My heart is dead. By this I mean, my desires/emotions are weak, and I feel very little about everything.
Being that this is the raw fuel for thoughtforms and the power necessary for magick, I need to sort this situation out.
How do I revive myself? How do I start feeling intense emotions again? How do I stop feeling burnt out all the time?
I've used up the last emotions I have it seems. Fear, lust, anger, and so much else is all gone and I just feel a vague misery all the time. I try to desire something with true intensity and can never manage it and I don't know what's blocking or otherwise disrupting me from doing so.