I feel like i'm at some weird turning point, i've had real life experiences with occult or at least weird shit in my life so it's not like i can dismiss it but how do i really know all of these weren't simply me misunderstanding stuff ? Although what i've seen can't really be explained away like that i don't think.
I don't know what to make of all of this shit and when i see things like ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1KwVRWqAgw
(from a channel promoted on the fringe library) it only reinforces my belief that it's all maybe just a big misunderstanding on my part.
Can anyone relate ? Thoughts ?