/r/ the Gnostic explanation of suicide and it's spiritual ramifications. I know someone saved it here, it was posted sometime last year.
>>85434
Not who you're quoting OP, but as best as I can remember what I'm requesting, is that should you kill yourself, you'll simply have to repeat life after being reincarnated, and it may or may not be worse for you in that life. Also, the karmic penalty for suicide tends to have you die in your next life at the moment you want life the most.
It's best to introspectively identify the reasons you want to commit suicide, and take action to change those reasons. One thing I find beneficial in this world is how changeable things can be per the Principle of Rhythm, and any situation can be transmuted to benefit yourself instead of having yourself be harmed by it. I really stress the part of taking action after identifying why you want to commit suicide; without active application of wanting to change, you simply won't change. If you are struggling with the mentality of "Why bother?" negative motivational reinforcement, I also highly recommend prayer and meditation, as I tend to find many of those interested in suicide have a form of spiritual despair, only fixable with a spiritual solution.
Best of luck.