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Hanz here 04/04/18 (Wed) 20:21:29 No.118472

any info about my paranormal experiences?

>i have talked to a girl that was grown up, then an older lady with grey hair came out saying "dont talk to my daughter, shes too young for you" then the girl came back outside but she was suddenly a little child. same clothing, same face, same body, just a little child suddenly

>i was in a ambulance and when looking outside the window the 6 lane highway morphed into a little country road while i was looking at it and the driver didnt react any different

>i had people reading my mind, this one time i sat near one in a foreign country, looked at him and thought in my head "hey motherfucker" (in german) and then he suddenly replied angrily

then i reacted with pretending i didnt know what he wants

>i had people gangstalk me, this one time i was in berlin and a guy took a place infront of me and stared at me half the day, at one point he had to pee so he walked past me into the park that was behind me, and after he returned he took place infront of me again staring at me. i just stared back the whole time. at one point he left and then a new guy took a place at the same location and stared me down for the rest of the day till it got dark. then he left and no one new came.

>i manifested 2 girls wanting to fuck me into existance

it was in may 2013, two days before my artificial coma

what i did was i noticed that the world (matrix) allways gives me what i didnt want, so i changed the matrix energy (for a lack of better term) into feeling like i didnt want sex, while in the back of my head still wanting it. then i went to a well used trainstation and immediately 2 girls catcalled me which never happend in my life. i ignored them for some reason.

and you still claim paranormal events arent real?

literally impossible things actually happend to me.

most of the time other people were directly involved too so it werent hallucinations (who the fuck even believes these kind of things are hallucinations… like, seriously?).

there were other things that happend aswell. it got only this bad after i woke up from my coma again. after i woke up from the 2 day coma it felt like everything was different. my psyche, the world, everything.

also what i noticed is that people now lie to me about special words

when i ask the nurse "are my neurons allright?" she just responds with "what are neurons?" and thats not the only thing. ever since the coma people CONSTANTLY do that. this one time in the ward, the nurse spoke to her collegues about the transponder she has (to open the doors) and the next day i talked to her and told her something about the transponder and suddenly she pretended to not know what transponders are.

there are many more of these kind of word-lies

i dont know why people do that.

there is way more to this whole story too. but uhm, yeah. what do you think, /fringe/?

also i believe smiley tries to get me in trouble. he asked which region i live in claiming his cousin wants to ride through this area and asked for pics of my burned leg and then the next thing that happend is he opened a thread on 4chon claiming hed kill himself using my pics and my location. ofc i posted in it to set things right and the next day he got a visit from the police who asked to see his leg. but that doesnt matter right now.

what happend during my coma in 2013? it felt like i changed realities. like i got mandela'd.

but yeah… any input, /fringe/?

the only conclusion i can come to is that all this is an illusion that is all about me. or maybe the other people dont notice these matrix bugs but sometimes they were part of the bug themselves so thats unlikely.

pls respond, would be very thankful.

04/04/18 (Wed) 20:24:28 No.118473

oh yeah what i also noticed is fringe has the same things happen to him as me. he gets stalked by people, he experiences reality glitches, its like he has the same storyline as me for some reason. can anyone clear this up?

youd of course need to be very wise to have any clue for this. this thread is not for stupid people.

04/05/18 (Thu) 00:44:20 No.118475

>>118472

I might be able to help, I have some questions for you Hanz so I can guess the nature of this "matrix" you're talking about. If you're not comfortable talking about some of these questions, that's OK. I would like it if you can answer as many as you can so I can figure things out.

When you talk to people about these "reality glitches", do people dismiss them as delusions or a mental disorder?

Do many of these weird "reality glitches" make you wonder if you're awake or dreaming?

>what i did was i noticed that the world (matrix) allways gives me what i didnt want

Did you ever have an incident with something that did give you what you want when you expected it to not to? If this happened again, what similarities are there between this anomaly and others you may or may not have experienced.

Have you ever had "glitches" that have specific elements that reoccur? if so, were they positive or negative?

Were there ever specific people that keep coming into your life despite the glitches in the matrix? Do you have positive or negative experiences with these people? Do these people appear in your matrix despite your expectations?

Do you regularly get a good night's sleep? Sleep is important for health and energy.

Do you dream when you sleep?

If possible, can you provide a dream that sticks out in your mind as significant to you?

Do you believe in gods or goddesses? Is there any particular pantheon or god(dess) that sticks out or is fascinating to you?

Do you believe in Tulpa?

Do you believe in Magic(k)?

What is your opinion on the concept of Love?

Again, if anything here you're not comfortable answering, that's fine, take it at the pace you need so we can figure this out.

04/05/18 (Thu) 01:31:25 No.118476

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>>118475

>yes

>sometimes but only in the sense that its as weird as in a dream. i know precisely when im awake or dreaming (unless im in the dream itself)

>nope. this is a strict rule.

>yes. there is a row of glitches where i was at a train station and the direction box would allways change between analog and digital. as soon as i took a pic one day, it stopped changing forever.

>i have the habit of randomly bumping into people i know on the street.

>yes i allways sleep around 12 hours

>yes

>yes, this one time i had a dream a woman who masked her true look asked me if i wanted yes, then when i started touching her she gave me her IRL phone number, and if i had noted it down in the dream i could have called her. im certain it was a real woman and a real number. she dreamed WITH me. and she knew i am in need of sex so she watches me somehow.

PS: i also had an occasion where i was on my couch and something told me to get up, and when i did i suddenly received a invisible kiss on my lips that felt enitrely real. it was also the first and only kiss i ever got.

>i only believe in fate and in a power that controls said fate

>no

>i think >magic< is completely wrong and not close to TRUE magic due to my own experience. i consider mindpowers that are able to influence reality magic. like the one that i did.

true love for me is when you have a deep connection to a person and feel like pic related

i allways imagine to cuddle with a beautiful and perfect woman and when i do i get this very special feeling in my heart region which is very strong and it spreads first into my left arm and when i imagine stronger into my whole body. the stronger my love fantasy is the stronger that special feeling is. it feels like the opposite of a heart attack. i think its very special. my discription doesnt suffice it at all.

04/05/18 (Thu) 03:08:40 No.118477

>>118476

Fascinating. My gut feelings on your situation aren't any more or less dispelled, but I'm hoping I can give advice you'll understand.

>sleeping for 12 hours a day.

holy shit man! 8 hours is the basic human sleep cycle, 12 hours means there's something that needs recovery. Given what you go through, it makes sense.

>i only believe in fate and in a power that controls said fate

Sounds like a less esoteric idea of what many religions of the world call "God".

>i think >magic< is completely wrong and not close to TRUE magic due to my own experience. i consider mindpowers that are able to influence reality magic. like the one that i did.

This sounds like basic manifestation, and the stuff that you've been doing are very similar to what I call magic- just far more delayed, and something that others can see as well.

>PS: i also had an occasion where i was on my couch and something told me to get up, and when i did i suddenly received a invisible kiss on my lips that felt enitrely real. it was also the first and only kiss i ever got.

Fascinating.

The dreammoods dream dictionary lists a phone number as such- "that you need to make contact with someone and reach out for help." As for the other elements of the dream, I cannot say, for the symbolism in it is specific to you, as if this woman was a real person… I'm not sure how to tell you if or not this person was a real person, or a dream. But that invisible kiss? THAT is a different story, whatever kissed you I'm pretty sure was real. were the kiss and the woman the same person? doubt it, neither of us are experienced enough to know for sure.

Do you believe in ghosts or spirits?

Anyways, here's my /fringe/-based advice for you, Hanz. Start with your dreams, deconstruct them based on symbolism instead of what literally happens, ask yourself what it means, and if you're not sure, use a dream meaning guide to get an idea, if you don't like what the dictionary's meaning is, make your own definition up for it.

Second, this fate force you're talking about, I suggest you meditate on specifically that, try to use your mindpowers to seek that force out and connect with it. I remember talking to someone who had a similar problem as yours, they found clarity through this method, maybe it'll help you! If you're having trouble with that, I suggest looking at making your own tulpa. Dead serious, she would be able to see beyond the glitches in your matrix, to the root of the code, for what it truly is. Through you, she will also be connected to you, whenever your reality shifts, she will shift with you, she will be there to love you, and will be there to help you gain clarity.

It's a simple solution, but I don't know any other way to expand on this advice further except for to read occult books and PDFs, but beware,for many that have real advice there are also those who are misinformed and parrot said false information.

Good luck!

04/05/18 (Thu) 03:17:37 No.118478

>>118477

I need to clarify something in regards to the definition of magic

>i think >magic< is completely wrong and not close to TRUE magic due to my own experience. i consider mindpowers that are able to influence reality magic. like the one that i did.

what I'm trying to get at, is that what you call True Magic, and what I call magic are in fact the same thing. Except that the magic that me and others on /fringe/ use, takes more time to work, and precise intent to be truely accurate.

https://8ch.net/fringe/res/104268.html

this thread is what I mean.