893
None at all. Though plenty of role reversal. And it just opens up a lot. Helps me real about feminine principles, in a way. And I enjoy that a lot. Not dressing up as a woman or anything like that, though. No jew sissy shit.
SAGE! 06/13/17 (Tue) 17:34:22 No. 100026
you brought this upon yourself, maybe try stop being a douchebag and respecting women?
06/13/17 (Tue) 21:23:43 No. 100035
How do you stop fapping to yourself? I'm not even narcissistic or a trap fetishist (I mean, I used to be, but nowadays I just fap to regular pics of myself or to mirrors) or something, just the thought of me being a sexual being makes me horny. It's an never-ending cycle since my subconscious mind finds sexual abstinence kinky for some reason.
I'm being deadly serious, that's terrible since I am my own sexual stimulus which means I'm always horny and I can't stop it.
06/13/17 (Tue) 23:10:30 No. 100040
>>100035
I would think you have too much yin. Practice heating up your body, you got too much cold. Drink and eat hot food, take hot showers, wear warm clothing. Avoid the cold. After a point your energy won't be a strange foreign thing you've disassociated with and eroticized.
SAGE! 06/14/17 (Wed) 03:28:04 No. 100073
>>100035
why not stop fapping all together. after a while anything will turn you on.
if you can fap through visualization, and you visualize yourself them that's actually kind of op. like looping energy back to yourself (though there are techniques to do this, like edging or jizzing without cumming)
the egyption symbol of the ankh represents this concept of energy retention
>>100017
Yeah it's like after dominating everything for so long, just once wish there was a real challenge. would be nice to get dominated if ya know what I mean ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
06/14/17 (Wed) 16:26:23 No. 100122
>>100026
Hello there. If this comment is directed towards me, as usual, you are out of your element.
If @ me, you are trying to fabricate a drama for publicity (i think), without having a basis in reality.
What is it that you say I brought on myself? Trouble me not, loser, and go do something productive please.
SAGE! 06/14/17 (Wed) 22:43:00 No. 100147
>>100122
Are you the OP? He's saying OP's fetish is a result of his own actions in life coming back to haunt him in the form of subconscious guilt manifesting as this degeneracy
kind of like karma
you should probably get off your high horse ya pretentious douche
06/17/17 (Sat) 16:48:40 No. 100402
>>100014
I try. It's hard and I always give in.
Day 2 now though and I resisted a seriously strong urge earlier of the kind I'd normally give in to. I think I will be able to resist this time.
06/17/17 (Sat) 18:24:26 No. 100413
>>100402
If you don't have direct control over your actions you should meditate.
Also do whatever you can to avoid any sort of stimulation that can lead to depraved thoughts and desires
What exactly is this urge and where does it come from. Are you just stting there staring at the wall or you are stimulated?
Would you still have these problems if you just sat there and did nothing? Is that hard to do? Stop going on the internet and tv and all media for a few days and see what happens.
06/18/17 (Sun) 03:01:38 No. 100453
>>100122
Forgive me, I think I made this post triggered by paranoia and schiz……..my mistake. Sorry for any falsehood or false accusations.
SAGE! 06/18/17 (Sun) 09:06:19 No. 100469
>>100453
It's okay. Perhaps it was a projection of your energies reacting to some sort of misdirection. There are many many kinds of misdirection so it's something you can know better
06/22/17 (Thu) 14:25:45 No. 100843
>>100413
>What exactly is this urge and where does it come from.
Usually when I get miserable my desire to fap comes. I don't think it's even true horniness because I rarely have a boner when the thoughts come, compare this with the morning when I wake up with a full boner and want to fuck hot girls. When I'm miserable or angry I get the thoughts of being a sissy or being dominated by women.
>Are you just stting there staring at the wall or you are stimulated?
NEET for 8 years now. Never leave the house. On the PC all day. Social anxiety and depression. Random YouTube videos and 8chan is 80% of all I do.
I've made progress recently. I do other things now like reading and piano, but not a lot. I try writing a schedule where it's like "Do x for an hour, then y for an hour" or to-do lists etc but I always give up after getting a bit through it just on the first day. Then I make a new one for tomorrow. Every day I swear I won't fap but I do, then I swear I won't do it tomorrow but I do. This is my life for almost a decade now.
>Stop going on the internet and tv and all media for a few days and see what happens.
06/22/17 (Thu) 14:29:01 No. 100844
>>100843
>>Stop going on the internet and tv and all media for a few days and see what happens.
DO IT FAGGOT
SAGE! 06/23/17 (Fri) 02:49:37 No. 100884
>>96045
>I can't find anything on the internet.
Stop looking at porn. They're are plenty of things to look up on the Interwebs than pron.
>Am I brainwashed?
More than likely.
>Lack of some nutrients?
More or less. Eat more fruits and vegetables.Some meat isn't so bad though. Drink more water.
>Nature's way of eliminating me from the gene pool?
Nature doesn't work that way, but that is a whole other discussion entirely.
>Manipulated by some witch?
Depends. What kind of Woman have you been fucking. Hell have no furry than a woman scorned as they say.
>Some chakras unbalanced?
More than likely.
>Hormonal imbalance?
Depends on the land you live in, but in this day and age; who isn't deficient in one area or another.
>My free T is above average.
So your hitting puberty. Good on you mate.
>But I do also have strong male domination and animal rape feels.
Well now. That's the time you ask yourself "how far is too far". You'll figured it out.
All degenerates started somewhere.
Polite sage for shitposting
09/07/17 (Thu) 15:14:41 No. 108268
>>96045
Why don't you learn how to let go or release negative emotions, there are many ways you can learn to do this, and it will go along way to getting rid of all kinds of compulsions.