Going for a walk, clearing your head, letting it go, giving up control completely, not to give up, but to reset, maybe get new Intel, tell yourself you don't know everything, negatI've parasitic entities should then pop into your head, this should give you an idea of where things went wrong , then suggest the parasite Fuchs off in a nice way, then go back to meditation, aw nice nature, head clear, if it pops back in the parasite is not playing by any rules and can't be reasoned with. Declare war and destroy it at all costs or you will die. Establish that. Then go back to your peaceful walk and take deep breath's and stuff, force a smile, brute force your true state into existance, remember the feeling of limitlessnes that made you even want to keep going, that feeling they cut you off from, that feeling that they are so fucking terrified of you feeling that they had to resort to a 24/7/365 demoralization / murder campaign, then laugh at the fact that some parasitic fuck is so fucking terrified of your knowledge of eternal life and how your good ways trump their barbaric insanity that their only card is attempting to make you commit suicide, and even that fails because there is no such thing as death and this mother fucking wack as's demiurge faggot fuck is locked In here with you, and every ounce of pleasure you experience inflicts the pain of 100000 deaths on them, and in time they will destroy themselves and then we get an eternity of peace