>>86750
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>>86795
It makes me happy knowing there are people like you all, who actually know things. It's so rare in my usual channels to find people who have the slightest clue. I'm going to be hanging on /fringe/ more often.
>>86752
That quote is on point. Here's another one, from Gospel of Thomas. "The Father's kingdom is spread out upon the earth, and people don't see it." Dayumn.
>>86731
OP, the peeps in this short but quality thread know what they're talking about. The truth doesn't come easy. It took me eight years from the moment I first tasted it. Don't get caught up in words; they'll betray you. If you can taste the infinite God, or whatever, that thing in your head that you can't describe, look for it. Ask for it. Seek it out. Desire it. You'll have to give up everything. That's the price. For everyone. That's the nature of it. Look into Hermeticism, into Alchemy, into esotericism. They are good paths. Never get caught up in a system of belief. Belief is limiting, and not therefore not true. You'll do alright, if truth is your goal. You'll come to learn what god really is, and it is beyond words, necessarily. Can you communicate the essence of anything? No. That's the whole thing. Think about it.
As for entities and spirits. I've had significant fortune in dealing with them.
(I've always assumed they are psychological constructs of my subconscious but that's just because I'm a close minded realist :P )
Satan was unpleasant, but he IS there to help. He is the adversary, the one who tries to destroy what you THINK you are. He'll tear down everything keeping you from the truth. In theory. I have a deep admiration, gratitude, and respect for him. He's a good guy.
Lucifer, or Prometheus, I've never had direct contact with, not alone. However, for me, he was the guiding light, the goal. It's like I was in a dark room and he's the one who opened a window. I guess in this metaphor, Satan is the one who made me hate the darkness.
Aside from those two, who might go by many other names, my favorite is Azrael. I'd consider him/her my best friend. Towards the end I learned things that I can't really talk about due to personal reasons and the abstract nature of the stuff. Overcoming a fear of death is probably the single most important thing. You have to be okay with ceasing to exist in order to undergo ego death. Very important. You can't go through the eye of the needle if you carry anything with you.
From my experience, I'd say that spirits always work within the framework you provide them. If you believe in heaven, they will talk to you of heaven, and what it's like. If you believe in hell, of that too. Fairly often, they couldn't tell me things that I'd ask. They told me its because I didn't want to know, or was afraid that they'd tell me wrong. Of course, I am this whole time assuming I am merely conversing with my subconscious, because it helped me sleep at night. I am hesitant to say go ahead, but if you are of a relatively sound mind, you should be fine. If you don't have psychosis or schizophrenia, the spirits will be under your control/allowance. They couldn't give me answers I didn't want, and they couldn't talk to me unless I allowed them. I don't know if they are real. I am inclined to believe they are to some extent, due to the profundity of their insight and certain… coincidences. My relationship with them is certainly beneficial, largely because who else could I talk to about my journey? Who else could understand?
The most terrible spirit, however, is your own. I didn't realize until I did that I had never actually talked to my self. I had only ever talked to the construct of my self, and not my actual self. You know the Nietzsche quote about the abyss? Yeah. It's chilling. It's chilling to see. I wouldn't recommend it until you're ready.
Through all my experiences, I'm surprised I came out with my sanity intact. I was always afraid of losing it. More and more I had to surrender to the unfathomable chaos and I wasn't sure I'd come back.
I wish you all luck and strength in your own journeys, if you journey toward truth.