Hello /Fringe/.
I want to learn magic, I'll start by telling you a bit about myself.
I am a half jew, on my father's side. My father committed suicide when I was very young. This means I learned next to nothing other than that my grandmother was possibly a witch. She had a collection of owl figurines and, after visiting her during the funeral times, I have not gotten sick once.
According to some guy I met from the internet, who fancies himself a pagan, I am possibly also 'unseelie'. I am autistic and possibly sociopathic, with an unnatural charm and auditory and visual hallucinations in times of stress that faded in intensity over my childhood.
The only religious experience I have is that I went to temple as a child as well as church, but stopped going and reading later in life, and am currently following buddhist meditations. I fast constantly and reduce my standard of living to harden myself.
What am I best suited for, what can I do, and where do I start? I'm also a fencer, so anything that helps with that would be pretty cool.