>>111837
>Besides when you attain a certain state of development you will enjoy the simple, free life and it will not be bland to you anymore.
Look I commend you for going down this path, but dude you aren't just gonna be suddenly content with nothing. I've lost all of my attachments before, and first thing I noticed was that I had no drive to do anything, and at first the taoists are right in that you can just cultivate virtue and a feeling of being content, and at first they're right, but eventually being free of any attachments becomes your normal mode of thinking, you start to lose your attachments to even happiness and contentness, and he's right, everything does literally become bland. I still cultivate because it's my only purpose, but the feeling of achievement isn't there anymore most of the time, only really when I get a new siddhi or something and that usually lasts only a day or so. Eventually I found myself cultivating desire like in pic related, trying to give my life meaning other than the same damn meditations every single day, and I'm not attached to the extent that I need it, rather I'm aware that I'd feel good with it, and I pick what I desire, so it's never degenerate shit like lamborghinis and blow