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>How long have you been under the influence of this unwanted entity?
Since childhood. I have repressed memories of what happened but apparently I had a very traumatic event occur over the time period of about a month. Apparently my personality completely changed and I went from being a happy child, to one that was attached to their parent.
>What are its primary behaviors besides pretending to be god? How are you aware that it isn't god?
There is no way that God would do the things that this entity does to me. It causes the following problems:
- No empathy / emotions / feelings
- Social problems (saying foolish things, prevented from making or keeping friends)
- Family problems (family broken up, family members seem to be targeted for spiritual attack)
- Professional problems (obstruction from finding a job, obstruction with studies)
- Psychological problems (entity is constantly talking to me / creating non-stop thoughts in my mind, some of them are depressive / suicidal thoughts)
- Masturbation against own will
- Home problems (basically, I'm at the stage where I'm living in my vehicle)
> Has anything had an impact on it?
I'm not aware of anything I've tried having a significant impact. I try to block the thoughts and go against it, and have tried many other things.
One time while attempting to meditated and telepathically communicate with someone else, I saw a black silhouette obstructing the link that I tried to create between me and the other person.
Things I have tried
- Spiritual healers (Christian, as well as an aboriginal healer)
- Prayer (to God & Christ)
- Fasting (water & dry fasts, the last time I was doing a dry fast, it seemed to do everything it could to try to stop me)
- Consciously trying to take back control of my body
- Blocking all thoughts that it sends to me
- TB Joshua prayer / deliverance videos
- Audio tracks / videos that are meant to remove negativity from your life