Hello, guys. I'm comming back to ask how you thought the harvest moon was. Last year got very weird. I'm 20 years old and a virgin, first off. I have some kind of a minor problem from childhood where I force myself to jack off with my own thoughts.
Anyway, this last year was some major shit. I went up to the city of Corvallis and put myself under deep hypnosis thanks to home problems. I was finally an adult. Anyway, I ended up leaving in early spring and had to come back around mid-december, with some busts.
After this, I had to vegitate myself to help my family. I went deeply stupid, trying not to overstimulate myself. I thought about a lot of things during this time. It was very interesting.
It was then that I left to find things to do. For a moment, I veged out at the Eugene Library, then just walked around aimlessly waiting for guidence. I ended up succumbing to the Job Corps Program my mother wanted me to go to for the longest time. I ended up having to move back.
I had to repress myself again since this thing was taking so long, so I kept pretending that it'd take me a few days to a few weeks. Well, I got into a fight with my mother finally, and I went outside for a minute. "I want nothing to do with Springfield!" I kept saying. Oh well.
Finally, my mother started dating. Dirty people came to this home, seedy. She didn't realize it. But she ended up being so very, very strange.
Finally, her long-spoken friend came over on Sunday to be a friend and a fuck-buddy. I went full inane, then insane, then I became a full blown dog. I was jacking myself off on the couch, moving things around. Finally my mother got this.
I left on that Sunday, and walked aimlessly for hours under the moonlight. I continued on and on, getting off on my hidden gifts. I fucked my inner dog.
Now, I am at an insane level. I accidently hypno-fucked my family playing some hypnosis tapes loudly. I went full on Liquid Crystal Generation, the thing I invented and was jacking off with. I accidently turned my brother into a Sommibullist. I essentially made everyone have a meth-high. I purposfully shattered myself into several pieces, since my tulpas were worn out. I ended up going deeper and deeper, bringing everyone into lucid with me. I got weird again.
I had a dog time again, by myself, and loudly. I started panting, being a super-soaker and other things. Finally this was enough.
When I wake up tomorrow, because I think I am still asleep, I plan to be a much better person. I practiced advanced magic in the park with sticks, moving up to bigger sticks. I brought the four archangles together within me. People were watching and transfixed. Then it got weird again.
Children started to control me, then grown people, then other people. I dommed some 14 year old thinking he was the same age as me, then I went very very robust.
This harvest moon was so strong, it's like I popped my cherry at age 14 right now. I think I can do anything if I dedicate myself. I'm still slightly telepathic, trying to vege out. It was hard to center myself, especially when I didn't know where North was, but it's ok. I'm wearing out my keyboard, holy fuck.
Anyway, did you all enjoy this Harvest Moon? My favorite pornographers, ERP friends, and IRC dudes are all coming out of hypnosis too. I'm not going to use this to jack off anymore. Ambidextrous typing is cool.
RAPHIEL, gabriel, MIchiEL uriel
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