>>100589
>accusing me of giving overgeneralized advice
>I have crippling depression
wow look at all that I have to go on
>gangstalking
wait waht… that's not normal at all to believe
>borderline trolling or general insanity
I'm going to assume you're not trolling… but what you suggest is preposterous
you can assume everyone is going to "go out of their way to treat you like shit" even before they do anything. there's many ways to describe this funny phenomena. feedback loop, self fulling prophecy, I simply call it a perception problem.
defending from a problem without checking if it exists is obviously going to force it to happen
threat is literally only something you perceive. unless someone is trying to actually kill you right now in an active manner… there's no reason to ever be under constant stress. unless you are very deep behind enemy lines which you obviously aren't. sometimes you may think you are in enemy territory but of course that's just what you perceive. and your perception creates your reality
>You suicide someone by being their "friend" then covertly undermining their self esteem at every opportunity.
why or how would someone "covertly undermine" someone else's self esteem? this is crazy. no one does this consciously except at the work place or truly devilish people that need to be cut out from your life. there are the subconscious element that get hijacked though…
>There is a spiritual element to it. If you are someone with a lot of light, someone who makes the world a better place, then you are going to attract the walking dead like flies.
that's why you shouldn't actually be making a world a better place on a significant level without protection. very few people actually get to this level anyways though; helping people individually doesn't really have any effect as that has noting to do with the core problem. the hostile elements don't care if all you are doing is symptom relief, but the moment you come close to the root problem, it's almost like it will send out antibodies
anyways…
no one ever said anyone should be anyone friends fyi
if you ask me you should never trust anyone. you mention "people you love" well there's your first problem. having a bias will distort your perception so if you have to love you must love everyone equally as in treat everyone with the same amount of respect
>On the upside, there is a lot of spiritual help available if you ask for it.
no, no one will help. what can help is you. whether a higher you will help you is dependent on your reality, but don't ever count on it.
>But don't be surprised when after you sincerely ask for help all the "normies" around you suddenly start having bad things happening to them.
what
>But as I stated before, if you have a lot of light then people you don't even know will go out of their way to treat you like shit. To say and do just straight mean shit to you.
yea this can happen. that's why you trust no one, unless they are awakened beings, or at least have awareness of themselves and their thoughts. because if they don't, even the slightest negative energy can stir in them the most unexpectedly abnormal behavior that is just down right rude to you but somehow they are not aware of it. because they aren't aware of anything. no one actually even understands what respect means, to say the least it's mutual
they are victims of society, brainwashing and etc. it's incredibly typical. sit them down and give them a good talking. you have to the the mature one here, the aware one always must be. it's taken over 5 years of talking with my parents and only now do I see significant breakthroughs
>over dose on one specific vitamin… basically saying to do drugs but worse
at least drugs get you high every time. vitamins only do immediate effect the first day. but yea eating foods with vitamin b is probably a good idea
and yyea in retrospect you could have schizofrenia. at the very least your post indicates very scatterbrained thinking
>>100590
no it's pretty normal. a bitter reaction to hostile elements attracted to light that has turned sour. or just insanity and delusions. maybe even delusions of grandeur
or someone who got paranoid from smoking weed, and never stopped. lol