>>119436
the seals lad, perhaps you missed one or one has been resealed on you. Remember how you overcame them the first time, but do not waste much time pursuing the same path, you already made that path possible thus you must find a new path there. Also that pain, can you quantify it? What specifically does that pain feel like?
I can only be of so much help, I've recently found myself experiencing things that I can not explain as well. And I know what you are talking about with your eyes blinking like crazy, mine get watery and start burning. I believe we are being tested. Trials, if you will. I have believed this for a while, and I have overcome several in the past recent months, but my current trial is very, very confusing. My best advice is pursue infinity like it is all that matters. And no that, we are compelled to seek THE TRUTH, and in the face of adversity and uncertainty the only option is to continue moving forward cautiously. If we face something we can not yet understand, but we must understand it to keep moving forward, then it is our task to never give up. If you are at an impasse, find a new perspective, turn your head, squint your eyes, you are missing something.. what angle have you forgotten.
I hope that was helpful.. I know how you feel right now.