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Help me deprogam myself 01/26/18 (Fri) 06:29:27 No.115152

I believe I may have been a victim of MKULTRA or more likely a related more advanced program,

I base this off of a few things:

- Unexplainable, extreme fetish-like behavior (anal) initiated and acted out with fellow children of the same gender around the ages of 8-10

- At this same point, I believed you could get a girl pregnant by kissing and also believed all humans shared the same genitalia (this is to illustrate my complete lack of understanding of sexuality)

- Upon being put through therapy due to a neighbor kids mom catching us, I shut down completely, I would sit for nearly the entire session in silence

- I was only allowed to stop attending therapy when I took a stand claiming no abuse was ever committed against me, I truly had no recollection of anything of that sort

- I was unusually gifted mentally from a young age, was marked with a college reading level in 5th grade.

- Taken care of by emotionally unstable adoptive guardians, who despite keeping us in a lower-middle class living situation maintained regular contact with a certain high level celebrity figure (60 Mil + net worth) who was "always very interested in how I was doing"

- Also, have many familial connections to the military that are never discussed and downplayed when brought up

- I have strong recurring connections to a family which owned a "military supply company, related to aerospace" which I have been unable to find any record of

- This family was closely connected to the founders of one of the largest Catholic institutions in the USA

- This family has a very large amount of wealth going back generations, as well as proven incestual/pedophilic behavior occurring and being supported by other members of the family

- Their behavior is reminiscent of Monarchs, mothers pushing daughters under 18 to start relationships with men over the age of 50 who happen to be quite rich(and likely have more important connections that have not been revealed)

01/26/18 (Fri) 06:29:52 No.115153

>>115152

- All females I am aware of in this family marry men 2x - 3x their age and in more than one instance marrying direct relatives (classic "keep the money in the family" behavior or alternatively "keep the bloodline pure") would again like to mention this family is very very wealthy

- Recurring fixations on animal print patterns which is a known symbol of Beta Kitten (sex slave) programming, coupled with Behaviors reminiscent of trauma victims and obvious signs of mental anguish

- No memories of my childhood prior to the age of 10

There are probably other things I have missed but I am simply attempting to show the signs that have made me suspicious and maybe I am being overly paranoid but I feel like I know with 100% certainty if I did hypno-therapy to the time period of my childhood that I have blocked out I would encounter some horrifying shit,

So I guess what I am looking for is methods to unlock these blocked out memories, and possibly ways to confirm that my mind has been fucked with in some way,

Any advice or similar experiences are welcome

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01/26/18 (Fri) 11:36:45 No.115157

Sounds like an interesting project if you would allow me to attempt to unlock your memories from afar. But I need your confirmation that you are ok with this? I may be reading your mind and know some personal things about you in the process.

Can I also ask a few things first?

>You have no memories of anything before age 10, is this definite? Like no images at all? What about first day in school, first book you read, your first bike etc? I clearly remember some things back to around 2 years of age, so this sounds weird.

>Since you had absurd perception of sexuality, were you sheltered from this topic completely? Like is your family religious or your country afraid of this topic? I knew the sexual functions completely when I was 5 from a combination of reading an anatomy book for children and watching some hippie sex ed show on tv. There's also nature shows explaining animal breeding rituals. Did you hear about it but didn't understand, or was it a blank spot?

01/26/18 (Fri) 15:41:39 No.115162

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>>115152

Look anon there's only one nice way of saying this, and it's that this may LOOK like something bad, but it's more likely than not just unrelated things that seem sinister without the proper context, at least the first 5 things are relatively normal (believe it or not, anal is not that extreme of a fetish, in fact most men are into it and most women are aware of that fact), kids don't really understand sexuality that early and especially are pretty bad about misunderstanding what the opposite gender "has down there", among other things that adults find cute to feed instead of telling kids the truth about.

I'm not saying investigating that family won't yield anything, but you're probably in the clear as far as MKUltra/Monarch/Whatever else programming.

01/26/18 (Fri) 16:07:18 No.115163

>>115162

>kids don't really understand sexuality that early and especially are pretty bad about misunderstanding what the opposite gender "has down there"

What are you basing this off of?

True while I knew theoretically how it works I didn't understand why there would be sperm instead of pee during intercourse because you need some kind of personal experience of sexual excitement to really get it. But the claim kids wouldn't know what the other gender looks like? Most people have siblings and parents or see other kids nude at kindergarten, and there's also toys like the peeing doll which has genitals. Kids also have curiousity and won't let this go.

What you're describing is a very rare exception.

01/27/18 (Sat) 01:22:39 No.115192

>>115152

If you really believe that you may have been put under that kind of conditioning, then you should seek out a therapist you can trust in person who knows about this sort of thing. Most systems have suicide alters built into them as kill switches or guardian demons that were implanted by the programmer. Trying to deprogram alone would be extremely risky. You can look here for a better understanding of the mechanics though. I wager its about 98% true not sure about the stuff he mentions about white gold feels like that might be accidental disinfo. https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/mindcontrol/mindcontrol_index.htm

Also Consider what this one >>115162 Has said.

01/27/18 (Sat) 03:38:48 No.115195

>>115153

>animal print patterns related to "Sex Slave" programming

I'm remembering shit about my own childhood recently, and am curious if there is a list of known connections like this.

01/27/18 (Sat) 11:29:44 No.115207

If OP doesn't come back to reply to any of the posts I'm going to assume this is a bait thread created by the very people who do these things. The stuff linked in>>115192

is worthless, it's the same garbage description of the topic reposted again and again. Sure there is some truth to it but it can't be used.

The friendlieness paired with a warning seems like it follows a pattern here. If OP wants help, do reply, or I'm discarding this as mere scheming. Thanks for exposing how you work.

01/27/18 (Sat) 21:44:53 No.115225

>>115152

i guess that i forgot to answer to this thread…

>>112478 go to this and use this too https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZCgOoGSLdQ (targeted individual frequency scatterer version 2) and this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpH_rXGHX1w (t.i. remote soft kill shield, REMOVES many electronic harassments)