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>>114946

Greenpill me on sleep /fringe/. How can you sleep less hours but restore your energy more efficiently. (Say, sleep 3 hours and feel completely energized, instead of sleeping 7-8)

how do I make sigil? already made two but I am not sure if I did it right.

>created sigil in paint

>stared at it for a while

>deleted it

>>114977

Treat it as calligraphy and draw it by hand, preferable outside on the ground.

>>114962

Take a cold shower in the morning?

>>114962

here's a little tip: do not be awakened rudely. what this means is: no loud alarms etc.

if you are awakened rudely, you will feel horrible even if you had slept for 10 hours.

but if you awaken naturally, you will feel refreshed even if you had slept for 3 hours.

>>114962

>have no energy blockages in the system

>aura can reboot and gather energy in less than half the normal time

>coupled with conscious meditation on selfgeneration and energybuildup could cut it to an hour or two of meditating once maybe twice a day.

Start with aligning to this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouzOB7_YDxc

>>115028

Meditating makes me feel tired afterwards. Am I doing it right?

>>115032

Depends what type of meditation you are doing.

If you are meditating to clear you mind, theoretically it is the same as sleep, if you are in a comfortable position.

What is sleep? Mind rest, Body rest.

What is void meditation? Mind rest, body rest (comfortable position)

Good luck not falling asleep when you get comfy though.

So this may not specifically help OQ, but if you guys are ever faced with a situation where you aren't permitted to sleep for whatever reason, you can simply use your mind clearing meditation technique to regenerate.

How do I summon aliens or provoke encounters with them like Montalk? I wanna finally see those fuckers and I wanna find out if I can escape being abducted.

>>115046

Be paranoid of them all the time. Aspire to become the perfect loosh dispenser boi.

t. not a reptilian

Anyone else having as much fun unwrapping the Kaballah as I am? Fuck this tesseract bs, but at the same time I can't help but enjoy solving the puzzlebox.

Anyone have a diagram of The Balanced Tree, the Tree of Life? I have a working hypothetical diagram but have yet to test it out.

>>114977

You have to spend an amount of time meditating on the meaning and how the sigil you drew represents that. Then delete and forget

How does the occult explain cloning?

>>115068

What do you mean how does it explain cloning? That's such a vague question. Be far more specific.

>>115046

You could do what >>115051 says, but since you're familiar with Montalk you might have read Reality Creation Redux and you might be aware that being paranoid of them all the time will cause more situations in which you have a need to feel paranoid about them, and I don't think you want negative experiences with them. Instead you could feel the emotions you'd feel if you already knew them but in a positive way (and obviously read Reality Creation Redux if you haven't already because it explains the feeling begets feeling thing).

>>115052

There has been a couple of discussions on the various manipulations of the Tree of Life on >>>/occult/. I pretty much lurk there from time to time as only one or two posts come through a day.

>>115038

Sometimes I do void meditation, and sometimes I do meditation to think clearly. I don't have much experience with meditation, I'm still experimenting. Are you saying that meditation can theoretically replace sleep? Can meditating while still thinking also count as sleep?

recommend me some good books on druid-magick and nordic pagan magic

I made a thread for an elaborate question but nonone is answearing so I'll just cut the bullshit and ask it straight up:

Is fucking around with your conciousness outside your body dangerous? Like is it like a dream were nothing can hurt your physical body?

…Like some of the things you people write on here really disturbs me… Could something else enter my physical body while I'm "away"?

What kind of thing has the power to give me nightmares and be visible just after waking?

Seems like it is quite deeply attached to me since it can show itself even after months of peace.

I'm thinking of larvae or parasite

>>115120

Life is dangerous. Thinking is dangerous. Doing is dangerous. Be brave, for cowardice certainly will make a short life for you, but courage might let you glimpse eternity.

All the time thoughts and their influences are entering into you. Some of it leaves just as it enters, some of it sticks. At any time a very condensed and powerful thoughtform can enter and attach to you. Doesn't matter if you're present or not. It's more a matter of emotional vulnerabilities and opportunities, what you resonate with, whose attention comes upon you. We have filters that sometimes block out the good, sometimes the bad, sometimes aren't really functioning well at all. You have to refine your being so you get the noise and crap out and to stay out, and you take in plenty of the good.

All the time this is going on, now as ever, and there is not much special about astral projection, other than that you are now aware of the possibility of projecting your awareness totally away from yourself and in a form through which your awareness works. What you might not know is you've been doing it all along and just need to refine the process more.

What montalk has said however about astral projection in particular is absolutely true… that doing it all too much basically weakens the connection between your soul and body, which can lead to exhaustion and sickness and other problems, but is not so bad depending your situation. Weakening the bonds of the body and soul is fine if you aren't under attack by lots of dark shit all the time.

Don't fear anything. When you are dying it is very peaceful anyways. I was so scared until it happened. Once you cross a certain point there is no fear just watching and being pleasantly surprised. All kinds of things can happen; in theory… but my mind has lost the ability to take all kinds of threats to me seriously much anymore and I face everything with inner-calm. The worst that happens to me these days is I go through periods of vagueness and tension but I have found new things to tie my awareness to that are bringing in a lot of good material for me and I have massively accelerated my reaction times and the overall speed of my thoughts lately. I have found some simple aspirations that I can stick with and activities that I can use to enrich my soul. Life gives you lots of opportunities to practice the way.

>>115133

All manifest things are thoughts in the mind of God. Whatever persists like that is either hanging around you a lot or has some other business it gets mired in until it decides to come back your way again. The power of inflicting nightmares on someone is the power of being a vector for and holding a lot of negative shit and bringing it into someone's mental sphere. If you want to induce nightmares for someone just focus on them and start channeling lots of disturbing shit to them. If you want to take your 4D chess game higher of course you look into the person, see their vulnerabilities there, and you exploit them, and you dodge as much as possible whatever powers greater than you that might want to try and protect them. There's a lot of things you can't do without causing a lot of trouble in "the spirit world" and starting a spiritual war. Everyone has their place in this world and somethings you are invested with the authority to exercise your power as see fit other things you will be challenged and worn down and contradicted by beings that maybe are wiser and more mature than you and know better… or are simply resting upon more momentum. Anyways I recommend you get some insight into the mechanics of this entity by mimicking what it's doing except do it on someone else then you will gain the knowledge you need to deal with it and hold your ground better.

>>115120

Btw all thoughts influence the body to some degree and stronger thoughts influence it more… and if you're worried about dying well lots of people get killed all the time by strong thought projections, die of "heart attacks" and such, die "spontaneously" and "without known cause" or because of "stress". There are some well cited cases of people being killed through mere suggestion. This can happen to you just by interacting with people any day though and is nothing special to the out of body stuff. Really the only thing I can emphasize about the out of body stuff is it can wear you down doing it a lot, weaken the connection of soul and body which opens you up to more stuff and can be bad depending your situation, but also sometimes depending what you do in the astral and what places you reside you can draw in actually a lot of power and heal yourself quite a lot in as little as three hours… I have seen recommendation also to do everything in multiples of 3 and it seems a good idea.

>>115134

I don't know. My gut feeling always tells me to get right back into my body as fast as possible. The place were I end up always looks more like some shit straight out of the movie Insidious then what people describe as astral projection. It always feels like there's some sort of sinister presence there.

I am a curious person to the point of being reckless, but even this is a bit to "out there" for me…

3 hours, 6 hours, 9 hours. Aim to keep your astral travel within that timeframe. Don't do 2, 5, 7, etc. hours it has to be a multiple of three.

Discard this though if it doesn't work for you, it works for a lot of people, but not everyone is the same.

If you want to know what is best for you get a clean signal and you can focus in on anything you need to know about your body. It can be so bad to just listen to the random advice of people concerning your body, look at how animals optimally maintain their bodies without having to be told anything, they just know what is good for them. Have confidence in yourself to know what is good for you.

>>115087

Yeah. That's how you hear about these guys meditating under trees for 40 days or whatever.

>>115087

Oops. I mis-read your question.

Meditating while thinking cannot replace sleep as you are not resting your mind. (sleep = resting mind + resting body)

What's the green pilled way to fall asleep? What kind of meditation should I do?

>>115133

>>115134

>>115138

go to >>112478

use this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfQVgVayXcc (entity remover), and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCnAyhif3qY (astral projection with safety affirmations included), plus https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_dzTijrdBM (FARAON mantra, for instant astral projections)

>>114962

>>114997

that's a good thing in general.

>>115028

also correct.

the lower the blockages are in the chakras, the more sleep you need. if you have root chakra/basic safety issues/developed issues as a baby, you sleep more to recoup a deeper feeling of need.

a book I read said acting from root chakra = 10-12 hours of sleep

sacral = 10 hours

solarplexus = 8 hours

heart = 6

throat = 4-5

3rd eye = 2-3

crown = no sleep necessary

on days I've had 3rd eye superactive I felt alright with 3 hours.

also someone said indian sages sleep from 10pm to 2am? (I don't remember if it was 1am or 4am maybe) and that those hours are the most beneficial sleep times. maybe ayurvedically which may only apply in india but idk try it.

also keep a regular sleep schedule, that helps the body be in a rhythm, which is best for rest.

>>115033

>on one of these question threads

why not look through them? I'd ctrl+f the words in the archived question threads if I were you.

>>115135

>There's a lot of things you can't do without causing a lot of trouble in "the spirit world" and starting a spiritual war.

you can put humanity into debt-slavery and seemingly dodge consequence tho? I'm curious as oto your thoughts on 'evil' things in the world and how it works/if there's a spiritual war going on right now.

is it only the lower-level spirits that inhabit the bodies of humans that suffer and can't escape their suffering?

>I recommend you get some insight into the mechanics of this entity by mimicking what it's doing except do it on someone else then you will gain the knowledge you need to deal with it and hold your ground better.

wew. How to propogate virus. But that's a cool idea even if I would want to avoid doing it unless I had no better option.

>>115158

lay down and meditate, nomind or void meditation. lesser thoughts and/or make your thoughts into pictures, go exploring wherever your mind takes you. when i was younger i had a hard time managing this but nowadays I manage to fall asleep even when i feel like i have too much awakeness to fall asleep.

If somebody says things like "geez everyone has to die, dying is part of life, you just have to die sometimes, so that other people can take over, geez, i mean come on people its the current year when you just going to die so there can be more of me in the universe i mean more people in the universe geez its just part of life geez i mean you just come here and die and then the demiurge takes everything you did i mean then life goes on and a new pure innocent soul is born that lives their life and then just dies" and they never want to even explore those areas, don't want to have 'uncomfortable talks', literally do the equivalent of hearing everything that means something to you then waving a wand to banish it and ban you from saying anything else or they will do that 'woah dude are you crazy are you weird are you psychotic are you ok you are acting strange are you resisting arrest' social cue……………………………….

are they consciousless beings or fragments of the demiurge?

It is interesting how psychology is one of the most jewish fucking industries of all time, considers what anyone here would call a "spiritual experience" psychosis, but then once you are drugged to retardation they eat special meals on special days and try to cast spells and consider any discussion about them existing forever to be non fiction.

Since retarded goyim slaves are just the attack dogs for these psychotic jews, is this one of their black magic tricks or are these people just retarded? I need to know so I know whether to try to educate them or whether I should just move the fuck on.

>>115135

beware.

Any tips for becoming motivated?

Every time I start looking into occult I quickly lose motivation. It has been going on for 3 or so years by now despite being interested in occult for the whole time.

>>115174

>is this one of their black magic tricks or are these people just retarded?

I think it might be both. They are brainwashed fucks exactly because their retardation makes them easy prey to stuff said by figures of authority (parents, teachers, TV etc..) and were never exposed to people who are saiyng whats what. I mean, not all of them are retarded, just ignorant, brainwashed and doesn't into critical thinking.

>I need to know so I know whether to try to educate them or whether I should just move the fuck on.

But do they want to be educated? A good way of teaching is by asking questions, make them question stuff, its probably the best way to spread redpills, would probably work with greenpills too.

>>115201

Dude any now they will go even deeper. Any day now. The leaks are coming any day. CIA asset I mean revolutionary non blackmailed Jesus Assange is gonna give us those leaks any day now then we are gonna have McAfee/Sanders and get libertarian socialism which will free humanity forever. Any day now. Stay tuned. On the next episode of Water Filter Alex Jones is going to release the files that will change everything.

>>115202

As me, and also as being me, the creator of that video, I have determined that I should stay tuned in this me because in the next episode they are going to go more in depth. They already let us know about the clone factories which made everyone on Earth look like John Olivers gay lumberjack cousin , but on the next episode, they will get to the bottom of this. Please subscribe.

I love how some people are so fucking gross that they are profiting off the revolution. Within fucking minutes they came up with a business model to best profit off the revolution. Holy fucking shit these things might just be AI designed to be obsessed with hoarding every resource on the planet so they can sell it to you so you think that you are interacting with all these people. I guess we missed a bug there when creating LIFE. next time around we will program these people to always give us 15% off.

Sup /fringe/, i wanted to ask a question regarding the IIH mental training in step 1.

I'm on the 1st exercise and I can't understand what is meant by "being a uninvolved observer of one's mind".

While observing my thoughts, i have tried not to suppress anything, let whatever it might be get on the surface.

But, i feel as i am observing my mind actively. Most of the time, when a thought pops up, i catch myself thinking not to judge the thought or analyse it.

So, when i observe a thought, it triggers a response saying that i should not analyse it, which then prompts me to analyse if i am analysing the thought.

I have did this exercise for 1 week and got it to 10min, and when i started the second one (being present in the moment) i couldn't do it for a minute. I felt as if thoughts were bombarding me.

Then, i started it over again and here i am on day 3 feeling fucking miserable for being such a failure.

I also checked "The Bardon companion", which didn't help me either.

I'm asking which are the results that i should be striving for and what exactly is the state of being an uninvolved observer?

>>115212

Also forgot to mention that 70% of the time when doing this exercise i have no thoughts to observe, considering i have previously done a breathing meditation for a few months.

So most of the time, i don't know if i am creating the thoughts, or forcing them out, which i guess it's not much different.

I know this post is fucking annoying and retarded but i always find myself over-analysing and not able to grasp the simplest shit pls help

>>115212

IIH step is basically the same as Mindfulness meditation. You take a neutral response to each thought and return your attention back. Sometimes it is easier in the beginning to focus upon the breath instead of an absent state of mind. When the thoughts arise simply see them and allow them to move away without force or emotional attachment. Eventually the more you practice the thoughts will dwindle down. This step was something that was supposed to be practiced for the life of the magician and not something that prevents you from moving on to the next step. This question was actually very common on Rawn Clark's forum back in the day. Do not aim for full empty mind mastery before moving on to step 2, as it is unnecessary and will hold you back. Basically in the nutshell, all the exercises in step 1 are meant to be practiced as routine habits for the life of the mage. They will become stronger as you develop and move along with each step. For instance you don't just make one soul mirror and leave it at that. You will always be adjusting and updating your soul mirror as you move along. I put a link for a free mindfulness course on >>>/occult/. Read a little bit of it as it gives some tips that will be helpful for those in step 1.

I'm reading Conway's Occult Primer and I'm at his first actual instructions, the visualizations.

He mentions how fundamental it is for the future development of the magical career but his exercises are subpar.

Do any of you know a book or guide to visualization? Something to go from 0 to hero in a sure manner.

If you have good experience with it yourself, I'd be even happier.

>>115216

when I did a vipassana retreat I started seeing visuals *clearly*

>>115217

>vipassana retreat

I definitely wanna go on one some day but I don't have the financial means or time to do so right now, unfortunately.

>>115219

they are free btw.

dhamma.org

I'm looking for a book, I downloaded it from fringechan when it was still a thing. It was about human body's hidden powers and stuff like that. IIRC in one of the earlier pages the author gave an example of a yoga pose and said it fixes some problems but explained why people don't know about this. Also I remember he said one of his student achieved some of these powers in about 20 days, but he meditated like 20 hours a day. Those are the only things I remember about the book, does anyone know what I'm talking about? I remember that it was a great book but can't find it in my archive

>>115254

Also I remembered one more thing, it was written by a German

>>115213

>>115212

never say that you are a failure. from the littlest steps, each one has come.

We are All One in the Infinite Source as It is One with Us. We are Sovereign. We are Divine. We are Free.

as long as you hold the intent to PRESERVERATE AND IMPROVE, you are in a positive path.

I consider astrology/religion/all of this to be fucking bullshit. That doesn't mean I didn't use it. Just like a nice shirt or a cool song isn't necessary for survival, all these things which assign value to human life aren't necessary. Unfortunately they are the only tools we have.

Science is the most stubborn douchey thing on the fucking planet:

Science Nerd: Omg dewd we did it we just created a new power planet that royalty can use to control the stupid ass peasants! We could have worked on incorporating every human being into our quest for knowledge, but we don't care about them because cosmic mistake and science! And if you don't listen to me you are anti science! Because I wrote this big ass book!

*persons parents get divorced, trauma leads to chain of events which leads to broken child, all events can be analyzed and solutions can be incorporated into society, as long as our almighty leader Dr. Science approves*

Dr. Science M.D, Certified Genius, Knower of Everything About Your Life, Wants, and Needs: Omg ok well thats just like an outlier a fire that destroys a building is an outlier and we prepare for that with science but i mean come on its just a few human beings and this is just a cosmic mistake and when you die that pain and failure wont even matter so who cares Science! Science! Science! I don't want to explore certain areas of my brain and that is why I am qualified to declare myself the master of reality because not taking everything into consideration makes you a great leader!

Now I will tell you where science got it right. Shut the fuck up ackshully it's not like by saying fuck all science I am not acknowledging that bongs are fucking badass. Quit being a fucking psychopath and following every posters trying to get to the bottom of this to be like OMG YOU ARE WRONG OMG FLAME FLAME FLAME TROLL TROLL so I don't have to waste my time prebanishing you.

Ok back to the point. Computers are where science got it right. Personal Computers I guess. By just using a computer from age 3-23, and using all these different games, format converters, basic html, just growing up seeing all this shit getting built and not fully understanding it but being able to to absorb some things and try some shit without having the gold key to access the nuclear research facilities gold room, I was able to get a fucking IT job. I never read one fucking book because standing there looking at one dudes thoughts in text form for hours makes me want to kill myself. I would just try shit and occasionally search for a specific issue.

So, why can't that extend to everything? Fitness, medicine, physical therapy, nutrition, auto repair, robotics, politics, sociology, music, every thing on earth should be able to be explored with the same efficiency I have when I upload pictures of my ass on the fakesbook. Fucking dumb ass boomer con artists who never did anything except latch onto other peoples accomplishments and get a cut of their profits were able to figure this shit out. Wow, we did it humanity, we evolved our learning capabilities! Fucking stupid ass universities where you have to stand around listening to a dude with a pension stretch out a 5 minute lesson to a 4 hour lesson don't need to exist anymore! Lets start taking over the entire fucking galaxy!

The worst thing about life is other peoples ego. You have to go through like ten different egos if you want to do anything. You have to adjust yourself to their liking, pay them the correct amount of dollars, waste all this time driving to them. Every fucking place you go there are 5000000000 fucking psychopaths with no incentive to improve the efficiency of humans because they get a nice pay check. That has got to the fucking go. There has been a retarded amount of effort by certain cults to prevent humans from being sovereign beings. I sincerely doubt that these things are even humans, because every actual human I encounter who is in this with me has a legitimate aura where its like ok lets not fuck eachother over and do what we can to increase our chances of survival.

>>115270

Here is the end result of my quest to control my ego: everything that you did does not fucking matter because every day there are new problems to deal with. When you die in a fucking fire, the fact that you won the super bowl doesnt mean shit. That does not mean dont make that part of your being, because winning suggests that you were doing something right, but winning doesnt mean shit until youve transcended things like pain/death/mundane dead end hells.

That is basically the conclusion I have come to through my sPiRiTuAl JoUrNey. All it took was a few times doing some trance/medtation/yoga/chant/tea/weed shit, then when I felt the 50000000000000000 demon hands that pull me in their direction 24/7 released, I reached fucking Nirvana. Would rather you take in what I'm saying than be like ARRGGH HE REACHED NIRVANA FUCK HIM because thats how I would read that, so take comfort in the fact that my life is again complete fucking shit.

The meaning of life is being happy, creating, and expressing your individuality. Why the fucking fuck are there different humans if there isn't a point to each individual human? Your quest is breaking down every barrier sitting in the way of this happening. If you are the highest of the high, and you see the lowest of the low getting picked on by parasite bullies, then they need rescued somehow, because even though you arent experiencing that pain now you are enabling the person creating the pain, and they will keep expanding until they get to you.

Getting to the next plateau is 100% possible, and most people are already working towards that they just don't know. It's probably really just like 1% or less of the population fighting this. I used to think that EVIL was just part of the natural order. That is a fucking lie. I have seen the light, and the retarded amount of darkness I have encountered by just going "oh aight I can control my own soul" did nothing but proved that everyone like "We gotta unite dawg" who got murdered was on to something.

>>115270

>>115271

I think you should talk less and listen more.

This was given in May 1833 to Joseph Smith a prophet in the church of latter day-saints. I just wanted to get opinions on it. I recently read The Kybalian by Three Initiates and thought it was quite interesting.

21 And now, verily I say unto you, I was in the beginning with the Father, and am the Firstborn;

22 And all those who are begotten through me are partakers of the glory of the same, and are the church of the Firstborn.

23 Ye were also in the beginning with the Father; that which is Spirit, even the Spirit of truth;

24 And truth is knowledge of things as they are, and as they were, and as they are to come;

25 And whatsoever is more or less than this is the spirit of that wicked one who was a liar from the beginning.

26 The Spirit of truth is of God. I am the Spirit of truth, and John bore record of me, saying: He received a fulness of truth, yea, even of all truth;

27 And no man receiveth a fulness unless he keepeth his commandments.

28 He that keepeth his commandments receiveth truth and light, until he is glorified in truth and knoweth all things.

29 Man was also in the beginning with God. Intelligence, or the light of truth, was not created or made, neither indeed can be.

30 All truth is independent in that sphere in which God has placed it, to act for itself, as all intelligence also; otherwise there is no existence.

31 Behold, here is the agency of man, and here is the condemnation of man; because that which was from the beginning is plainly manifest unto them, and they receive not the light.

32 And every man whose spirit receiveth not the light is under condemnation.

33 For man is spirit. The elements are eternal, and spirit and element, inseparably connected, receive a fulness of joy;

34 And when separated, man cannot receive a fulness of joy.

35 The elements are the tabernacle of God; yea, man is the tabernacle of God, even temples; and whatsoever temple is defiled, God shall destroy that temple.

36 The glory of God is intelligence, or, in other words, light and truth.

37 Light and truth forsake that evil one.

38 Every spirit of man was innocent in the beginning; and God having redeemed man from the fall, men became again, in their infant state, innocent before God.

39 And that wicked one cometh and taketh away light and truth, through disobedience, from the children of men, and because of the tradition of their fathers.

40 But I have commanded you to bring up your children in light and truth.

How to stop focusing on breath while trying to do no mind meditation?

>>114946

What was Hermes Trismegistus' true name?

>>115292

I also want to improve my body but I want to be shorter, just send me the shortness energy and I'll send you the tallness. I can also spare 3 inches of penile length, some muscular strength & build, feet size and visual acuity but in return I want a prettier face. I will do this in meditation most nights at 22:30 GMT, starting after you reply to this post and agree. I will continue for 7 days and then it will be complete or we may start another cycle. This will be an even exchange and it will benefit both parties equally and any attempt to cheat will automatically fail and greatly penalize the cheating party.

Hermeticism draws inspiration from the qabbalah. So i feel like it's a contributing link of energy to the jews. Does Christian Gnosticism concentrate on the trinity? How do I escape the jew matrix?

>>115292

cool pic.

I had puberty 2.0 when i stopped masturbating/went to live/work at a yoga retreat center. vegan food and work and yoga and meditation was nice. I didn't get stronger but younger-looking, less neurotic, and other stuff

>>115310

cool pic. interesting idea. lol 3 inches too long of b enis?

I'm a good length rn, can't go any longer, but also wouldn't wanna be shorter benis or height.

>>115273

agreed.

>>115324

>a board full of gnostics

Says who? The library Mega has books from many different schools of thought in it.

>>115329

Says my observation that gnosticism is the most prevalent belief system on this board. I just think it's a bit odd that one of the first pieces of recommended reading is opposed to it.

>>115310

you don't want to give anything away. it's not necessary. every Being is Sovereign, Divine, Free, Eternal, Infinite, Inmortal, Not-limitated and Unlimited in All Ways, Shapes, Forms, Concepts, Ideas, Etc, Etc and Etc as Fractals of the One.

We are One with the Infinite Source as It is One with Us.

you just need to Intention to *have* what you desire, and you shall have it with no further cost or loss.

>>115351

>>115310

the only thing that should be gifted is Infinite Energy charged with Positiveness, Unconditional Love from the Infinite Source, things that *should be* truly gifted from the Heart, the Law of Thanks, the Law of Forgiveness, the Law of Grace, and the Law of Blessings.

The sheer amount of shills on this site is disgusting. I post one piece of unrevealed/life shattering info and its suddenly burried under threads and comments of shitposting.

Im out fam, yall enjoy the loosh circle jerk.

>>115369

Which thread was it?

>>115369

was it a shitty thread?

and geez, I don't see the huge deal. post on fringebay.com or mewch if you want a better quality fringe/one that won't slide your posts because there aren't a lot of people on it.

>>115335

It's one of two people. A real gnostic or smiley shitposting with the flags. Don't let his jewish trickery work on you

>>115201

>that reddish tint

Are you using F.lux?

>>115432

(Not that anon) I use f.lux and it doesn't affect the colour of my screenshots.

>>115432

Probably just some demonic influence

>>115432

>>115449

it's a phone screenshot.

there's an app called twilight on android and the tint on it does affect screenshots.

t. knower

Is there any legitimacy to the subliminals on youtube that don't contain any phrases? Like how it says in the description of this vid

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=falPsBiiitM

"The repetition it still there, you just consciously will not hear it. "

How does the sub-conscious hear it if I can't hear it?

>>115456

your subconscious can hear far lower frequency ranges than your conscious, and decipher the messages properly.

What kind of meditation should I do for very fast reflexes?

>>115480

meditation involving slowing down time, more processes-per-second.

I'd try paying attention to fewer things, as intensely as possible.

>>115456

I listened to some hair growth related ones (intended for women) out of pure curiosity, and now I have long feminine eyelashes. Whoops.

>>115494

Look into Trolldom practices. I first read about it in a book called Serpent Songs. I dont know much about house spirits but the section in the book on Trolldom was very descriptive on dealing with localized house spirits. Id be willing to post snippets but Ill have to get to my computer to do that so I can access the ebook.

>>115498

Thank Anon.

I was thinking of Trolls and similar spirits across europe, but since we're in England I thought that it may have to be specific to brownies (not much information online, as far as I can tell).

I'll look for the book you mentioned in the meantime, again, thanks!

Greenpill me on Ouija's, /fringe/. Are they dangerous, a scam, or an useful tool?

>>115520

depends on who is using it.

certainly fuckin dangerous for kids.

shouldn't be too useful tbh because you can just ask the akash for anything

What ended up happening to Smiley? Who is BO now?

How do you greenpill a Catholic girl?

>>115528

Nag Hammadi library?

>>114946

Are crystals and minerals, lets say moonstone, actually magical in any capacity Because the only places that talk about such magic are a bunch of women trying to be witches and failing miserably.

>>115560

they are. they hold specific vibrations and work as amplifiers, quartz more than many. try holding a moldavite for awhile and you'll see

also crystal thread http://fringebay.com/fringe/835

>>115564

I hold my small genuine moldavite shard for 5 min and I feel nothing, what should I do?

>>115324

>>115335

There's something about gnostics that makes me undeniably repulsed and disgusted. They're insidious bastards advocating with an ideology that'll spiral your life out of control easily with no progress in sight. Glad I shook that shit off, I'm never looking back.

>>115577

GTFO shill. I've had more progress in a month of practicing Gnosticism than any other system Ive used. Im sorry your ego is too inflated for it to work for you.

>>115573

clean it, activate it and charge it.

for activation you open the tap water (NON-FLUORIDATED OR TOXIFIED! if yours is, then use ANOTHER WATER!), then, you rub the shard with sea salt while it's on the stream (i forgot for how many minutes, 5? 10? if you can feel energy feel the crystal)

to activate it you intention it to be activated. it will awaken its powers.

to charge it, you implant an intention within the crystal, something pure and positive. this will charge it up with the intention and it will add to the crystal's natural powers.

it will stick (crystals are about as easy as water for intentioning) and will constantly radiate it.

>>115573

>>115616

he's got it right.

I meant more like keep it in your aura for awhile and it might get uncomfortably strong.

But you can try a quartz or lemurian quartz or charoite or melody stone/super 7 for other stones that are moderately strong/programmable in particular.

or go to a rock shop and there might be one that vibes with you in there.

if you smoke weed you can get a little too high and then grab some red tiger's eye and see how it grounds and calms. or if you're STO angelite or celestite or apophyllite are good angel stones that feel nice. apophyllite was the one that worked best for me but I think my aura is already similar to celestite and angelite is a similar one

What's the best way to access the Akashic records?

>>115625

If you're capable of mental travel/AP just will yourself there.

>>115616

>>115621

Thanks, now I just have to find it. I strangely lost it yesterday just after posting, even stranger I found another green-colored raw crystal embedded in a piece of conglomerate rock in a vase in my house when I was searching. Anyway..

So all the yogis claim you have to only breathe in through your nose. And Ive noticed recently that I start breathing through my mouth when doing anything physical like running/lifting. Ive tried only breathing through my nose but it feels like Im not getting in enough air.Any tips?

>>115656

you probably have to acclimate. high altitude training is a thing, so I can see training with less oxygen can be beneficial

What is the correct form of noting during mindfulness, is it correct to say the word mentally, or is to observe something conceptually?

>>115633

Some people say crystals will leave you when their influence is no longer needed. Of course, I take all of this crystal stuff with a grain of salt.

I just lost a piece of malachite I had been carrying securely in my inside jacket pocket for a few months. No idea how it got away from me.

Is there any /fringe/ way to change one's eye colour?

>>115633

>>115677

it has seemingly been seen that crystals break by themselves when entities attack, specially those which are naturally protecting.

>>115692

intentioning, will, and subliminal/cymatic videos.

Currently curled in bed and high on Codeine.

What happens to the Chakras during menstruation?

Pain aside, for me it's like there's *fire* burning internally around the sacral that travels up the spine.

Any recommendations on how to use this energy at this time?

Has anyone else here developed a narcissists persona? This might be a side effect for focusing too on my self.

>>115694

Do subliminal videos actually work? They have always seemed to me like poor man's magic where the audio is just there to be an external thing for a mundane mind to believe in?

>>115710

I didn't think so, but then…

>>115491

This happened.

Now why is it a bad idea to try and create a tulpa for companionship again?

Especially if you have a high chance of having the auts and a good level of social anxiety

>>115720

Why do you want a tulpa? It's because you want companionship, right? If so, why do you want companionship? Are you scared of loneliness, or do you think you'll never meet anyone you can get along with? If so, thinking those thoughts begets that situation, meaning while you could create a tulpa, maybe you'd be doing it out of fear and instead you should improve yourself and see what kind of companionship your higher self brings into your life if you allow it to instead of fueling negative situations. Introspection like this is an important thing to learn as an occultist. Even aside from the reasons why you shouldn't make a tulpa (because it's a waste of time that you could otherwise spend bettering yourself and doing the work, because they can take over your consciousness and control you like in the screencap in that other thread, because you won't necessarily be able to control it like you think, because you'll be sinking a lot of loosh into it, etc), it sounds like you're doing it for the same reason everyone else on the internet does it: loneliness. Loneliness is a scary and horrible feeling, and I had zero friends for a significant amount of my life, so I get it, but you're not going to fix your probelms with a tulpa, and, if anything, that could make it all worse. You should put that time and effort into getting in touch with your higher self more.

>>115721

Maybe he doesn't have a higher self?

>>115467

Is there any way to check the message itself then? Like with audio editing software?

>>115633

>>115677

>>115694

these, and on fringebay

"I'm going to get a new pyrite, last one ran away."

they seem t

>>115708

mantak chia's cultivating female sexual energy says if you cultivate you can stop menstruation with it.

I dunno tho. we mostly dudes here.

kundalini/sexual energy tends to be hot, but I imagine menstruation/making eggs monthly uses up that energy.

>>115710

if you dont disdain others and love yourself I'm not sure if narcissism is bad aside from maybe too much ego/harder to channel spirit. elaborate?

how would someone prevent hair loss/grow hair? asking for parental unit

>>115734

If you're a guy then stop masturbating, only have cold showers, don't eat garbage, switch to not using shampoo when washing your hair. Probably some vitamin supplements would help too. Besides that there are infinite ways to do it with magick. Read the recommended books.

I found god by accident.

I drunk myself to sleep then woke up suddenly. Went back to sleep then I found myself in a midwake state around a nebula. Out of the brightest star this rope extends towards me. As it gets closer I notice that this is no rope but some form of serpent coiled upon itself and those coils coil upon themselves. It was Ivory but emitting golden white light.

What do I do now?…

>>115733

Thanks, I'll look into that book.

>It's not like a fever where you're hot all over, it's like a field of lava within the pelvic region towards the lower spine (where it rolls up in waves).

>I end up sweating out more than I can re-hydrate myself with, so dehydration's a problem.

>Normally don't sleep the first night at all

>Mum said that she only had cramps and mood swings, no fevers.

Is it Kundalini?

>>115734

Lots of fruit everyday, throw a few packs of berries into a blender.

Make sure you're getting enough iron (supplements must be Ferrous Fumerate).

Vigourorous scalp massages in the shower.

>>115721

>general purpose energy is loosh

this is a confusion: they are different.

beside this, the rest of the advice is good.

>>115724

all beings have a Higher Self. those who don't are not true consciousnesses.

you just have to learn how to tune with it and hear it. if you can't hear your Higher Self, it sometimes will seem like you don't have one at all.

http://ascensionhelp.com

>>115737

this is no god, and is certainly not the Infinite Source Itself (although this is an oxymoron since the Infinite Source Is and Lives Within Everybody and Everything: All is One as One is All). it may be an entity or a manifestation of a thought-pattern, evne a fractal. consult your Higher Self.

>>115732

yes, with audacity and others.

>>115710

of course they work.

>>115742

even*

>>115739

thank you.

>>115735

yeah I was wondering more about supplements and subliminals, stuff more mundies could use 'cause is for my mom and she's not gonna get into magic

>>115738

sounds like it. I've never heard of it being associated with menses though, so that's kinda weird.

keep your tongue on the roof of your mouth right behind the teeth, and engage your pelvic floor muscles, then draw the energy up to your head and down to below your navel, your lower dantien, and let it sink into there.

you can also release excess energy from the bottoms of your feet or your ming-men

http://taichibasics.com/ming-men-an-acupressure-point-with-power-full-implications/

located on the back at the same height the navel is.

>>115717

I developed some patches on my lower back the first few times I started to experience my symptoms that I've posted about.

It's not as extreme as it's normally portrayed, but it's very noticeable that I have pale splotches marking my coccyx/lower spine.

>>115747

Thank you!

>>115741

You can't convince me that shitskins have a higher self. And don't link to scam websites in the future

>>115769

oh and the energy circuit is up the back and down the front. unless you are overheating like crazy.

that's the yang cycle. reversed it's the yin cycle and cooling but only quite rarely indicated (during menopause and if a kundalini rising gets too hot i think)

>>115737

Interesting. Reminds me of this MU episode from a few weeks ago.

http://mysteriousuniverse.org/2018/01/19-02-mu-podcast/

What use does morality have without one's own self? I am starting to suspect that empathy is akin to physical pleasure as just another burden. I am very empathetic person. I cringe at the sight of an insect's death throes.

>>115779

(posted prematurely)

There is so much suffering in the world that to feel anything for it is just like an insatiable hunger. Is there any deeper meaning that makes it worthwhile? Will I suffer on my deathbed if I spend the rest of my life unfeeling for others?

> Is there any deeper meaning that makes it worthwhile? Will I suffer on my deathbed if I spend the rest of my life unfeeling for others?

Compassion, ability to feel the goodness/pleasure/joy of others. Empathy makes relationships more fun.

I think shutting out other people's feelings is fine as long as you're not cruel; can't take on everyone's suffering.

>>115782

>can't take on everyone's suffering

This, you'll have to stop caring about others' suffering as you start to delve into peoples' minds, feeling what they feel and such.

what's up with the rush of spirit that runs through your body when you take a satisfying piss?

>>115789

>>115780

by the way if you need help clearing your energy, that tends to reduce some of the attachment of others/desire to do what they want/feel for them in an unhealthy way.

here's an energy clearing meditation

http://fringebay.com/fringe/189#794

idk if link works on mobl, I can post a pastebin if it doesn't work

How can I stop being such a negative person? Is there anything or anyone that can help me?

>>115775

>"shitskins" do not have a Higher Self

even though we may hate the brown and black races for race mixing with whites, for having inferior cultures, for living in filth and squalor, and loving it, for not showing intelligence, for being addicts, for raping…

they are still Divine, Eternal, and Sovereign Beings. they have chosen to incarnate in this way for some reason (or were duped into it by the ((("lord" of karma parasites of the false light))), but even that is part of learning).

you know when you meet something that's not a true consciousness. signs are obvious.

>ascensionhelp.com is a scam

some of the things he sells you may be slightly overpriced or shouldn't be sold at all in the first place. however, I met my Higher Self through the meditation he made. there's a point to be made with that.

>>115803

use this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wma7XWjcHdI :D

Feel like a retard right now. I have been interested in astrology and planetary magic for a while. I heard FraterX say on his youtube channel that you can leave out some rum or light a candle to honor one of the planets. I've done this twice and emoted a brief honoring and both times bad shit has happened the next day.

The first time I left out some rum, said the prayer, and the next day a freak rainstorm flooded my car and my phone fell out of my hand from a small height and broke.

Last night I lit a candle and said a prayer and today a bunch of other random shit happened including me almost cutting my finger off.

I didn't ask for anything, I just wanted to pay respect. Am I getting the fucked up stuff because some random entity is just fucking with me or is it because my idiot neophyte self is unworthy?

>>115810

What do you think it means to "honor one of the planets"? That's an actual question because I don't know. I mean, did you expect it to influence your life in some ambiguous way or whatever? When you do any kind of occult process, you want to know everything about what you're doing. That's especially important if it's something like that that you've never heard of anywhere else, because it could be bullshit or it could be far more complicated than the person is letting on or knows themselves and it could do you uncontrollable damage. Considering you're specifically calling yourself a neophyte, you sound like you're just starting out and you want to make crazy things happen in your life but you can't be bothered studying.

Think of it like this: if you wanted to build a cabinet, you could learn as much as possible about carpentry, get all the tools necessary, write up mathematical plans, measure twice, cut once, all of that stuff, and you'll control every part of the process, you'll get exactly the cabinet you want, and you won't cut your own hand off or end up with a useless pile of wood and nails. On the other hand, you could go to IKEA or one of those kinds of stores instead, take all the parts out of the box, throw most of the instructions away, bang some things together and hope for the best, in which case you might magically end up with a cabinet some of the time, but most of the time you'll probably hurt yourself and you'll end up with a huge, useless mess instead of a cabinet. You also won't have learned how to make more cabinets into the future.

In short, read the recommended reading list.

>>115810

which planet, and what was the prayer?

I don't know if alcohol is a good offering, but the candle seems good enough to me.

also, how in-tune are you with your spirit/soul? I'd try to get in touch with your inner harmony before expanding out to planets, or you might attract negative things. also could be a trial of some sort, especially if you're honoring saturn.

entity fucking with you might also be possible. you could try some of the sovereignty stuff that that montalk flag guy keeps spamming/check out his thread. I haven't used much of it but I'm past the point where I need it for the most part, I just say something like the sovereignty quote he had in his thread.

T. adept

-m

how often should i meditate in order to be able to do astral projection?

>>115813

At least once per day. Get your energy body as stronk as you can by shifting energy through it and becoming as aware of it as you can. Also spend as much time visualizing highly complex environments and objects to get your mental/astral senses trained up for the time you actually AP.

Thanks for the replies

>>115811

>>115812

I have studied mostly passive occult fields like astrology, tarot, etc. My takeaway from this experience is definitely that I need to work an actual initiatory system before trying any kind of active magical operations.

I should have stated in my previous post but both times I had a series of positive synchronicities and dreams that I thought carried the signature of a specific planetary influence. The first time was Jupiter and the second was Neptune. In both instances the honoring was merely positive emotion plus "I honor you x" while setting out the offering. I merely wanted to pay respect after getting some good things.

The most recent attempt to honor Neptune came after 12 months of frequent and sometimes bizarre water synchronicities and dreams, that lead me to a more spiritual path.

Has anyone here ever tried stacking loads of subliminals? I wonder if that would work

>>115819

>>115819

>My takeaway from this experience is definitely that I need to work an actual initiatory system before trying any kind of active magical operations.

Hmm ok. Not a bad idea. I don't have that kind of thing tbh but I do have a crazy energy/have been told there's a void in it that is from an unstable foundation.

>>115522

Please elaborate, Anon. What exactly is that? What do you mean by ask for anything?

>>115721

>>115724

What is a "higher self" and why is it important?

>>115830

The higher-self is you at your highest absolute potential. You're personal aspect of God

>>115828

Like attracts like, edgy depressed insecure teenyfags attract like spirits, and just like the kid they like to fuck with people and lack empathy

>>115822

I listen to around five a day (mostly DrVirtual5), mainly focusing on cutting off negative entities.

When I'm on my own, I feel like I think more clearly.

Downside is that when I'm around negative people, I become depressed.

What sort of effects were you hoping to achieve from subliminals?

>>115830

>What is a "higher self"

Something a lot of people here like to think is worthwhile or helpful in some way. It's not. It may as well not exist for all the good it does. The "higher self" expects you to do all the work to connect with it when it supposedly could reach you effortlessly. I personally wouldn't call it a "higher self" because to do so implies it's somehow better than us. I call it the other self instead.

>>115834

Mostly physical changes

How can I navigate an intense, obsessive, magical desire?

It seems to me that the techniques of manifesting desire are such that they require or benefit from the persistant obsession with that desirable outcome, and the assumption of it's fulfillment. It occured to me that should my desire fail to manifest, I will in the end have destroyed myself on this fool's errand. Still this desire is intimately tied to my identity, in fact my desire is accurately summed up as the alignment and replacement of my entire present being with my perceived 'ideal being'. I fear then that both paths will lead to destruction, either by giving up on being my true, complete and perfect self thus settling for something inferior and losing all direction and desire at all; or chasing, preparing and waiting indefinitely for an ""impossible"" magical change to occur.

How can I move past this obstacle?

>>115835

>>115830

Both of you need to read the recommended reading list.

>>115837

i shall put it in magical jargon:

desire not the desire of having, but have the outcome itself.

what this means is that if you desire desiring something you only attract more desire, but if you willfully intention like you have your thing, your outcome, it arrives to you.

>>115842

My mom didn't die of an overdose. Email my dad about it. Pwlang@comcast.net She went in for spine surgery and it got infected. All her organs began to fail. He and my ex jvm222@gmail.com who's facebook is facebook.com/6sun7 and aim is josh420 can let you know that I don't have autism and have never been to a psychiatric ward or any of the other stuff you're claiming.

>>115840

Sorry I'm not as "advanced" as you are, O enlightened one. Maybe you can tell me what it is the "higher" self actually does since it's the so-called lower self that does all the work.

>>115864

I bet with your mentality you're just waiting for le epic moment when you ban me after getting bitshekels from me and then laugh at me, had this kind of thing happen to me many times already

>>115842

I anticipated a response like this because I have heard others talk like this here. In verbal intention I do not phrase as 'I want' but 'I have', but maybe my understanding is superficial.

I cannot 'act' like my desire is fulfilled, and I cannot comfortably 'act' as if the fulfillment of my desire is pending. I don't think this is what you mean either, is it?

How can I understand what else it means to 'intention like I have'?

>>115868

Please take your retardation elsewhere

>>115874

FUCK OFF OMRAN LEAVE ME ALONE

>>115528

with yo dick

>>115828

just look up akashic records anywhere. library of allknowledge, kinda

>>115873

https://8ch.net/fringe/res/104268.html

>>115864

Why are you being hostile? It sounds like you're just frustrated because you can't get things to work properly, in which case it's not a problem with your higher self, it's a problem with your physical ego. If you'd read the recommended reading list and done a decent amount of practical work, not only would you know that but you wouldn't act all uppity like you know everything on the internet. Read a book. I'm not spoonfeeding you, especially if you're going to dismiss whatever I say.

>>115845

Is this a thinly-veiled personal army request or are you just retarded?

Help a brainlet out.

How to make a sigil? How to charge a sigil?

>>115879

>with yo dick

Does that method still work if I wait 'til marriage?

>>115836

DrVirtual7, Sapien Medicine & Quadible Integrity are ones I've been listening to.

They may have something for you; if so, listen to it all day erry for a few months and report back :)

>>115883

>it's not a problem with your higher self, it's a problem with your physical ego.

Yeah see, this is the problem. Is the "higher" self capable of any kind of fault? I guess not, right? It's all the "lower" self's fault because the "higher" self is immaculate, flawless. The "lower" self has to go through all the effort of improving themselves, alone, then after all that the "higher" self can swoop in and act like it was there all along. But I suppose one should feel grateful that their "higher" self could be bothered to make the effort, it could have nothing like it did all the way up to that point. I suppose since time is immaterial to the "higher" self it makes for a decent enough distraction from sitting in its ivory tower for eternity, but what do I know? It's not like my "higher" self (if I even have one) has decided to grace me with its presence. But I bet you would dismiss all this as completely incorrect because I'm not in constant awe of my "higher" self as I should be.

>>115900

Thanks m8, I'll check them out

>>115910

i think custom made binaural beats tailored specifically to your neural needs is the way to go as opposed to these youtube "EXTREMELY POWERFUL .. CAUTION .. BECOME GOD IN TWO SECONDS" types..

Getting specifically prescribed binaural beats are expensive though, but they apparently do the trick.. not instantly of course.. you're not gonna levitate from merely listening to a binaural beat for levitation.. you gotta do the work. the binaural beats are beneficial supplementary tools at best.

>>115901

While I have no idea of what the "higher self" actually means, I may be able to come up with a few speculaative explanations.

Your "higher self" could be you right now, you see.. you just don't see it. The higher self can be looked at as your "future" self, but not in the "futuristic" sense, but more as the "unmanifest" self that exists beyond time and space because there is no past present or future [according to reports from other peoples' "higher" selves, but just the "now…" sort of like past present and future all existing at once all the time… your higher self resides in a place that has access to your past present and future at all times… of course this is something we cannot understand or comprehend.

Here is an explanation from montalk:

» I assume my Higher Self is part of me, so why would one part of me make the other part learn something that it already knows? Which is the part that need to evolve ?

We are within space-time, and the Higher Self is outside space-time. Or you could say, the Higher Self is in time-space, which is an inversion of space-time. That is, three dimensions of time and one of space, which would look like having a single unified view of possible timelines and being able to monitor and interact with different parts simultaneously. To us it would look like something outside reality and outside time as we know it. There is a physics relation between space-time and time-space, and it truly is an inversion or dimensional rotation between what’s real (physical) and imaginary (metaphysical). So when you quote that our sphere of consciousness was reversed, I think that is both esoterically and physics-wise correct.

We know that of the totality of our being, a part of us is here right now, and another part is back in our native home. This means we are extensions or projections of that Higher Self that exist here, and possibly are stuck here to a degree. Thus of the totality of our being, part of it is stuck. Thus the part that is free would want to help that stuck part become free too.

Does it do it solely for its own gain? Not completely, as the projected / extended part does have its own freewill. We know that we have some degree of freewill, and so we have some degree of independence. Likewise, the Higher Self has freewill of a higher order and its own independence too. Therefore you and your Higher Self, despite being of the same totality of being, are also functionally separate beings, just united at the root / trunk / essence / origin.

If we view the Higher Self itself as the final, perfected, “standing at the end of time” portion of our being, then we are consequently the earlier, less perfect, immersed in time portion. This means that to achieve unity, it can and must help us get to where it is in order to merge. And that means helping us avoid delays to our own personal evolution. The kinds of lessons that the Higher Self seems to give people who make contact with it, always concerns lessons of overcoming illusions and attachments. Illusions like false limitations, fears, and the kinds of guilts / complexes that come with being human and immersed in linear time. The more we make ignorant choices that bring on bad consequences, the more remedial experiences we bring upon ourselves to correct that imbalance, the more slowly we ourselves move toward congruence with the Higher Self.

There may also be value in the Higher Self helping out its projections that are immersed in time / past. There is this principle that higher beings, by helping us evolve, are helping themselves evolve simultaneously via the experience of doing so. Perhaps with the Higher Self, it goes one step further since we are its extension, thus what we are, do, and become feeds back directly into the Higher Self, either increasing its power and purity or holding it back. To use a metaphor, if you contacted your younger self and told this self to eat healthy and exercise, you yourself then would suddenly be healthier too due to the feedback influence from past to future. So the Higher Self may be helping us actually grow and evolve in order to help itself move forward across that threshold separating individual evolution (of which it is the final form) to whatever comes next, which I’ve read in the Ra Material is group evolution via shared conscious energy.

Because we have freewill, the future is still open. Even a being outside of time won’t know everything we can or will do. If it did, then our future wouldn’t be open, and every action preordained, hence no freewill. Since we have freewill, there is still something left to be experienced, and hence learned or gotten from choosing / experiencing in our time-bound form. This means that even though the Higher Self knows a lot, it doesn’t know every last trivial thing. There is still novelty, and hence use and purpose, to our existing here in time-bound form.

I think we intentionally (to some degree) came here, or projected here. Perhaps like an octopus reaching out to touch/sample its surroundings, we have reached out to touch physicality and its experience. Experience and understanding are different from knowing; you can know certain principles like it’s not good to betray your values to appease authority, but it’s another to through it and test your mettle against it; I think that’s why many beings incarnate at all, same reason science classes have both lectures and lab work. Why do the lab if you already have the equations on the board? Because you learn something that goes beyond abstract knowledge.

If you were to take the view that our being here is a mistake and our sole goal is to eject / end-program and wake back up as the Higher Self, then obviously there is no other point to being here as it’s all a big error. Conversely, if you took the view that we are here to enjoy and experience, then there is no point to connecting with the Higher Self since we’ll all go home eventually when we’re done. Well, I think the truth is in between these two extremes. What if we came here to experience and sample and learn, but it came with a certain risk. The risk is that we could get stuck or delayed and enter into blindness, become too attached, and thus never move forward but rather become worse and worse as we degrade ourselves and adopt the values and limitations of physical existence. If that happens, then the Higher Self would not derive any benefit, as the extension begins to whither and atrophy. There would be no point to us being totally cut off, aimless … hence the Higher Self would be invested in helping us.

So if the Higher Self can offer a lending hand, help the extension see that some things are illusions and don’t get stuck on them, then the original purpose of coming here can be restored and the individual can move through physicality in the proper co-creative vivified, energized mode, evolving step-wise up and up and eventually out when it has served its purpose. Then the way forward and through, under the illuminating warmth of the Higher Self, is the way to go, versus a recoiling and ejection from all of this.

Things get more complicated though if you consider the possibility that this world, the way it is right now, is a counterfeit or rigged world versus, say, a more 4D-like environment, which is truer to our purpose of experiencing some kind of physicality. If the Higher Self is in 6D, and we are in 3D, but 4D is where we need to be, then yes the Higher Self would want to help us get out, but not get out and awaken to 6D which I don’t think is possible as we are our own beings with our own freewill and there’s a long distance between us and the Higher Self in terms of what more we have to gain/grow before we become congruent with it. This means that when I say the goal is to go forward and through, I’m talking about attaining the next level in our personal evolution, which is a 4D state, which is just another plateau to explore under the guidance of the Higher Self until we get through that and 5D, then to 6D, and finally we return home then (or at least have no reason to go back).

I do think we need to retrieve our memories and establish an uplink with the Higher Self. That’s the way of returning to our purpose of why we came here. But I don’t think retrieving memories and establishing an uplink makes us identically the Higher Self. I think the lower vs. higher self-division remains for a few more levels of evolution, it’s just the relation that will get strengthened and the gap that grows smaller until it disappears.

Am I speaking to your soul, or a manifestation of your soul?

How do I know the subliminal videos aren't secretly trying to turn me into a tranny or something? Is there like a list of channels confirmed safe by /fringe/?

>>115919

you can choose to follow my advice or not; i personally trust:

*quadible integrity

*sapien medicine

*drvirtual7

*eric bartel (at least the chakra videos)

*REMOVE YOURSELF FROM:

*"MIND POWER"

*"MIND AUDIO CENTRAL"

*"DR DHYHAANGURU"

ALL OF THESE IN CAPITAL LETTERS BRAINWASH PEOPLE USING HIDDEN SUBLIMINALS. CHECK AROUND THE 10KHZ RANGE.*

>>115873

>you can not act like if your desire is fulfilled

act not as if it is "fulfilled" but act as if you *HAVE* it. for example, if you want a book, intention yourself HAVING that book in the NOW.

the now has more extension than many people think.

>>115913

the Higher Self is roughly at 7D, present as a direct Infinite Source channel.

>>115914

we are not stuck, not is the Higher Self. All is One and One is All. this means that ALL has existed as ALL will exist, together with the ALL-ness that is currently existing. everything has happened as everything will happen, all in the Plurality and All-ness of the One Unity.

the group-consciousness that you describe would be a social memory complex, a part of the 6D, 1 big step before the Infinite Source Itself.

>>115915

yes, somewhat. our individual versions each decided to incarnate here, in this version of the Now.

why does the Higher Self help us? it's true, there are STS beings floating even in the 5D (not on the 6D or 7D btw). but since the Higher Self is at roughly 7D, what does this mean? it means that it Loves You Inconditionally. that means that even if you repeat a karmic-life-lesson 1000000 times, it will Love you regardless. those who Love Inconditionally help All and Everyone, no matter their situations.

I'm pretty sure the subliminals made my dick grow, lads.

What's a good complement to Robert Bruce's Practical Psychic Self-Defense Handbook? I need to get squeaky clean. Better safe than sorry so let's assume I'm pretty laden.

>>115916

How can your soul be real, if your mind isn't real?

>>115953

(((real)))

>>115955

you have to slow down the recording, the mixer can help too. it seems that it's more intuitive in Fruity Loops Studio, instead of Audacity.

muting selective channels is a very useful strategy.

i'm sure that there's a way to remove a range of frequency, and heighten the volume of the frequencies that contain the subliminals, so you can hear them.

generally, silent subliminals (so far, I have seen none in subliminal youtube channels) are more complex to decipher.

Hello friends, I need help.

Everytime I have some sort of motivation to actively improve me current condition, I inevitably fall back into the endless spiral I've been in for most of my life.

I can't ask help of my parents, they're both below avarage intelligence and unable to understand or even care to try to understand greater meaning behind life.

I can't ask for help of my friends, as they're fairweather and will drift away if I am ever honest to them.

I am honestly at a loss, I am unable to create a concrete goal for myself.

Goals I do manage to create are often fickle and die other after a month or two.

We're free to follow our own desires, but my desires are self destructive in nature.

I am unable to relate to the people around me, as my opinion often differs from theirs, and if I ever want to speak out I will be more alone than I already am right now.

I am extremely afraid of being alone, but cropping myself up and never being able to be honest to anyone, because out of fear that they will hate me is eating me up inside.

I am already getting bored from even writing this.

I have no complaints in my life.

My parents are wealthy, even though they never have time for me, so I have never had to work or do anything for that matter.

Should I consider suicide?

I really do not see the point anymore.

Even if I read esoteric things, they never really stick.

They /sound/ right, but I simply stop caring after a while and step back into the spiral.

I do not see a way out. I just keep doing the same things over and over until I die when I reach old age.

Why should I wait?

tldr; I do not know what to do. I do not get satisfaction from the things I do.

>>115960

I am sorry, I forgot something.

I also cannot stand that almost EVERY FUCKING ONE OF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME ARE THE SAME

THEY SAY THEY SAME SHIT

THEY DO THE SAME THINGS

IT NEVER FUCKING ENDS

I remember watching the century of self a while back.

People get sold a personality, and listening to the same personality again and again is so extremely tiring.

People talk, and everything they say is parroted a million times over.

I can;t stand it.

I can't make friends because everyone is like this.

they're never interesting

they're ALL THE SAME.

I've been thinking of simply abusing their simplicity, but doing that wouldn't get me what I want.

I've been thinking of joining a religious order. but the masons in my town are compromised.

The church has always treated me like trash.

Becoming muslim would be treason.

I just do not know anymore, friends. I need people, but the people I know make me sick.

If you actually took the time to read all of this, thank you.

>>115960

>>115961

Friend, you need to either be comfortable to be completely alone (and yes, it's possible) or you need to find company outside of the mundane circles (I mean "supernatural" beings). I am currently working on both at the same time, and if this fails, death is always a sure way out of this world.

>>115960

>>115961

Hey, why don't you get in the vampire thread, you may benefit from the interaction there. And check the old thread, we had quite interesting results.

>>115838

>>115961

>>115960

please see this >>112478 and these https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m74xiIc6o8A (stop procrastinating), https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wma7XWjcHdI (feel unconditional love), and this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkBWX0uCKv4 (be positive and happy all day).

peace! :D

/fit/ manlet here, i've been doing regular meditation before my workouts and something has changed. after i get through the first few sets i start feeling very reduced amounts of pain and i feel like i can lift way more. i get this saturated feeling in he lumbar part of my spine. any explanation for this or am i just going crazy?

>>115952

anything easily repeatable that you can get a large amount of dopamine out of is going to have a chance of being addictive in some form.

>>115969

Meditation increases activity in your frontal lobe.

https://www.thealternativedaily.com/study-meditation-actually-increases-frontal-cortex-and-boosts-frontal-lobe-activity/

>increases in serotonin, dopamine, melatonin and endorphins, in the limbic systems of meditating test subjects

>>115969

try looking at the color blue for 5-15 minutes before working out and you should be able to lift more

https://s15-us2.ixquick.com/cgi-bin/serveimage?url=http:%2F%2Fwww.solidbackgrounds.com%2Fimages%2F1920x1080%2F1920x1080-navy-blue-solid-color-background.jpg&sp=a7d4027554b479a854cacaca38aebe3b

and pink would make you lift less.

according to a martial arts instructor of mine

>>115969

congratulations. your root or sacral chakra (or even both) are revving up!

>>115972

alright, i'll give that a try

>>115976

so that's why it feels so energetic?

i've also noticed other changes btw, for instance having more motivation and being less awkward around others

>>115899

I've found many of my daydreams to be painful memories I refused to look at. I sat down to an open text file and invited and observed them as they came up. I recorded them and my observations as they interested me. How they felt and what they reminded me of. It turned out to be a spiderweb of all the stupid shit I had lived and done and tried to cover up. Seriously deficient, below scrub tier strats, jokes, and abuse. All the cringe.

I know, daydreams don't look at all like that, do they? I wasn't reliving those moments, I was powerful. In hindsight, the emotions were the same, just the roles were reversed and I was abusing people rather than being abused. I'm also not pacing around in those heavily charged dreams anymore.

Has anyone ever heard of Dr.Willards water? Basically it increases absorption of nutrients by a crazy amount. I'm not a shill, I urge everyone to do their own research. I post this because I stumbled on it by accident and I like to share information just as I'd hope others would too.

>The micelle is an extremely small, very high energy particle with a powerful negative magnetic field. When added to ordinary water, it causes a change in the “ordinary” water molecules that can be likened to the difference between diamonds and graphite — both being made of carbon but with differing molecular structures. This new water molecule structure serves as a catalyst that seems to accelerate and enhance the body’s natural processes. Both Dr. Willard’s Water® and ordinary water consist of H2O molecules but the structure makes all the difference!

>Dr. Willard’s Water® is not a nutrient, but a vehicle by which nutrients are carried throughout the body’s cells, and by which waste is carried away from the cells with water as a means of transportation. Animal research has shown that Dr. Willard’s Water® significantly increases the body’s ability to fully absorb essential vitamins and nutrients!

http://drwillard.com/dr-willards-water/what-is-dr-willards-water/

I'm thinking of buying it, I just bought a water distiller and I need to add minerals back in the water, and I stumbled on this.

I should post this in the diet and fitness thread too, too bad it's slow.

>>115997

To add, I don't think it contains all the trace minerals needed in water, but I'm sure adding trace minerals with it is the best solution.

>>115960

>>115961

My guess, you sound like an abused child, denied love at some critical moments. You then deny everything your love, trapped in that childhood trauma. I think this is the state of most people, why they need a boss and all that all the time. Why when they could be doing anything, they find they can do nothing.

My advice, some things are quite easy to change. >>115995 It is enough to simply observe the memories. >>115344 >>115988 If you want more techniques; both RN and DHS lost their marbles toward the end though. I'm rereading TROM right now, for similar reasons to your own. It was instrumental in getting me this far, but I was still insane the first time. Also success/love/whatever is vital. After the memories are not in the way, overcoming the everyday pain demands changing motives from pain to success/love/whatever. Maybe it means God, or a soul mate, or mastery, I don't know. I'll take anything and use everything to win.

Most people I've noticed, when not grounded in physical results, go insane. Desperation is prime ground for lying and believing lies. For all the legit techniques people develop, if they abandon real world measures and tests, they get trapped in the lies and become useless. Worse than useless if they attempt to spread their disease.

It doesn't take much to stay sane. Just demand performance and success without lies. Hopeful thinking is alright, but to abandon causality is death.

>>115979

the solar plexus chakra is the seat of willpower. could you be awakening your kundalini? it's marvelous when it happens naturally like so.

>>116002

The link didn't work, but both those books are in the same thread. Very short reads. At least the relevant part of RN's work anyway. He went insane, but before that he had some useful ideas about meditation. Useful, but unnecessary compared to TROM.

>>116002

I can't shake off the feeling that a lot of people here are trying to fix you back into the matrix when you are about to breaking out and becoming truely free. It is when you finally start to see they will do everything to make you blind again. This world is nothing, it's one of the worst worlds we can be in.

>material success

>grounding

>soul mate

>relationship

>the physical

>worship gaia and nature

>"lucky to have a body and be here"

Imo this is horrible and yet this philosophy floods this board. The word "mundane" comes to mind and also the bucket of crabs analogy. What has this world to offer that it's worth it participating in it and dealing with other people or worldly affairs? How is this physical world worth it to stay here even one minute longer?

To me it seems like it is a huge step in the right direction when one realizes the true face of this world and feels alienated and wants to get away, it's like a prisoner waking up in jail and realizing that he is in fact in jail, his food is shit and he gets tortured every day. After the awakening of course he want's to get away because now he knows how it truely is, but sure enough there are a lot of guards and braindead inmates who will try to stop him. I believe this board is full of guards and crazy inmates, I seem them in every thread. And why would they not be? This is one of the places where people who wake up can come, and it is here who they can efefctively stop a lot of people from breaking free.

If you have eyes to see, then see. There are infinite worlds and planets much better than this, you don't need to put up with any of this nonsense here. Let go of your fear and never betray your own intuition and feelings. This world is insane, how insane do you have yourself to be to adapt to this place? I'd never take advice from a insane person.

>Most people I've noticed, when not grounded in physical results, go insane

Sane by what standarts? Mundane prison matrix? Maybe those insane ones are actually sane and the "sane" ones are insane?

>>116007

Bitch, bitch, bitch. All bitching and no doing. You refuse to figure out the world, so you never find the exit door. You wake up in a prison of your own creation and then you squeal about your treatment, how it's not fair, how it's horrible, and then, what do you know? You get exactly what you ask for. You made this turd sandwich you call your life and now you're complaining that others are better at playing the game.

There are no participation trophies for sitting on the sidelines and crying.

>>116010

Oh okay, the same old thing again. Yawn, what a surprise. I'll just leave my post there for anyone whom it may concern and ignore replies like this, those only tire me. Even thought you didn't understand, at least you read it. Thanks for taking your time and trying.

>>116011

Being enlightened and being miserable are mutually exclusive states.

>>116004

i don't know, i've just felt so much more energetic presumably because i started meditating, and it feels like energy is coming from those areas and radiating out everywhere, it's gotten so insane that i started punching walls this week in order to lose some.

P.S i'm not an experienced wizard of any kind at all, i've only been dabbling in all of this for about a month and a half so i don't know what kundalini rising is (presumably something to do with the chakras).

>>116000

congratulations for the 1000th. 1+1+6=8. 8 is 2^3, however.

>>115957

Idk if I'm just picking subliminals that don't have the message. Could you show an example of a subliminal and the message you found when you slowed it down?

After I started reading about the occult and so on, I've been noticing a lot of synchronicity happening to me even though I've been aware of the concept for a long time. I post a thread on infinity and when I click on the tab, an answer auto-updates instantly three times in a row, when I pick up the phone someone calls instantly, a youtube video I have running in the background while browsing mentions a word or phrase just as I read it in someones post. I smell a smell before I smell it, like this one time I was walking down the street and smelled cigarette smoke, then 100 meters down the road a guy walks by smoking a cigarette. Is this pareidolia or is there something to this? Does anyone have any experiences with this?

>>115916

both, unless one's soul isn't in tune w/bodhi(sattva)

>>115898

of course, but hmm waiting til marriage… I dunno about that.

also this assumes your energy is high/good like kundalini rising or energy work/awakened sexual energy (read mantak chia).

I was being kinda facetious but tbh tantra/energysex would probably wake someone up.

>>115978

>>115979

when my root is nice I'm definitely less awkward. also when working out hold mula bandha (pelvic floor) and that should make lift easier too

>>116007

>sane by what standards?

Osho Says: "There are two types of dead people in the world: dead on the periphery and dead on the center. Become the third type: alive in between; go on moving from the center to the periphery, from the periphery to the center. They are enriching to each other; they are enhancing to each other. Just watch! If you meditate and then make love, your love will have a tremendously new depth to it. Love and then meditate and suddenly you will see: when your energy is full of love, meditation goes so deep and so easily. You simply ride on the wave – you need not make any effort. You simply float and reach higher and higher and higher. Once you understand the rhythm of the polar opposites, then there is no fear. Remember: life is a rhythm between day and night, summer and winter. It is a continuous rhythm. Never stop anywhere! Be moving! And the bigger the swing, the deeper your experience will be."

>>116013

>it's gotten so insane that i started punching walls this week in order to lose some.

when you have too much energy store what you can in your lower dantien by breathing into it, belly breathe in.

and you can vent excess energy through your feet or your ming-men (opposite of navel on back).

maybe you can gift it to someone or a tree. just radiate it to the void if you want, with intention of healing/giving to whomever can benefit.

>>116036

the more in-sync you are, the more you experience the moment ahead of you. multiple moments experienced simultaneously, less consciously than the now.

your spirit experiences all-time at once, in the now.

I'm in a great state of confusion after seeing many conflicting comments on various chosen curriculums of initiation.

Initiation into Hermetics, Atkinson, Qabala, GOODS/Bearheart, among others… A lot having to do with the Demiurge/Yaldabaoth, and monotheism in general… (still confused about that also, since I most often hear devotion to The Prime Creator/The All is the "right way")

Is there any sort of consensus here on a trusted, reliable traditions/currents of initiation and magick?

What resources are to be trusted? Which techniques? Which philosophies?

Sorry. I've been feeling upheaved. Need some guidance… Thanks…

>>116058

The demiurge is only the creator of the material world, sometimes the material plane. There are creators considerably above the demiurge, and an 'ultimate' god or figure in Gnosticism, the monad or aeon sophia, from which the demiurge split off some time ago.

I'm saying all this as an explanation of the general gnostic story. If that story clicks with you, then go for it, but if that sounds like a crock of shit, focus on what rings truest to your experience.

There is no hard consensus as to what philosophies are most correct or right. We tend to get along relatively well with one another because of the common themes that weave through the different narratives we follow. The idea of traditionalism–not the political ideology but the idea that all traditions spring from one original source–has some away here. For example, I might be a total virgin when it comes to Akashic records, and I doubt that montalk anon has fucked around with neoshamanic alchemy to the extent I have, but we agree on all the major points because our philosophies are trying to get at the same thing.

Schools of thought are like languages, in fact they are members of the same kind of overarching thought structures languages are. Some are mutually intelligible, others are pretty alien to one another, but the point is that they are useful in mapping information and communicating or replicating that information across the different nodes (speakers) which can understand them. Find the language that fits you best or make up one of your own that will best fit the information available to you, revising as needed.

Initiation from an outside group is a continuous process which will present itself as necessary. If you are worried about initiation, you coming here and asking that question can be a form of initiation all its own. What matters is not that someone has given you a plaque saying "you made it," what matters is whether or not you are integrating the idea of having made it into your practice and your life in a way which works. It doesn't matter if other people call you a magus if you're just some asshole who read some Crowley and acts like a deranged bum. It doesn't matter if other people call you a neophyte if you have the ability to rewrite your whole reality.

Eventually you can call upon your HGA/FMS or whatever else you want to call the cosmic self or non-self, and then you will be initiated into a mystery all your own.

Basically, it's like the rest of magic. The less you worry about it, the more likely it is to succeed.

>>116007

It's ok. I get upset sometimes, too. The experimental results are there if you read the books or observe your daydreams. The results are immediate and obvious.

The sanity I speak of is being engaged in the world one is in rather than lying about it. It's a very simple game that any enlightened being should find terribly easy. The fact that people are so crippled makes me think the simple rules, that do not permit lying, are a blessing. It's like a rehab facility for junkies. It requires almost no will to survive. People can believe whatever they want, even if it's wrong, and still get by.

You yourself cannot command your body to do very simple things, yet you speak of escape? To do what? It's ridiculous. Like a junkie talking of escape. What aspirations does he have? Sex world? Music world? Crack world? Obviously not responsibility world, or love world, or any difficult world. I doubt any ascending being wants you around in this state, tbh.

lol

>>116061

Furthermore, evolutionary critters are perfect vessels for this, are they not? They're programmed to do most of the work already.

Should I remove birthmarks?

Doctor said he wants to remove but do they have mental or spiritual significance?

>>116073

i don't know why you'd need to remove your birthmarks, are they really bothering you?

>>116060

Thank you very much for your insight. It helps a lot.

And I guess another aspect of this has come from somewhat conspiracy-based and superstitious thinking, what with the demiurge/yhvh/yaldabaoth/whatever being a spiritual dead end/trap. But perhaps it's just some undercurrent of antisemitism on Fringe regarding certain ideas (e.g. qabala being a system to channel energy from "goyim" and such.)

Anyway, I really appreciate your guidance.

>>116073

As above, so below. If you get rid of your physical birthmarks, you'll get rid of them astrally etc too. I don't know the implications of that myself, but you'll be losing part of yourself regardless of it being good or bad.

>>116007

So what's your suggestion, suicide?

Has anyone ever done a summary of the book "personal power" by Atkinson? I mean holy shit 1550 pages

>>116027

sure. here, we have a dissection of the videos of "mind power" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSvQ6_-QJc0

We could maybe do with a separate thread for this subliminal stuff.

>>116084

Below doesn't affect that which is above

>>116139

r u sure?

outer and inner environments tend to reflect one another

>>116139

>>116146

I don't claim to know much about magick yet, but I thought changes started on a higher plane, such as the astral.

When you are trying to manifest an intention in reality, I've heard it basically described as "planting a seed in the sky".

But to place a vision/intention on a higher plane is, in some sense, affecting that plane - isn't it?

>>116148

That's the idea, as above so is below etc.

If you plant the idea and water it with enough loosh, and I guess actually working towards that idea manifesting in the physical as well, it will eventually bloom/fully manifest. Basically working towards some goal, whatever it may be, on all planes simultaneously is the key to successful magical works.

There's no such thing as synchronicities or whatever it's called. It's merely the case of people wrapping themselves in so many delusions that anything that happens to them has "higher meaning" for some reason.

>>116169

Are you sure that isn't a delusion you've wrapped yourself in?

>>116170

All of reality is a delusion, nothing is more deluded than grasping for meaning in it

There are these jerkoffs in my mind that repeat things and inaccurately assume opinions and stances as well as appearing in different types of voices. It has conversations and the assumptions it takes from me and run offs with to further the conversation is annoying. It is effecting my ability to think in my own mental space and its disturbing the nuances of my thinking and subject matters. Its almost like a stupid ray in that aspect.

please help me in removing its presence there is a feeling on the top of my skull at times as well am I slightly possessed

>>116174

a cranial pressure increase has begun with an increase of total awareness being shrunken down from everything to a dragging resistance towards a ever smaller frame of awareness that encompass only feeling and the voices speaking

>>116169

t. shit karma

>>116195

I would not be at all surprised if being in this life is my punishment for something

>>116174

Calm yourself and your emotions down. Once you are in a state of peace and tranquility, begin to dissolve them; to recover your own energy. If you want, you can give them a form and then brutally crush it into even less than dust, to help with the destruction process, although it may interfere with the state of calm.

State and think your intentions to dissolve them. Expulse all negative entities from your Divine Sphere of Influence.

Peace! :D

>>116127

Hilarious, I just started it too. It's my first read through so as the book recommends I'm just reading through it as opposed to taking down notes

I've been experiencing a certain kind of visual hallucination, and I'm not sure if it's fringe shit or something normal, but it's been happening more frequently. It looks like a bunch of small white lights the size of snowflakes. They spiral around for a few seconds and then they disappear. I used to only see them when I wake up, but now it happens during the day every now and then. In either case it's always really rare, once a month at most. Today was the first time I experienced it the second day in a row.

>>116002

I do not consider myself a victim of abuse.

While my father did hit me a few times, it was never that bad.

The worst my mother did was lock me up in dark rooms when I was younger.

I believe, when looking back on my childhood, most of my hatred comes from negative interactions with other people.

I agree with most of the things you're saying, I might try to figure our what's really bothering me.

My aunt told me that my mother was always extremely harsh to me, I can't remember that much about it, though.

I do remember that girls used to like me, but I always thought of myself as filth. There is no reason to like filth like me. They're just asking you out so that they can make fun of you. etc etc.

It's sad that I do not remember much about my childhood.

Anyway, thanks for all the replies, it's good to let it all out sometimes even if it's just in written form.

>>116267

>remember that girls used to like me, but always thought of myself as filth.

you create your own reality.

I heard that it's possible for an adult to learn things like a child does, which is to say faster. Is this actually possible and if so, what does it take to gain this ability?

>>116258

>Magikal Servitors

you got a pdf for us

>>116174

>>116175

>>116216

Its really suppressing my self and shifting my metnal space to this non personality void awareness only focused on voices and negative feeling as well as pressure on head

>>115768

How did those "splotches" form? by visualising them and willing them?

Do you fags know how best to use human bones in a ritual?

Asking for a friend.

>>116326

soulmates come from before your life. this is to say, you agreed to travel and meet up with them in this way. thusly it's joyous and beautiful to behold.

however, there are also fake soulmates. about this topic there's a whole website called "evelorgen":

http://evelorgen.com/wp/category/articles/alien-love-bite-related/ is general

http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/the-new-predator-2/ about psychical and emotional vampirism (fake soul mates)

http://evelorgen.com/wp/category/articles/psychology-and-relationships/ psychology and relationships

>>116294

if it's urgent:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfQVgVayXcc instant remover of entities (oily cloak sort of protection)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5-DrYahaSc slow remover of entities (really pushes them away)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZY75Ww6LSc4 repel outside negative energy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8k6bF1pkmMw attract love into your life

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wma7XWjcHdI feel Unconditional Love

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjO7H5b9aEM become whole. this may help you to reintegrate these voices.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvyPscRD1ss subconscious and Personal Universe cleaner, use 1 time per day for 5 days, rest for 2, repeat if you want. take water during the video.

all the other videos can be used for how long you want until your head begins to hurt (subconscious overchrage)

peace :D

>>116341

Thanks

>>116267

Your family wouldn't get away with any of that now, would they? They only got away with it because you were small and scared. But that's not the relevant idea.

Overwhelming the emotions of a child creates special unconscious memories that then overwhelm conscious decisions, until the memories are made conscious. The severity of this effect drops off drastically with age, so more recent events are probably echoes of much earlier ones, though still troubling.

It's ridiculous that it works this way. It sets up a cycle of abuse, where your parents probably went through the same thing, and they act it out on you. It's entirely detrimental in effect. Every time you try to do anything, all those memories and feelings flood back and take over without you realizing it, unless you're actively chasing them when they turn up. If you ever wonder why you're doing something stupid, over and over, now you know.

This stuff makes me nostalgic. It's like it was yesterday I was feeling like trash and couldn't help myself. God, I was a hopeless suicidal loser. I felt stress at all times. When I was around people, it was so bad I couldn't think. I was stuck playing the fool or waiting in the corner to leave. I couldn't study until the terror of failure set in and I'd work all night the day shit was due. It was awful, but I wouldn't know what I know without all that suffering; all it cost was most of my life.

He abandons this world, and his mind, like I said, but if I could send anything back it would be this:

http://tromhelp.com/Books1/TheResolutionofMind6x9.pdf

>>116355

Lol, now I remember my favorite anime, Baki the Grappler. Theme is Child Prey, from the same band.

>>116344

no problem.

>>116355

i can help:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9af5Mxzupw remover of depression, stress and anxiety video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOr8A15G5wY the 3 D's Driving Force of Motivation, for motivation.

Peace! :D

>>116398

>>116355

o wait… to remove these unconsciously held beliefs, use this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvyPscRD1ss 1 time per day for 5 days, rest for 2, repeat if you want. drink a lot of water during and after.

>>116398

>>116399

Why do you keep posting these? Nobody's going to fall for it, you know

>>116403

I am giving people videos that work from authors that have a great reputation, reliability and trustability. If you do not want to hear them, then it's fine. Several have already spoken back to me on here regarding their results: even one telling me that the music is good. I have also seen results in real life, from me and around three others.

How do I become an esoterrorist?

>>116417

You must engage in a jihad to protect your virginity at all costs.

>>115960

>>115961

I can recommend a couple of things:

If you want to get practical and getting things done, i recommend no mind meditation(this is a must), grounding( MPR orstanding barefoot outside for 5-20mins daily, depends on how cold it is outside), gathering the earth element, invoking Saturn or any corresponding deity of discipline, hard work, practicality, perserverance (if you have any experience in invocation this will be most potent). Doing all of them will help tremendously.

Focus on building up little habits (tons of resources online, but basically start small, doing even the simplest shit every day and then build up). Basically prove to yourself that you can finish what you start.

>Even if I read esoteric things, they never really stick.

This. I feel that i am talking to myself back in time. I had the same exact problem. Focus your brain on it. You need to believe that this thing will be of use to you, that you will get something out of it, you're reading it because you need to use that stuff. Think of how you can apply this knowledge when reading, it will help tremendously.

With that out of the way

First of all, stop judging things as good or bad as you know them, try to set your own standards of good and bad.

Who says it is bad to be bored, afraid, being alone, having a different opinion, not knowing what to do?

You are simply chasing after standards that have been set by other, to feel good.

Why not feel good now? Why not set your circumstances as good, instead of bad?

The paradox is that if you see boredom as good, you will simply never be bored again.

You may say that if you think as boredom as good, then you will not have to punish yourself for not being productive (this was certainly a problem for me), but to that i say how has that been working out for you? You have judged boredom your entire life, and here you are still having problems with getting things done.

You also mentioned not standing others. The personality of others should be a least concern to you. You see others, the way you know them, not the way they are(the way the are to themselves).

Most of the time, you are projecting the harsh truth that you are unable to accept about yourself to others. This is called projection. So, next time something really stands out about their personality, check how is this related to me? You'll be surprised about the results.

You will have to do a lot of introspection. Learn about your behavior. Learn about yourself, write down all your attributes (you can also find other stuff on the internet). Why have you had that thought? Why do you behave like that? Why did you acted that way? Probe deeply into the cause. It has to be very precise. You may notice that that is simply how you are, your subconscious programming. So, from there ask yourself: What event in the past led you to you being programmed this way? "Re-live" past memories when you felt bad, shamed, humiliated, put down, guilty, stupid… When the feels come up, let them go: scream, do a temper tantrum, cry, let out whatever comes up, repress nothing(for this you may need privacy, you don't want people around hearing you screaming and acting like an animal). Recognize that shit doesn't make who you are. Don't attach it to your identity. Everyone has been humiliated, that doesn't mean you can't express yourself freely. It wasn't your fault. Maybe it wasn't even something personal. People project on you stuff they hate bout themselves too. Repeat with the same situation until you feel nothing about it.

Sure, you may have success using subliminals for cleaing the subconscious, but i don't think it adresses the core issue. Emotions still remain trapped within, and it doesn't address your specific cause. Also, probably when you experience some humiliation in the future, you probably could not instantly play your favorite remove conscious clutter subliminal. It also gives a feeling of accomplishment and not feeling like a pussy cuz you faced your subconscious fears.

From there, when you are feeling at absolute ease with everything, when you ACCEPT EVERYTHING AS IT IS:

You are the Sun, you are the center of your own solar system.

You have to be the one who sets the criteria.

When you are accepting of everything as it is, you will have tremendous motivation, coming from a very different place, not by fear or lack, but inspiration and eagerness.

You will literally feel that you have everything in the world, you are free from everything, you will find peace in everything, satisfaction in everything.

That is when you will have the power to choose: is it this that i want to do or that, without being polarised on the either side.

>>116443

>Make your own "safe" subliminal binaural track.

>post it on jewtubes for your fellow fringe classmates

>everyones too scared to try it

I too would like to learn to make my own

>>116444

Geez Louise, I did not notice how upside down the 'improved' Maslow hierarchy of needs is. Sorry for posting such filth. I did not expect outright evil after reading the first. There appears to be a force for unenlightenment at work.

>be me

>hear crash

>run to accident

>feel a dark energy in the air

>car is flipped over

>opened the door and it got worse

>legs of lifeless body falls out

>suddenly feel like I got hit in the gut.

>check pulse

>she is dead.

>dark energy left

>sadness comes over me

>I sat down next to her body and just mentally lost it

>repeating in my head "please be okay you're okay wake up god please don't let her die" x10000

>suddenly she sits up and looks at me

>her skin is absolutely glowing

>her eyes were bright and full of life

<what happened?

>rush of happiness and excitement washes over me, nearly in tears overcome with joy

>literally feel like I just stuck tweezers in an electrical outlet the shit hit that hard

>go home

>so tired I can't even walk

>heavily fatigued for the next two weeks

I can't stop thinking about her. I miss her and I don't even know who she is. I feel like there's an empty part of me now.

What happened? What do?

>>116505

>be me

Autistic retard confirmed right from the getgo

>she is dead.

Can't even check pulse and tell is someone lives or not properly, what a great help you are in the case of emergency

>>repeating in my head "please be okay you're okay wake up god please don't let her die" x10000

>>rush of happiness and excitement washes over me, nearly in tears overcome with joy

Are you a cucked NEET who interacted with a real girl for the first time in his life and instantly fell in love by any chance?

>I feel like there's an empty part of me now.

Succubus lured you into a trap and stole your soul. Why do you care THIS much about a random person?

>>116506

>Can't even check pulse and tell is someone lives or not properly, what a great help you are in the case of emergency

>implying

>>116506

Y u so mad tho?

>>116505

>so tired I can't even walk

>heavily fatigued for the next two weeks

>I miss her and I don't even know who she is. I feel like there's an empty part of me now.

Seems like you sacrificed big parts of energy from yourself to summon this shitty driver chick back into the matrix through your prayer. Good job anon, you sacrificed yourself so now she can crash another time and probably kill someone this time.

But seriously tho, how come you are so obsessed with her? Your post emits weird energies.

>>116508

>you sacrificed yourself so now she can crash another time

kek. That sounds like me.

I don't know why I'm obsessed with her, I shouldn't be, don't even know the chick's name, but her face and those eyes are seared into my memory

>>116509

I know that feel bro. Maybe she just was one of "those" girls that you insnatly feel a lot for just from seeing them. Had a few of those in my past days too. But still something feels strange about that story…I'm gonna find out what it is…if I care enough. Let's see.

>>116511

Nah I'll just leave it at that. Maybe you are a hero who saved an innocent life through immense willpower and prayer and should be celebrated as such…well if it were that simple…too much aspects and variables to consider. Questionable if you did the world a favor by saving her, questionable if you did her a favor by keeping her in this life, debatable if you were a chosen medium for saving her or if you interfered with fate and she should have died (she will still die sooner or later anyway), no one even knows if you actually had anything to do with it or not. You work it out, I'm out of here.

>>116512

Alright, well you tried, kek.

I don't know what to believe, whether God intervened, some weird magic shit happened, or the chick just got lucky as fuck and everything else is a coincidence.

I have had dreams on again off again since I was a child involving me pulling a woman out of a wrecked car, but the scene was much different.

Idk it was weird, /fringe/ seemed the place to ask.

>>116429

Nice post.

I always felt like it was stupid to channel Saturn for better willpower and resolve, that it was an insult to the entity and I wasn't worthy.

Good to see someone validate that idea.

Who /manichaean/ here?

how do i set things on fire with my mind?

>>116516

it's better to realize that dependence on other beings for power or desires is unnecessary. You are Sovereign, Divine and Free, and this means that you are the Creator and Observer of your own Reality (Personal Universe). Beware of bringing lazy parasites like these (as both "sides" are part of the corrupt demiurgic fake duality) into it, as they love to plant implants and hooks that slowly enslave you.

here www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/08/23/why-i-am-no-longer-a-light-worker/ and http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/11/21/tell-the-lords-of-karma-that-you-are-sovereign-no-longer-a-lightworker-part-2/ are relevant to the topic.

>>116573

Disappointing how they went full retard open society shill. If they were truly awake, they'd be supernaturally ruthless in playing this game.

Maybe they're the special cuckold breed, lacking survival instincts, that's been carefully spread like a cancer. That's where I'd cram any 'do-gooders' if I were a demiurge. Their first instinct is always to open fire on the good guys just defending themselves.

>>116607

If anyone was truly awake they would pop out of this existence immediately. If you think you're awake, or even lucid, just know that you are actually just dreaming you're lucid.

>>116626

It would be a choice. You refuse to accept responsibility for anything.

I don't want to be "that guy" but does anyone know of any /fringe/ ways to get rich?

>>116635

Literally the same way you get everything else. Read the recommended reading list.

>>116635

I made a sigil to attract money and burned it some months ago. I found 60 bucks in my room, then got a raise, and now poised to inherit a business if I marry the owners daughter. Now I'm not sure I want to spend the rest of my life with this woman.

You've got to be able to handle the punches the universe throws at you with your desires. Maybe my desire for money and my boss' desire to marry off one of his daughters resonated with each other. End result I'm in another dilemma and possibly need a stronger sigil to get free.

>>116607

>calls cuckold

>for dissing parasite entities instead of working with your Higher Self, the Earth (et al. Beings of a great caliber)

wew

>>116626

How do you know that?

How do I get started with mentalism?

I know I saw a PDF posted some time ago but now I can't recall the title. The MEGA libraries I have access to are too big for me to just look randomly.

I found this

http://www.hypnotistentertainment.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/mentalismintroduction_resource_list.pdf

Is there anything good on his recommended reading list relevant to this. Don't tell me to read some general book like kabbalah, I know there was one called "the mentalist's handbook" or somthing but I don't know the author's name.

Fuck, that link was misinterpreded as formatting, let's try this

http://www.hypnotistentertainment.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/mentalism_ _introduction_ _ _resource_list.pdf

Remove the spaces.

What does fringe think about Tarot? Anyone here can work with the cards? Legit practice or more bullshit? I would be inclined to learn about it and to buy myself a deck but only if it's not a bullshit practice.

>>116677

The principles of tarot are rock-solid, and the degree of semi-controlled randomness is right in the sweet spot for insight, which may serve you better at first than trying to force a precise divination. It's tried and true, and . You don't have to buy a deck, though. Pre-made tarot decks are easy but if you're unsure, try making your own deck. A pack of index cards you've drawn on can have the same or more value/accuracy than a regular tarot deck, and the act of making your own deck is highly valuable in its own right.

With that said, you may get value out of a standard tarot deck as a means of connection to a relatively widespread magical language, and it could serve as a decent inspiration for a deck of your own. Look into tarot before you buy so that you have some idea of what it is you're purchasing.

>>116276

clear energy pathways.

http://fringebay.com/archive/fringe/108#108

"The ability to perform and learn faster than ever before, like a child. "

>>116326

>>116341

i'm gonna say soulmates are anyone you develop with spiritually.

the 'one-and-only' type exists if you want(ed) it to. When you're ready within, that person or someone like that will show up.

>>116341

>>116573

honestly tho if we're so powerful

why can't we as divine beings just once say

enough of this shit

let me learn with light,

let me avoid any of these parasites unless I can overcome them with ease and joy and use this knowledge to help others heal (or whatever).

I'm on a light path that's just self development and helping empower others, much like you seem to be, but I don't think angels are bad by any means.

The ones I work with, anyway.

>>116505

you probably miss her because you gave away a lot of your energy. it's not really her you're missing. Unless she happened to be someone you knew in another life or an energy that filled a hole in you.

Clear her energy from you. Call your energy back. Even let go of the situation as if you went back in time and didn't revive her, if you can deal with that.

Things look different when you're clear of others energies and have your own.

Either use Cameron Day's free meditation for energy clearing or check out the one on fringebay here

http://fringebay.com/fringe/189#794

>>116710

>>116573

>>116341

oh also asking that because I did do that. I affirmed I'm growing in light. Learning the lessons the easy way, the first time around so it doesn't have to whack me in the face.

and have lovely friends and teachers on the other side.

sure I can learn everything on my own but people specialize in different things on this plane and I don't see why not help and be helped. Wouldn't truelight beings wanna help other people go higher? I would. That's why I'm here.

Are montalk and Ascensionhelp new age? What about the concept of a higher self in itself? How can I recognize new agey concept? Because they seem to hijack genuine concepts and corrupt them

>>116723

If you don't know new age when you see it… lol idk what to say. Try learning some more and meet real people and you'll understand. New agers dress funny and believe aliens are some weed smoking version of Jesus.

>>116710

>let me avoid the parasites

>let me learn the lessons easily and effortlessly

it's perfectly possible and 100% doable, the thing is that many unknown about this easy shortcut.

>>116712

real True Light Beings selflessly help everybody, indeed. However, the "false light" beings have (((motives))) beneath their help. It's known, for example, that false light pleyadians teach energy manipulation methods mixed in with outsourcing, and that outsourced energy is conveniently fed into their hungry maws (and the corrupt demiurge's).

>>116723

>hijack genuine concepts

you will find that many of the concepts that me and similar others espouse are perfectly real, such as the presence of a Higher Self.

>>116683

First I thought you are joking when you said the principles of Tarot are rock solid but you seem serious. I decided I buy myself a nice deck first and later when I am more experienced I will craft my own deck. Do you care, if you have the time, to hand me some usefull and trustworthy ressources, maybe links, books or guides about Tarot before I turn to google? I don't exacty trust most of the spiritual sites that google spits out.

>>116712

>Wouldn't truelight beings wanna help other people go higher?

That's what you think. Certainly it's what people who'd like to take advantage want you to think. The reality is that nobody really wants to help anybody, those "altruists" in the world only want to help their own self-image by "helping others". In truth, nobody can be trusted.

>>116745

but what of those beyond the world and matrixes?

>>116775

Same story, everyone wants pawns to lord over. They'll happily accept your unwavering adulation in exchange for a paltry favor. If you're happy with being a pawn in a "good person's" schemes then that's fine, just don't be too upset at what happens when you outlive your usefulness.

How do I time travel? Not even memeing I'm dead serious, I just want to go back a couple of years, back to 2014 when life was better.

Does anyone have any information on obscure nature spirits?

I had an interesting encounter last night. I woke up and saw what was almost like pale birch branches sprouting out of nowhere. Completely lucid, by the way, as it emerged by my bedside. I wish I could have faced it more clearly but I grew immensely fearful in just a "sheer panic" sort of thing. Not that I was feeling something terrifying in my room but in a situation that "this couldn't be happening". I sunk my head into the covers, or so I thought, until I heard this shuffling sound, like soft cloth on cloth. To my surprise, I felt a sort of caressing sensation at the top of my head until I fell asleep.

I immediately began to dream, in which I was with my family. Every now and then I would see this large, white-furred creature in the corner of my eye. Horns like birch branches without leaves. Stood like some sort of cervine creature. Head wasn't truly a head or a face, but more of a mask as all the features were smoothed save for two deep eye holes and a few black markings.

I'd like whatever info folk would have possible if y'all would be so kind.

>>116738

this

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLBpx7tABDHpkkBlxL2uXmn4FM7427VVdd

and this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDV58S8mVeQ&t=2614s

Regarding the 2nd step IIH, how proficient one should be in "sound concentration" in order to master this exercise?

I have been going it for a few weeks, and while i notice improvement, i still can't hear the sounds as if they were completely real.

>>116841

I dropped it after noticing it was linked to the qabballah

>>116846

Why?

>>116854

Liking jacking off to someone elses random sigil, you're donating your spritual energy to the qabbalah matrix, and unless you're a jew you'll hardly get any energy back.

>>116855

>>116854

>Originally Kabbalah is a Hebrew tradition based on an esoteric commentary of the Torah. Etymologically the word Qabalah, simply means "tradition" and its Hebrew root "to receive"

>and its Hebrew root "to receive"

They're going to bleed you dry goyim

https://www.aurumsolis.org/qabalah

Anyone here ever prank a demon or ghost for fun?

>>116861

This looks like a meme and is probably nothing

What are some mental methods to power up thoughtforms? I'm unclear on the build up and transfer in the following procress:

>Write out its specific intention

>Go into a trance (like self-hypnosis)

>[Process of charging it your giving it energy which I'm still unclear on]

>Thoughtform now charged enough to carry out its task without you thinking of it

why the does my face spasm every time i attempt meditation?

>>116876

say in your mind "i am charging up <thoughtform>", visualize the thoughtform (makes it more solid, and gives it energy) getting the energy, it flowing out of your body into it.

are you making a servitor to carry out your orders, a tulpa, or more than a tulpa: a true Consciousness? the procedure will vary depending on what you want to create. from what i read, you seem to be making a servitor, so what i said is enough for it.

as always… Intention is key.

>>116878

hmmm… could be several things. entity interference? a physical manifestation of a spiritual issue? a quirk of your physical body?

you can try this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvyPscRD1ss, 1 time per day for 5 days, rest for 2, and repeat if you want. this will definitively dissolve many, many issues that you could be having.

drink a lot of water during the video.

>>116876

Try to improve on any one of those processes. Do whatever you think would help you improve.

>>116856

>>116893

There's a lot of scammers out there huh?

>>116896

I am most certainly a truth-giver. I have seen results with my methods, and I attain great wisdom with them and my knowledge.

>>116905

thank you for sharing that :D it's always good when fellow Beings are kind!

>>116913

The only thing you obtain is newfigs you've enthralled. Nobody with any sense of spiritual OPSEC is going to touch your "methods" with a ten-foot pole.

>>116918

This tbh

What's the most stranglingly systematic tradition?

Sounds like a question asked in bad faith, I know, but I have a friend I want to get started down a rabbit hole. He's an engineering major and a physics nerd, but he's not into Taoism the way a lot of his type are. Says there's too many contradictions. He deserves to have knowledge of that which lies beyond the Standard Model, and he's open to the possibility, unlike some others of his kind. I just need to find the right entry point.

Can some noble soul recommend to this here noob mundie the most effective magicks/rituals for causing positive real-world change, e.g., increasing the likelihood of a promotion; attracting a love-interest; healing a pet gibbon etc.?

I have boundless willpower, and, alas, an inversely proportional level of sense.

Also, is 'sex magic(k)' a meme? Will I lose valuable zinc for nought?

>>116745

>>116779

Nigga I came back here to help people rise above this junk.

I don't want pawns. Friends and lovers, though. Those are nice. Oh and my ego likes a complement/gratitude here and there ;)

Honestly tho, I've got infinite light-energy, what's the use of servants when I can auto-fellate?

>>116878

does it usually do? might be a reaction to more energy flowing thru.

>>116735

right.

pretty sure the meditations I do are true light, they've taught me I'm safe and to affirm easy/joyful learning of lessons.

>>116934

All magic is energy manipulation. So Kybalion teaches the way energy manifests, and New Energy Ways teaches some energywork. (or mantak chia's books like healing energy thru the tao)

Science of Breath.

Stuff.

>Also, is 'sex magic(k)' a meme? Will I lose valuable zinc for nought?

pretty much. Better to keep that energy inside and use it.

>>116893

>are you making a servitor to carry out your orders, a tulpa, or more than a tulpa: a true Consciousness? the procedure will vary depending on what you want to create. from what i read, you seem to be making a servitor, so what i said is enough for it.

You're correct but what changes would I have to make if I were making a tulpa or a "true consciousness"?

>>116918

nobody is enthralled to my will. everybody that has chosen to see the videos or check out the websites I write about have done so from their own Free Will.

you can be absolutely protected when you try a new method, or not. it's all your choice. even when entities attack you can choose to do zilch against them or to expulse them with all the Power you have.

>>116937

to make a tulpa, you would make it like you would a servitor, but beside the intention of the tulpa, you put energy into defining its personality, its form, its aspect, how do you want it to relate to you, etc etc, if you want to let it become free from you, you teach it about Free Will, and if not, you do not. if you teach it about Free Will, it's about midway between a True Consciousness and a servitor, and can figure the rest on its own. if the teaching of Free Will is ignored, however, it is like… a glorified servitor with more complex consciousness-patterns that is more self-aware that a servitor.

to make a True Consciousness, you begin with the same standard as a servitor: define far less things than you would with a tulpa. with the energy blob present, you give it a "jumpstart from your soul DNA pool". i think that this can be achieved from Intention: it would be like cloning a bit of your soul DNA and giving it to the new Being, and it automatically inherits and comphrends the concept that It is One with the Infinite Source in a deeper way. if you do this, you have made a spirit that is your spiritual child. these are most certainly loyal to yourself.

for any of these 3 procedures, you may choose to grant the spirit or thoughtform in various degrees of advancement access to your Akashik Records, and "for reading". depending on its will to learn it will go in and discover a lot about everything.

take note that forcingly controlling a True Consciousness without regard to its Free Will is unappropiate and has consequences.

i'm sure that you can give a "cloned piece of your soul DNA" to any one of your creations and that they will begin to become True Consciousnesses.

Lately came upon an issue with visualisation. I struggle trying to visualise a person's face. I can kinda visualise the shape and some other details but none of the more subtle facial features. Not sure if it's a problem with memorization or visualisation.

Had dream girl I love was telling me she loved me but we couldn't be together because she only has one eye. She actually has both eyes, but in the dream she had one.

Does that mean anything? idk anything about this stuff it just stuck out to me and seemed strange.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>116984

Her third eye is open and yours not.

Therefore she is too good for you.

By the fucking way don't bother too much with dreams, most of them mean nothing.

>>116984

Don't listen to this guy: >>116986

He's just trying to bum you out. Her only having one eye open could just as easily mean that she doesn't have her third eye open, it's literally a matter of perspective and what you feel, after all, it's your dream

>>116989

That was not my intention at all. I was merely jesting. That dream could mean either nothing or anything. It is up to the guy himself to find out it's meaning. For this he must take the role of everyone that appeared in the dream. He must analyze the symbols from his own perspective, then he must analyze the dream from the perspective of the girl. He must see through her eye if you will. And so on. Then he also must interpret the symbols in the right way that relates most to his personal feelings, knowledge and experience

How accurate does automatic writing tend to be? I find it strange that something you'd do without being in much of a trance would actually have much of an effect. That said, I've been doing it lately and some weird shit has happened. When I do it, I don't tend to read it back or remember any of it until at least a week or two later. Here's one of the weird things that happened:

>a couple nights ago

>trying to go to sleep

>suddenly get a strange voice and a vague visual of a guy with long brown hair and a beard sitting full lotus

>says a couple things I forgot, but then says "help?" and I say yes, assuming he's offering help of some sort

>a bunch of information comes in, I'm 99% sure it's not anything I'm consciously thinking and that it's actual communication

>at one point he gives me a "password"

>tells me he'll see me again five minutes after my death

>flies off still in full lotus

>a couple days later

>reading some automatic writing from a week ago (so before that encounter)

>near the end

>"I have the liberty of telling you the secret code you will make to speak to the elders once you are truly in the depths. We will speak again soon."

I had completely forgotten any mention of a secret code or password or whatever when I had that encounter. There's this other bigger thing that came out of my automatic writing and my encounter with that entity (assuming it was real, since it seemed to be) that will have an immeasurable impact on my life if it turns out to be true, but I don't want to delude myself or do anything wrong. So if my greentext story came from automatic writing, does that mean everything else is probably accurate? I've had other things that were possibly synchronicities in relation to the bigger thing, but I can't help but be super skeptical about it. What do?

Also if anyone's curious, some other things that came out of my automatic writing were something about an oblong shape in the year 2001, something about the inner earth, something about a place called Summersfield, a lot about potatoes (which I'm actually thinking is meant to be some other concept and it defaults to potato as a word because maybe there isn't a word for it but the concepts are similar (maybe some of you who have read Far Journeys by Robert Monroe will get what I mean)), and general things about ascension.

Can someone give me the lowdown on medication?

I have to say, when I was taking an antipsychotic and antidepressant about 2 years ago, I was feeling a whole lot better and more enthusiastic than I do now.

Can medication be used to get out of a rut, or is it discouraged?

At least when I was medicating, I was also consistently meditating and on a regular routine.

I feel so beat down, angry, sad and hopeless lately. I just want to get back to at least where I was - at least TRYING to apply what I've learned in the occult.

Wizords! Please excuse the blogpost, but I'm at the end of all sorts of tethers. Potentially impossible situation here; hopefully someone can help me solve it

There's this girl-

Now, hold on, these are not typical 'mundie problems', there are some slightly alarming complications:

I've never officially met eponymous girl, but I've seen her, I know that she exists, and am hopelessly attracted to her. This worries me, because it's completely illogical. She's often in my dreams I'll keep these >>116986 >>116989 in mind; I catch myself thinking about her; I'm romanticizing this idea of a person I do not know, and I can't stop. I feel 'connected' to her in some visceral way; my stomach does things whenever I see her.

Thus, I've resolved to get her, wherein the main issue lies. I've tried mundane methods, e.g., ~thrice, I have literally gone to her place of residence and rung the doorbell, yet each time, some strange occurrence has prevented me from meeting her.

I was thinking perhaps some magical way to charm events into us both meeting irl? I'm ofc open to suggestions - nothing sinister like 'making her love me' etc.; as an 'above average' guy, I reckon I could win her over myself if we could only meet

I can't accept 'plenty more fish' type answers, because that's an inherently logical conclusion I've already come to. And it's not changed the way I feel, which is very new to me. I've been with other girls, but am still irrevocably drawn to this girl I don't even know sometimes thinking of her DURING sex with others. Is she a witch of some sort, wtf? I have no idea how this has happened to me, but it's starting to take a toll and it should be resolved

Any help would be much appreciated

>>117039

if you guys are compelled to meet you will, if you are compelled not to meet you won't. most people are inbetween.

a few possibilities.

1) you know her from a past life

2) you know her from a future thing you might have

3) her energy fills a void in you

4) she's fucking with you energetically

what I would do is energy clearing first.

affirm your divine sovereignty and expel external energies

https://8ch.net/fringe/res/112478.html#112706

and clear your energy with either:

stuff from there (Idk how they are/if safe, haven't used em much, haven't had ill effects from the single uses I did)

or you can use this energy clearing or the soul star one soon after

http://fringebay.com/fringe/189#794

and if you still want her then maybe she's not just fucking with you, Idk.

anyway. so then if you still want her, you can do some stuff. Intend to draw in the qualities that will attract her, and meditate on your energy to see what it is you're missing that her energy fulfils in you and makes you want her. Fill that hole.

you can also get an akashic reading from someone if you want a clearer answer on what's going on. those have helped me alot with lovestuff.

What's the truth about Indigo Children?

>>117042

It's a term used by new-agers so it's probably mostly complete horseshit. There are bound to be children with more recognizable innate ability than others, but I wouldn't trust someone who's into new age to be able to recognize it or to set the parameters for it if I were you.

>>117041

I propose the change of "IF THEY RESIST THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES" to "IF THEY RESIST THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES", zero need to delay to the ever-waiting future.

the videos which I have posted in the thread are safe. there are other videos from other anons, and these may be safe or unsafe.

and that fringechan meditation is sweet and loving. excellent! I add http://ascensionhelp.com's ones, too. if you are unaware of your Higher Self, the Level 1 of that page helps you to meet It.

:D

>>117056

oops, the link is http://ascensionhelp.com.

How do I slow down time Max Payne style so I can do cool shit like dodge bullets? Don't give me bullshit psychological answers about time-perception, I want the real nigga shit.

>>116343

Man im still having trouble with these entities in my mind.

When I was in meditation it finally got kicked out but the second the state started to wear off its tendrils came back and started speaking again.

>>117075

while the entity is outside you, you should start to craft a Shield of Protection to cover your whole Divine Sphere of Influence (which goes up to the outermost point of the farthest subtle body).

your shield can have energies in it. for example energies of your Higher Self, and energies of the Infinite Source. you can call on each one of these so they give you the energies.

you can also add colours: each one has its meaning and should be used according to its meaning. for example, white represents Divinity, gold is a great protector, violet is a deep purifier, etc, or well, really anything that you can conceive, as the shield can also manifest in the densities that correspond to the astral and etheric (it can be present everywhere on all your Beings, as One is All and All is One :D) like menacing spikes… etc

this video may help you on this task: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVDGY5BKT5k

the kind wizard who helps me out and guides me (sometimes) said that this video in particular does work, but that it fails to measure to the caliber of power necessary for a true world healing (as in, the strength of having more than 50% of the world's population awakened and in a high frequency is enough to instantly expulse the (((nwo))) and (((them))))

however, it still works efficiently for "smaller cases".

peace! :D

Is there a way to summon a succubus with out any thing bad happening?

Someone please link me to the Pythagoras thread on /fringe/.

If it doesn't exist give me the archive or recreate the thread and point me to it.

I need me some Pythagoras, the ultimate master of sacred geometry.

>>117041

>if

<REEEEEEEE intensifies

thanks for the suggestions, but I've decided to make something happen; even if it leads to nowhere/she's a total bitch/turnoff etc. I must know

>draw in the qualities that will attract her

assume you're speaking to a delinquent. Into what/where am I drawing abstracts?

>see what it is you're missing

without being crude, I think we all know what I'm 'missing'

>Fill that hole

the absolute aim atm, yes

>>117080

lel, get an escort ofc

>>116979

Bump, anyone got any tips?

Kind of similar to survivalist-flag-anon: I met someone recently who I felt overwhelmingly like I was meant to meet but I haven't been able to talk to them since. I've had intuitive pushes to go to particular places at particular times, which led me to see them every day since I met them (which is particularly weird since we don't really do much of the same kind of thing) but it's always a situation in which I can't strike up a conversation or they're quite far away. It's been bugging me this whole time why this person is meant to be significant in my life, especially considering I keep seeing them but not having any interaction with them. It's making me frustrated and impatient. Does anyone have any suggestions for either hurrying things along or at least more clearly divining the meaning of all of this? Or am I just a dick head and I need to live with whatever's happening and however slow it's happening?

>>116979

>>117096

That kind of thing takes practice and patience. It can also help to look at whatever you want to visualize for a while, then practice visualizing it, or maybe draw it without looking at it after looking at it for a while. This video series (this is video 1) might help too.

I’ve been reading a lot of Jewish stuff lately and I’ve been wondering: are books effective sigils? Is fanfiction magick?

The theory that words / letters are magical is the underlying theme of the Jewish conciousness. Each letter of the Hebrew alphabet has its own esoteric meaning, ‘in the beginning was the word’ and the obsession with preserving the exact wording of the Tanakh (the vowel system (nekudot) is fucked up mostly because rabbis didn’t dare to actually reform the orthography, so they’ve been writing the vowels as annotations; since Hebrew already has had mater lectionis, the way of writing is kinda unpredictable, because you never can be sure if you need an additional vav, ayin or aleph or not). Jews had punishments for fucking up while copying the Torah and teaching the Torah orally (memorising scriptures was common in the antiquity) was avoided.

The story of Esther (the basis for Purim) is a testament of Jews kvetching about being persecuted while slaughtering the goyim. The whole Old Testament reads like a self-fulfilling prophecy about Jews being obnoxious and hated by everyone, yet finding a way to screw the goyim over in the end. Add to that the doubtful historicity and you may come to the conclusion that Jews actually enjoy being expelled and shoahed, because it’s just like in their tales.

Jews are just an example. I wonder if writing down a power fantasy like it was a real event that’s supposed to happen in the future is an effective sigil. I was never big on reading [fiction] nor writing, but I’ve noticed that writing about mundane stuff can lead to spiritual insight and being ‘in the zone’ is akin to meditating. I wonder what would be the implication of writing a self-insert fiction (or a fanfic, because I’m not creative enough) and treating it like some mystical truth (and maybe even publishing it to the unsuspecting normies).

>>117042

Were the Indigo Children intentionally poisoned by vaccines, and turned into autists?

>>117118

>Indigo

more- hey guys, more like… IndiSTOP children. Right?

lel

can i be a vidya level wizard with enough training? like using your hand as a flame-thrower and the like.

>>117121

as above, so below

unless you can change the laws of this world, no

>>117128

then i'll change the laws of this world, if that's what it takes, i came her to become a god, being able to sprout flames from your hands is a requirement of godhood for sure.

I´m interested in "meeting" or "evoking" my guides.

i'll appreciate any help.

>>117147

http://howtoexitthematrix.com/2015/04/28/how-false-light-spiritual-hierarchy-works/

>"The biggest fear of the archons is for us to realize that we are a fractal aspect of the Creator Source being that has the ability to create reality and manifest from the organic background Source energy. They do not want us to realize that they have been feeding off of our Source energy because we are their last vestige of hope for survival, as they are caught in the astral realm. All we need to do is believe in who and what we are and the barriers begin to dissolve. Just like anything else, it takes intention, dedication, and belief in yourself…" – Michelle Walling

http://in5d.com/are-all-spirit-guides-of-the-false-light/

>"I do feel like I should wean myself off of them [entrapped by the false light matrix, like angels] and use my own power of manifestation to create my own reality. In a paradoxical way, I was creating my own reality by calling upon them to help me out of a particular situation. True mastery would be defined as not needing to call upon anyone outside of yourself to help…"

>"It is getting easier to recognize what the intention of these beings as the veil begins to shed light in the cracks and crevices. More and more realizations are coming with the increase in the true light source that is raising the vibration of the planet and everything on it. We are beginning to realize that many of our old spiritual practices and beliefs are no longer necessary." – Michelle Walling

You are your own guide! :D you can contact your Higher Self :D dissolve parasites!.

there are false things on "in5d" and "howtoexitthematrix" so be sure to take what resonates with your Being, and Realize that you are Sovereign.

peace! :D

>>117148

Maybe i should be more specific

I want to experience about evocation, and i think "guides" could do fine for a start, its not like i want to give away my will or something like follow every command that gives me, just meet someone cool.

Thanks for the response anyway, i like you Montalk

>>117128

>as above, so below

are we 'above' or 'below'?

>>117152

If A = B, which would you rather be?

>>117159

>A = B

mirrors? Two sides of the same coin? I suppose in that case it doesn't matter. However, wording it as 'above' and 'below' implies higher/lower; perhaps greater than/less than. So in that case, when it comes to what I'd personally

>rather be

I'd say above but it feels like we might be stuck below atm

got any advice on how I can attract this nigh unreachable succubus into my life anon? >>117039

Quite a long time ago someone posted about a book that produced some extremely fast and powerful result for whoever followed the procedure.

I believe the book was called something along the lines of 'The Avatar Method'. It was an orange book and involved invoking the names of various angels and god I believe.

Anybody know what I'm talking about/can link me to it?

>>117167

>what is catbox

>>117168

https://files.catbox.moe/cmy7tv.pdf

>>117128

I'm not sure what you're implying with