For the first time I have experienced death in my family, and I feel spiritually empowered as a result, is this normal?
I am in my late 20's and never experienced death besides one pet. No aunts, uncles, siblings, cousins, or parents have died up until a few days ago. Totally clear. For the first time, one of my grandparents very recently died and the past few days I have felt different spiritually.
It is hard to precisely describe, I feel more exposed spiritually, but at the same time more confident and self-assured in that realm as well. I can also sense people in public more aware of my confidence, which is something I have often struggled with in my life since I am a very strong sender telepathically. I wear my heart and thoughts on my sleeve so to speak in the telepathic aether, that has caused at times self-conscious thoughts and insecurity but those feelings have been totally at bay recently.
Is there some kind of connection between a death of a family member and the development of ones own soul?